The town itself is dreary;not much is there except the cotton-mill, the two-room houses where the workers live, a few peach trees, a church with two colored windows, and a miserable main street only a hundred yards long. On Saturdays the tenants from the near-by farms come in for a day of talk and trade.Otherwise the town is lonesome, sad, and like a place that is far off and estranged from all other places in the world.The nearest train stop is Society City, and the Greyhound and White Bus Lines use the Forks Falls Road which is three miles away.The winters here are short and raw, the summers white with glare and fery hot.
If you walk along the main street on an August afternoon there is nothing whatsoever to do. The largest building, in the very center of the town, is boarded up completely and leans so far to the right that it seems bound to collapse at any minute.The house is very old.There is about it a curious, cracked look that is very puzzling until you suddenly realize that at one time, and long ago, the right side of the front porch had been painted, and part of the wall-but the painting was left unfnished and one portion of the house is darker and dingier than the other.The building looks completely deserted.Nevertheless, on the second foor there is one window which is not boarded;sometimes in the late afternoon when the heat is at its worst a hand will slowly open the shutter and a face will look down on the town.It is a face like the terrible dim faces known in dreams-sexless and white, with two gray crossed eyes which are turned inward so sharply that they seem to be exchanging with each otherone long and secret gaze of grief.The face lingers at the window for an hour or so, then the shutters are closed once more, and as likely as not there will not be another soul to be seen along the main street.These August afternoons-when your shift is fnished there is absolutely nothing to do;you might as well walk down to the Forks Falls Road and listen to the chain gang.
However, here in this very town there was once a café.And this old boarded-up house was unlike any other place for many miles around.There were tables with cloths and paper napkins, colored streamers from the electric fans, great gatherings on Saturday nights.The owner of the place was Miss Amelia Evans.But the person most responsible for the success and gaiety of the place was a hunchback called Cousin Lymon.One other person had a part in the story of this café—he was the former husband of Miss Amelia, a terrible character who returned to the town after a long term in the penitentiary, caused ruin, and then went on his way again.The café has long since been closed, but it is still remembered.
The place was not always a café.Miss Amelia inherited the building from her father, and it was a store that carried mostly feed, guano, and staples such as meal and snuff.Miss Amelia was rich.In addition to the store she operated a still three miles back in the swamp, and ran out the best liquor in the county.She was a dark, tall woman with bones and muscles like a man.Her hair was cut short and brushed back from the forehead, and there was about her sunburned face a tense, haggard quality.She might have been a handsome woman if, even then, she was not slightly cross-eyed.There were those who would have courted her, but Miss Amelia cared nothing for the love of men and was a solitary person.Her marriage had been unlike any other marriage ever contracted in this county-it was a strange and dangerous marriage, lasting only for ten days, that left the whole town wondering and shocked.Except for this queer marriage, Miss Amelia had lived her life alone.Oftenshe spent whole nights back in her shed in the swamp, dressed in overalls and gum-boots, silently guarding the low fre of the still.
With all things which could be made by the hands Miss Amelia prospered. She sold chitterlings and sausage in the town near-by.On fne autumn days, she ground sorghum, and the syrup from her vats was dark golden and delicately flavored.She built the brick privy behind her store in only two weeks and was skilled in carpentering.It was only with people that Miss Amelia was not at ease.People, unless they are willy-nilly or very sick, cannot be taken into the hands and changed overnight to something more worthwhile and profitable.So that the only use that Miss Amelia had for other people was to make money out of them.And in this she succeeded.Mortgages on crops and property, a sawmill, money in the bank-she was the richest woman for miles around.She would have been rich as a congressman if it were not for her one great failing, and that was her passion for lawsuits and the courts.She would involve herself in long and bitter litigation over just a trife.It was said that if Miss Amelia so much as stumbled over a rock in the road she would glance around instinctively as though looking for something to sue about it.Aside from these lawsuits she lived a steady life and every day was very much like the day that had gone before.With the exception of her ten-day marriage, nothing happened to change this until the spring of the year that Miss Amelia was thirty years old.
It was toward midnight on a soft quiet evening in April. The sky was the color of a blue swamp iris, the moon clear and bright.The crops that spring promised well and in the past weeks the mill had run a night shift.Down by the creek the square brick factory was yellow with light, and there was the faint, steady hum of the looms.It was such a night when it is good to hear from faraway, across the dark felds, the slow song of a Negro on his way to make love.Or when it is pleasant to sit quietly and pick a guitar, or simply to rest alone and think of nothing at all.The street that evening was deserted, but Miss Amelia's store was lighted and on the porchoutside there were fve people.One of these was Stumpy MacPhail, a foreman with a red face and dainty, purplish hands.On the top step were two boys in overalls, the Rainey twins-both of them lanky and slow, with white hair and sleepy green eyes.The other man was Henry Macy, a shy and timid person with gentle manners and nervous ways, who sat on the edge of the bottom step.Miss Amelia herself stood leaning against the side of the open door, her feet crossed in their big swamp boots, patiently untying knots in a rope she had come across.They had not talked for a long time.
One of the twins, who had been looking down the empty road, was the frst to speak.“I see something coming,”he said.
“A calf got loose,”said his brother.
The approaching fgure was still too distant to be clearly seen. The moon made dim, twisted shadows of the blossoming peach trees along the side of the road.In the air the odor of blossoms and sweet spring grass mingled with the warm, sour smell of the near-by lagoon.
“No. It's somebody's youngun,”said Stumpy MacPhail.
Miss Amelia watched the road in silence. She had put down her rope and was fngering the straps of her overalls with her brown bony hand.She scowled, and a dark lock of hair fell down on her forehead.While they were waiting there, a dog from one of the houses down the road began a wild, hoarse howl that continued until a voice called out and hushed him.It was not until the fgure was quite close, within the range of the yellow light from the porch, that they saw clearly what had come.
The man was a stranger, and it is rare that a stranger enters the town on foot at that hour. Besides, the man was a hunchback.He was scarcely more than four feet tall and he wore a ragged, rusty coat that reached only to his knees.His crooked little legs seemed too thin to carry the weight of his great warped chest and the hump that sat on his shoulders.He had a very large head, with deep-set blue eyes and a sharp little mouth.His face was both soft andsassy-at the moment his pale skin was yellowed by dust and there were lavender shadows beneath his eyes.He carried a lopsided old suitcase which was tied with a rope.
“Evening,”said the hunchback, and he was out of breath.
Miss Amelia and the men on the porch neither answered his greeting nor spoke. They only looked at him.
“I am hunting for Miss Amelia Evans.”
Miss Amelia pushed back her hair from her forehead and raised her chin.“How come?”
“Because I am kin to her,”the hunchback said.
The twins and Stumpy MacPhail looked up at Miss Amelia.
“That's me,”she said.“How do you mean‘kin'?”
“Because—”the hunchback began. He looked uneasy, almost as though he was about to cry.He rested the suitcase on the bottom step, but did not take his hand from the handle.“My mother was Fanny Jesup and she come from Cheehaw.She left Cheehaw some thirty years ago when she married her first husband.I remember hearing her tell how she had a half-sister named Martha.And back in Cheehaw today they tell me that was your mother.”
Miss Amelia listened with her head turned slightly aside. She ate her Sunday dinners by herself;her place was never crowded with a fock of relatives, and she claimed kin with no one.She had had a great-aunt who owned the livery stable in Cheehaw, but that aunt was now dead.Aside from her there was only one double frst cousin who lived in a town twenty miles away, but this cousin and Miss Amelia did not get on so well, and when they chanced to pass each other they spat on the side of the road.Other people had tried very hard, from time to time, to work out some kind of far-fetched connection with Miss Amelia, but with absolutely no success.
The hunchback went into a long rigmarole, mentioning names and places that were unknown to the listeners on the porch and seemed to have nothing to do with the subject.“So Fanny and Martha Jesup were half-sisters. And I am the son of Fanny's thirdhusband.So that would make you and I—”He bent down and began to unfasten his suitcase.His hands were like dirty sparrow claws and they were trembling.The bag was full of all manner of junk-ragged clothes and odd rubbish that looked like parts out of a sewing-machine, or something just as worthless.The hunchback scrambled among these belongings and brought out an old photograph.“This is a picture of my mother and her half-sister.”
Miss Amelia did not speak. She was moving her jaw slowly from side to side, and you could tell from her face what she was thinking about.Stumpy MacPhail took the photograph and held it out towards the light.It was a picture of two pale, withered-up little children of about two and three years of age.The faces were tiny white blurs, and it might have been an old picture in anyone's album.
Stumpy MacPhail handed it back with no comment.“Where you come from?”he asked.
The hunchback's voice was uncertain.“I was traveling.”
Still Miss Amelia did not speak. She just stood leaning against the side of the door, and looked down at the hunchback.Henry Macy winked nervously and rubbed his hands together.Then quietly he left the bottom step and disappeared.He is a good soul, and the hunchback's situation had touched his heart.Therefore he did not want to wait and watch Miss Amelia chase this newcomer off her property and run him out of town.The hunchback stood with his bag open on the bottom step;he sniffled his nose, and his mouth quivered.Perhaps he began to feel his dismal predicament.Maybe he realized what a miserable thing it was to be a stranger in the town with a suitcase full of junk, and claiming kin with Miss Amelia.At any rate he sat down on the steps and suddenly began to cry.
It was not a common thing to have an unknown hunchback walk to the store at midnight and then sit down and cry. Miss Amelia rubbed back her hair from her forehead and the men looked at each other uncomfortably.All around the town was very quiet.
At last one of the twins said:“I'll be damned if he ain't aregular Morris Finestein.”
Everyone nodded and agreed, for that is an expression having a certain special meaning. But the hunchback cried louder because he could not know what they were talking about.Morris Finestein was a person who had lived in the town years before.He was only a quick, skipping little Jew who cried if you called him Christ-killer, and ate light bread and canned salmon every day.A calamity had come over him and he had moved away to Society City.But since then if a man were prissy in any way, or if a man ever wept, he was known as a Morris Finestein.
“Well, he is afficted,”said Stumpy MacPhail.“There is some cause.”
Miss Amelia crossed the porch with two slow, gangling strides. She went down the steps and stood looking thoughtfully at the stranger.Gingerly, with one long brown forefnger, she touched the hump on his back.The hunchback still wept, but he was quieter now.The night was silent and the moon still shone with a soft, dear light-it was getting colder.Then Miss Amelia did a rare thing;she pulled out a bottle from her hip pocket and after polishing off the top with the palm of her hand she handed it to the hunchback to drink.Miss Amelia could seldom be persuaded to sell her liquor on credit, and for her to give so much as a drop away free was almost unknown.
“Drink,”she said.“It will liven your gizzard.”
The hunchback stopped crying, neatly licked the tears from around his mouth, and did as he was told. When he was finished, Miss Amelia took a slow swallow, warmed and washed her mouth with it, and spat.Then she also drank.The twins and the foreman had their own bottle they had paid for.
“It is smooth liquor,”Stumpy MacPhail said.“Miss Amelia, I have never known you to fail.”
The whisky they drank that evening(two big bottles of it)is important. Otherwise, it would be hard to account for what followed.Perhaps without it there would never have been a café.For the liquor of Miss Amelia has a special quality of its own.It is clean and sharp on the tongue, but once down a man it glows inside him for a long time afterward.And that is not all.It is known that if a message is written with lemon juice on a clean sheet of paper there will be no sign of it.But if the paper is held for a moment to the fre then the letters turn brown and the meaning becomes clear.Imagine that the whisky is the fre and that the message is that which is known only in the soul of a man-then the worth of Miss Amelia’s liquor can be understood.Things that have gone unnoticed, thoughts that have been harbored far back in the dark mind, are suddenly recognized and comprehended.A spinner who has thought only of the loom, the dinner pail, the bed, and then the loom again-this spinner might drink some on a Sunday and come across a marsh lily.And in his palm he might hold this fower, examining the golden dainty cup, and in him suddenly might come a sweetness keen as pain.A weaver might look up suddenly and see for the frst time the cold, weird radiance of midnight January sky, and a deep fright at his own smallness stop his heart.Such things as these, then, happen when a man has drunk Miss Amelia’s liquor.He may suffer, or he may be spent with joy-but the experience has shown the truth;he has warmed his soul and seen the message hidden there.
They drank until it was past midnight, and the moon was clouded over so that the night was cold and dark. The hunchback still sat on the bottom steps, bent over miserably with his forehead resting on his knee.Miss Amelia stood with her hands in her pockets, one foot resting on the second step of the stairs.She had been silent for a long time.Her face had the expression often seen in slightly cross-eyed persons who are thinking deeply, a look that appears to be both very wise and very crazy.At last she said:“I don't know your name.”
“I'm Lymon Willis,”said the hunchback.
“Well, come on in,”she said.“Some supper was left in thestove and you can eat.”
Only a few times in her life had Miss Amelia invited anyone to eat with her, unless she were planning to trick them in some way, or make money out of them. So the men on the porch felt there was something wrong.Later, they said among themselves that she must have been drinking back in the swamp the better part of the afternoon.At any rate she left the porch, and Stumpy MacPhail and the twins went on off home.She bolted the front door and looked all around to see that her goods were in order.Then she went to the kitchen, which was at the back of the store.The hunchback followed her, dragging his suitcase, sniffng, and wiping his nose on the sleeve of his dirty coat.
“Sit down,”said Miss Amelia.“I'll just warm up what's here.”
It was a good meal they had together on that night. Miss Amelia was rich and she did not grudge herself food.There was fried chicken(the breast of which the hunchback took on his own plate),mashed rootabeggars, collard greens, and hot, pale golden, sweet potatoes.Miss Amelia ate slowly and with the relish of a farm hand.She ate with both elbows on the table, bent over the plate, her knees spread wide apart and her feet braced on the rungs of the chair.As for the hunchback, he gulped down his supper as though he had not smelled food in months.During the meal one tear crept down his dingy cheek-but it was just a little leftover tear and meant nothing at all.The lamp on the table was well trimmed, burning blue at the edges of the wick, and casting a cheerful light in the kitchen.When Miss Amelia had eaten her supper she wiped her plate carefully with a slice of light bread, and then poured her own clear, sweet syrup over the bread.The hunchback did likewise-except that he was more fnicky and asked for a new plate.Having fnished, Miss Amelia tilted back her chair, tightened her fist, and felt the hard, supple muscles of her right arm beneath the clean, blue cloth of her shirtsleeves-an unconscious habit with her, at the close of a meal.Then she took the lamp from the table and jerked her head toward ;the staircase as an invitation for the hunchback to follow after her.
Above the store there were the three rooms where Miss Amelia had lived during all her life-two bedrooms with a large parlor in between. Few people had even seen these rooms, but it was generally known that they were well furnished and extremely clean.And now Miss Amelia was taking up with her a dirty little hunchbacked stranger, come from God knows where.Miss Amelia walked slowly, two steps at a time, holding the lamp high.The hunchback hovered so close behind her that the swinging light made on the staircase wall one great, twisted shadow of the two of them.Soon the premises above the store were dark as the rest of the town.
The next morning was serene, with a sunrise of warm purple mixed with rose. In the fields around the town the furrows were newly plowed, and very early the tenants were at work setting out the young, deep-green tobacco plants.The wild crows flew down close to the felds, making swift blue shadows on the earth.In town the people set out early with their dinner pails, and the windows of the mill were blinding gold in the sun.The air was fresh and the peach trees light as March clouds with their blossoms.
Miss Amelia came down at about dawn, as usual. She washed her head at the pump and very shortly set about her business.Later in the morning she saddled her mule and went to see about her property, planted with cotton, up near the Forks Falls Road.By noon, of course, everybody had heard about the hunchback who had come to the store in the middle of the night.But no one as yet had seen him.The day soon grew hot and the sky was a rich, midday blue.Still no one had laid an eye on this strange guest.A few people remembered that Miss Amelia's mother had had a half-sister-but there was some difference of opinion as to whether she had died or had run off with a tobacco stringer.As for the hunchback's claim, everyone thought it was a trumped-up business.And the town, knowing Miss Amelia, decided that surely she had put him out of the house after feeding him.But toward evening, when the sky hadwhitened, and the shift was done, a woman claimed to have seen a crooked face at the window of one of the rooms up over the store.Miss Amelia herself said nothing.She clerked in the store for a while, argued for an hour with a farmer over a plow shaft, mended some chicken wire, locked up near sundown, and went to her rooms.The town was left puzzled and talkative.
The next day Miss Amelia did not open the store, but stayed locked up inside her premises and saw no one. Now this was the day that the rumor started-the rumor so terrible that the town and all the country about were stunned by it The rumor was started by a weaver called Merlie Ryan.He is a man of not much account-sallow, shambling, and with no teeth in his head.He has the three-day malaria, which means that every third day the fever comes on him.So on two days he is dull and cross, but on the third day he livens up and sometimes has an idea or two, most of which are foolish.It was while Merlie Ryan was in his fever that he turned suddenly and said:
“I know what Miss Amelia done. She murdered that man for something in that suitcase.”
He said this in a calm voice, as a statement of fact. And within an hour the news had swept through the town.It was a fierce and sickly tale the town built up that day.In it were all the things which cause the heart to shiver-a hunchback, a midnight burial in the swamp, the dragging of Miss Amelia through the streets of the town on the way to prison, the squabbles over what would happen to her property-all told in hushed voices and repeated with some fresh and weird detail.It rained and women forgot to bring in the washing from the lines.One or two mortals, who were in debt to Miss Amelia, even put on Sunday clothes as though it were a holiday.People clustered together on the main street, talking and watching the store.
It would be untrue to say that all the town took part in this evil festival. There were a few sensible men who reasoned that Miss Amelia, being rich, would not go out of her way to murdera vagabond for a few trifles of junk.In the town there were even three good people, and they did not want this crime, not even for the sake of the interest and the great commotion it would entail;it gave them no pleasure to think of Miss Amelia holding to the bars of the penitentiary and being electrocuted in Atlanta.These good people judged Miss Amelia in a different way from what the others judged her.When a person is as contrary in every single respect as she was and when the sins of a person have amounted to such a point that they can hardly be remembered all at once-then this person plainly requires a special judgment.They remembered that Miss Amelia had been born dark and somewhat queer of face, raised motherless by her father who was a solitary man, that early in youth she had grown to be six feet two inches tall which in itself is not natural for a woman, and that her ways and habits of life were too peculiar ever to reason about.Above all, they remembered her puzzling marriage, which was the most unreasonable scandal ever to happen in this town.
So these good people felt toward her something near to pity. And when she was out on her wild business, such as rushing in a house to drag forth a sewing-machine in payment for a debt, or getting herself worked up over some matter concerning the law-they had toward her a feeling which was a mixture of exasperation, a ridiculous little inside tickle, and a deep, unnamable sadness.But enough of the good people, for there were only three of them;the rest of the town was making a holiday of this fancied crime the whole of the afternoon.
Miss Amelia herself, for some strange reason, seemed unaware of all this. She spent most of her day upstairs.When down in the store, she prowled around peacefully, her hands deep in the pockets of her overalls and head bent so low that her chin was tucked inside the collar of her shirt.There was no bloodstain on her anywhere.Often she stopped and just stood somberly looking down at the cracks in the floor, twisting a lock of her short-cropped hair, andwhispering something to herself.But most of the day was spent upstairs.
Dark came on. The rain that afternoon had chilled the air, so that the evening was bleak and gloomy as in wintertime.There were no stars in the sky, and a light, icy drizzle had set in.The lamps in the houses made mournful, wavering flickers when watched from the street.A wind had come up, not from the swamp side of the town but from the cold black pinewoods to the north.
The clocks in the town struck eight. Still nothing had happened.The bleak night, after the gruesome talk of the day, put a fear in some people, and they stayed home close to the fire.Others were gathered in groups together.Some eight or ten men had convened on the porch of Miss Amelia's store.They were silent and were indeed just waiting about.They themselves did not know what they were waiting for, but it was this:in times of tension, when some great action is impending, men gather and wait in this way.And after a time there will come a moment when all together they will act in unison, not from thought or from the will of any one man, but as though their instincts had merged together so that the decision belongs to no single one of them, but to the group as a whole.At such a time, no individual hesitates.And whether the matter will be settled peaceably, or whether the joint action will result in ransacking, violence, and crime, depends on destiny.So the men waited soberly on the porch of Miss Amelia's store, not one of them realizing what they would do, but knowing inwardly that they must wait, and that the time had almost come.
Now the door to the store was open. Inside it was bright and natural-looking.To the left was the counter where slabs of white meat, rock candy, and tobacco were kept.Behind this were shelves of salted white meat and meal.The right side of the store was mostly filled with farm implements and such.At the back of the store, to the left, was the door leading up the stairs, and it was open.And at the far right of the store there was another door which led to a littleroom that Miss Amelia called her offce.This door was also open.And at eight o'clock that evening Miss Amelia could be seen there sitting before her roll-top desk, figuring with a fountain pen and some pieces of paper.
The office was cheerfully lighted, and Miss Amelia did not seem to notice the delegation on the porch. Everything around her was in great order, as usual.This offce was a room well-known, in a dreadful way, throughout the country.It was there Miss Amelia transacted all business.On the desk was a carefully covered typewriter which she knew how to run, but used only for the most important documents.In the drawers were literally thousands of papers, all fled according to the alphabet.This offce was also the place where Miss Amelia received sick people, for she enjoyed doctoring and did a great deal of it.Two whole shelves were crowded with bottles and various paraphernalia.Against the wall was a bench where the patients sat.She could sew up a wound with a burnt needle so that it would not turn green.For burns she had a cool, sweet syrup.For unlocated sickness there were any number of different medicines which she had brewed herself from unknown recipes.They wrenched loose the bowels very well, but they could not be given to small children, as they caused bad convulsions;for them she had an entirely separate draught, gentler and sweet-flavored.Yes, all in all, she was considered a good doctor.Her hands, though very large and bony, had a light touch about them.She possessed great imagination and used hundreds of different cures.In the face of the most dangerous and extraordinary treatment she did not hesitate, and no disease was so terrible but what she would undertake to cure it.In this there was one exception.If a patient came with a female complaint she could do nothing.Indeed at the mere mention of the words her face would slowly darken with shame, and she would stand there craning her neck against the collar of her shirt, or rubbing her swamp boots together, for all the world like a great shamed, dumb-tongued child.But in other matterspeople trusted her.She charged no fees whatsoever and always had a raft of patients.
On this evening, Miss Amelia wrote with her fountain pen a good deal. But even so she could not be forever unaware of the group waiting out there on the dark porch, and watching her.From time to time she looked up and regarded them steadily.But she did not holler out to them to demand why they were loafing around her property like a sorry bunch of gabbies.Her face was proud and stern, as it always was when she sat at the desk of her offce.After a time their peering in like that seemed to annoy her.She wiped her cheek with a red handkerchief, got up, and closed the offce door.
Now to the group on the porch this gesture acted as a signal. The time had come.They had stood for a long while with the night raw and gloomy in the street behind them.They had waited long and just at that moment the instinct to act came on them.All at once, as though moved by one will, they walked into the store.At that moment the eight men looked very much alike-all wearing blue overalls, most of them with whitish hair, all pale of face, and all with a set, dreaming look in the eye.What they would have done next no one knows.But at that instant there was a noise at the head of the staircase.The men looked up and then stood dumb with shock.It was the hunchback, whom they had already murdered in their minds.Also, the creature was not at all as had been pictured to them-not a pitiful and dirty little chatterer, alone and beggared in this world.Indeed, he was like nothing any man among them had ever beheld until that time.The room was still as death.
The hunchback came down slowly with the proudness of one who owns every plank of the floor beneath his feet. In the past days he had greatly changed.For one thing he was clean beyond words.He still wore his little coat, but it was brushed off and neatly mended.Beneath this was a fresh red and black checkered shut belonging to Miss Amelia.He did not wear trousers such as ordinary men are meant to wear, but a pair of tight-ftting little knee-lengthbreeches.On his skinny legs he wore black stockings, and his shoes were of a special kind, being queerly shaped, laced up over the ankles, and newly cleaned and polished with wax.Around his neck, so that his large, pale ears were almost completely covered, he wore a shawl of lime-green wool, the fringes of which almost touched the foor.
The hunchback walked down the store with his stiff little strut and then stood in the center of the group that had come inside. They cleared a space about him and stood looking with hands loose at their sides and eyes wide open.The hunchback himself got his bearings in an odd manner.He regarded each person steadily at his own eye-level, which was about belt line for an ordinary man.Then with shrewd deliberation he examined each man's lower regions-from the waist to the sole of the shoe.When he had satisfed himself he closed his eyes for a moment and shook his head, as though in his opinion what he had seen did not amount to much.Then with assurance, only to confrm himself, he tilted back his head and took in the halo of faces around him with one long, circling stare.There was a half-flled sack of guano on the left side of the store, and when he had found his bearings in this way, the hunchback sat down upon it.Cozily settled, with his little legs crossed, he took from his coat pocket a certain object.
Now it took some moments for the men in the store to regain their ease. Merlie Ryan, he of the three-day fever who had started the rumor that day, was the first to speak.He looked at the object which the hunchback was fondling, and said in a hushed voice:
“What is it you have there?”
Each man knew well what it was the hunchback was handling. For it was the snuffbox which had belonged to Miss Amelia's father.The snuffbox was of blue enamel with a dainty embellishment of wrought gold on the lid.The group knew it well and marvelled.They glanced warily at the closed office door, and heard the low sound of Miss Amelia whistling to herself.
“Yes, what is it, Peanut?”
The hunchback looked up quickly and sharpened his mouth to speak.“Why, this is a lay-low to catch meddlers.”
The hunchback readied in the box with his scrambly little fngers and ate something, but he offered no one around him a taste. It was not even proper snuff which he was taking, but a mixture of sugar and cocoa.This he took, though, as snuff, pocketing a little wad of it beneath his lower lip and licking down neatly into this with a fick of his tongue which made a frequent grimace come over his face.
“The very teeth in my head have always tasted sour to me,”he said in explanation.“That is the reason why I take this kind of sweet snuff.”
The group still clustered around, feeling somewhat gawky and bewildered. This sensation never quite wore off, but it was soon tempered by another feeling-an air of intimacy in the room and a vague festivity.Now the names of the men of the group there on that evening were as follows:Hasty Malone, Robert Calvert Hale, Merlie Ryan, Reverend T.M.Willin, Rosser Cline, Rip Wellborn, Henry Ford Crimp, and Horace Wells.Except for Reverend Willin, they are all alike in many ways as has been said-all having taken pleasure from something or other, all having wept and suffered in some way, most of them tractable unless exasperated.Each of them worked in the mill, and lived with others in a two-room or three-room house for which the rent was ten dollars or twelve dollars a month.All had been paid that afternoon, for it was Saturday.So, for the present, think of them as a whole.
The hunchback, however, was already sorting them out in his mind. Once comfortably settled he began to chat with everyone, asking questions such as if a man was married, how old he was, how much his wages came to in an average week, et cetera-picking his way along to inquiries which were downright intimate.Soon the group was joined by others in the town, Henry Macy, idlers who hadsensed something extraordinary, women come to fetch their men who lingered on, and even one loose, towhead child who tiptoed into the store, stole a box of animal crackers, and made off very quietly.So the premises of Miss Amelia were soon crowded, and she herself had not yet opened her offce door.
There is a type of person who has a quality about him that sets him apart from other and more ordinary human beings. Such a person has an instinct which is usually found only in small children, an instinct to establish immediate and vital contact between himself and all things in the world.Certainly the hunchback was of this type.He had only been in the store half an hour before an immediate contact had been established between him and each other individual.It was as though he had lived in the town for years, was a well-known character, and had been sitting and talking there on that guano sack for countless evenings.This, together with the fact that it was Saturday night, could account for the air of freedom and illicit gladness in the store.There was a tension, also, partly because of the oddity of the situation and because Miss Amelia was still closed off in her offce and had not yet made her appearance.
She came out that evening at ten o'clock. And those who were expecting some drama at her entrance were disappointed.She opened the door and walked in with her slow, gangling swagger.There was a streak of ink on one side of her nose, and she had knotted the red handkerchief about her neck.She seemed to notice nothing unusual.Her gray, crossed eyes glanced over to the place where the hunchback was sitting, and for a moment lingered there.The rest of the crowd in her store she regarded with only a peaceable surprise.
“Does anyone want waiting on?”she asked quietly.
There were a number of customers, because it was Saturday night, and they all wanted liquor. Now Miss Amelia had dug up an aged barrel only three days past and had siphoned it into bottles back by the still.This night she took the money from the customers andcounted it beneath the bright light.Such was the ordinary procedure.But after this what happened was not ordinary.Always before, it was necessary to go around to the dark back yard, and there she would hand out your bottle through the kitchen door.There was no feeling of joy in the transaction.After getting his liquor the customer walked off into the night.Or, if his wife would not have it in the home, he was allowed to come back around to the front porch of the store and guzzle there or in the street.Now, both the porch and the street before it were the property of Miss Amelia, and no mistake about it-but she did not regard them as her premises;the premises began at the front door and took in the entire inside of the building.There she had never allowed liquor to be opened or drunk by anyone but herself.Now for the frst time she broke this rule.She went to the kitchen, with the hunchback close at her heels, and she brought back the bottles into the warm, bright store.More than that she furnished some glasses and opened two boxes of crackers so that they were there hospitably in a platter on the counter and anyone who wished could take one free.
She spoke to no one but the hunchback, and she only asked him in a somewhat harsh and husky voice:“Cousin Lymon, will you have yours straight, or warmed in a pan with water on the stove?”
“If you please, Amelia,”the hunchback said.(And since what time had anyone presumed to address Miss Amelia by her bare name, without a title of respect?—Certainly not her bridegroom and her husband of ten days. In fact, not since the death of her father, who for some reason had always called her Little, had anyone dared to address her in such a familiar way.)“If you please, I'll have it warmed.”
Now, this was the beginning of the café.It was as simple as that.Recall that the night was gloomy as in wintertime, and to have sat around the property outside would have made a sorry celebration.But inside there was company and a genial warmth.Someone had rattled up the stove in the rear, and those who bought bottles sharedtheir liquor with friends.Several women were there and they had twists of licorice, a Nehi, or even a swallow of the whisky.The hunchback was still a novelty and his presence amused everyone.The bench in the offce was brought in, together with several extra chairs.Other people leaned against the counter or made themselves comfortable on barrels and sacks.Nor did the opening of liquor on the premises cause any rambunctiousness, indecent giggles, or misbehavior whatsoever.On the contrary the company was polite even to the point of a certain timidness.For people in this town were then unused to gathering together for the sake of pleasure.They met to work in the mill.Or on Sunday there would be an all-day camp meeting-and though that is a pleasure, the intention of the whole affair is to sharpen your view of Hell and put into you a keen fear of the Lord Almighty.But the spirit of a café is altogether different.Even the richest, greediest old rascal will behave himself, insulting no one in a proper café.And poor people look about them gratefully and pinch up the salt in a dainty and modest manner.For the atmosphere of a proper café implies these qualities:fellowship, the satisfactions of the belly, and a certain gaiety and grace of behavior.This had never been told to the gathering in Miss Amelia’s store that night.But they knew it of themselves, although never, of course, until that time had there been a café in the town.
Now, the cause of all this, Miss Amelia, stood most of the evening in the doorway leading to the kitchen. Outwardly she did not seem changed at all.But there were many who noticed her face.She watched all that went on, but most of the time her eyes were fastened lonesomely on the hunchback.He strutted about the store, eating from his snuffbox, and being at once sour and agreeable.Where Miss Amelia stood, the light from the chinks of the stove cast a glow, so that her brown, long face was somewhat brightened.She seemed to be looking inward.There was in her expression pain, perplexity, and uncertain joy.Her lips were not so frmly set as usual, and she swallowed often.Her skin had paled and her large emptyhands were sweating.Her look that night, then, was the lonesome look of the lover.
This opening of the café came to an end at midnight.Everyone said good-bye to everyone else in a friendly fashion.Miss Amelia shut the front door of her premises, but forgot to bolt it.Soon everything-the main street with its three stores, the mill, the houses-all the town, in fact-was dark and silent.And so ended three days and nights in which had come an arrival of a stranger, an unholy holiday, and the start of the café.
Now time must pass. For the next four years are much alike.There are great changes, but these changes are brought about bit by bit, in simple steps which in themselves do not appear to be important.The hunchback continued to live with Miss Amelia.The café expanded in a gradual way.Miss Amelia began to sell her liquor by the drink, and some tables were brought into the store.There were customers every evening, and on Saturday a great crowd.Miss Amelia began to serve fried catfish suppers at fifteen cents a plate.The hunchback cajoled her into buying a fine mechanical piano.Within two years the place was a store no longer, but had been converted into a proper café,open every evening from six until twelve o’clock.
Each night the hunchback came down the stairs with the air of one who has a grand opinion of himself. He always smelled slightly of turnip greens, as Miss Amelia rubbed him night and morning with pot liquor to give him strength.She spoiled him to a point beyond reason, but nothing seemed to strengthen him;food only made his hump and his head grow larger while the rest of him remained weakly and deformed.Miss Amelia was the same in appearance.During the week she still wore swamp boots and overalls, but on Sunday she put on a dark red dress that hung on her in a most peculiar fashion.Her manners, however, and her way of life were greatly changed.She still loved a ferce lawsuit, but she was not soquick to cheat her fellow man and to exact cruel payments.Because the hunchback was so extremely sociable, she even went about a little-to revivals, to funerals, and so forth.Her doctoring was as successful as ever, her liquor even finer than before, if that were possible.The café itself proved proftable and was the only place of pleasure for many miles around.
So for the moment regard these years from random and disjointed views. See the hunchback marching in Miss Amelia's footsteps when on a red winter morning they set out for the pinewoods to hunt.See them working on her properties-with Cousin Lymon standing by and doing absolutely nothing, but quick to point out any laziness among the hands.On autumn afternoons they sat on the back steps chopping sugar cane.The glaring summer days they spent back in the swamp where the water cypress is a deep black green, where beneath the tangled swamp trees there is a drowsy gloom.When the path leads through a bog or a stretch of blackened water see Miss Amelia bend down to let Cousin Lymon scramble on her back-and see her wading forward with the hunchback settled on her shoulders, clinging to her ears or to her broad forehead.Occasionally Miss Amelia cranked up the Ford which she had bought and treated Cousin Lymon to a picture-show in Cheehaw, or to some distant fair or cockfight;the hunchback took a passionate delight in spectacles.Of course, they were in their café every morning, they would often sit for hours together by the fireplace in the parlor upstairs.For the hunchback was sickly at night and dreaded to lie looking into the dark.He had a deep fear of death.And Miss Amelia would not leave him by himself to suffer with this fright It may even be reasoned that the growth of the café came about mainly on this account;it was a thing that brought him company and pleasure and that helped him through the night.So compose from such fashes an image of these years as a whole.And for a moment let it rest.
Now some explanation is due for all this behavior. The time has come to speak about love.For Miss Amelia loved Cousin Lymon.So much was clear to everyone.They lived in the same house together and were never seen apart.Therefore, according to Mrs.MacPhail, a warty-nosed old busybody who is continually moving her sticks of furniture from one part of the front room to another;according to her and to certain others, these two were living in sin.If they were related, they were only a cross between frst and second cousins, and even that could in no way be proved.Now, of course, Miss Amelia was a powerful blunderbuss of a person, more than six feet tall-and Cousin Lymon a weakly little hunchback reaching only to her waist.But so much the better for Mrs.Stumpy MacPhail and her cronies, for they and their kind glory in conjunctions which are ill-matched and pitiful.So let them be.The good people thought that if those two had found some satisfaction of the fesh between themselves, then it was a matter concerning them and God alone.All sensible people agreed in their opinion about this conjecture-and their answer was a plain, fat no.What sort of thing, then, was this love?
First of all, love is a joint experience between two persons-but the fact that it is a joint experience does not mean that it is a similar experience to the two people involved. There are the lover and the beloved, but these two come from different countries.Often the beloved is only a stimulus for all the stored-up love which has lain quiet within the lover for a long time hitherto.And somehow every lover knows this.He feels in his soul that his love is a solitary thing.He comes to know a new, strange loneliness and it is this knowledge which makes him suffer.So there is only one thing for the lover to do.He must house his love within himself as best he can;he must create for himself a whole new inward world-a world intense and strange, complete in himself.Let it be added here that this lover about whom we speak need not necessarily be a young man saving for a wedding ring-this lover can be man, woman, child, or indeed any human creature on this earth.
Now, the beloved can also be of any description. The most outlandish people can be the stimulus for love.A man may be a doddering great-grandfather and still love only a strange girl he saw in the streets of Cheehaw one afternoon two decades past.The preacher may love a fallen woman.The beloved may be treacherous, greasy-headed, and given to evil habits.Yes, and the lover may see this as dearly as anyone else-but that does not affect the evolution of his love one whit.A most mediocre person can be the object of a love which is wild, extravagant, and beautiful as the poison lilies of the swamp.A good man may be the stimulus for a love both violent and debased, or a jabbering madman may bring about in the soul of someone a tender and simple idyll.Therefore, the value and quality of any love is determined solely by the lover himself.
It is for this reason that most of us would rather love than be loved. Almost everyone wants to be the lover.And the curt truth is that, in a deep secret way, the state of being be loved is intolerable to many.The beloved fears and hates the lover, and with the best of reasons.For the lover is forever trying to strip bare his beloved.The lover craves any possible relation with the beloved, even if this experience can cause him only pain.
It has been mentioned before that Miss Amelia was once married. And this curious episode might as well be accounted for at this point.Remember that it all happened long ago, and that it was Miss Amelia's only personal contact, before the hunchback came to her, with this phenomenon-love.
The town then was the same as it is now, except there were two stores instead of three and the peach trees along the street were more crooked and smaller than they are now. Miss Amelia was nineteen years old at the time, and her father had been dead many months.There was in the town at that time a loomfxer named Marvin Macy.He was the brother of Henry Macy, although to know them you would never guess that those two could be kin.For Marvin Macywas the handsomest man in this region-being six feet one inch tall, hard-muscled, and with slow gray eyes and curly hair.He was well off, made good wages, and had a gold watch which opened in the back to a picture of a waterfall.From the outward and worldly point of view Marvin Macy was a fortunate fellow;he needed to bow and scrape to no one and always got just what he wanted.But from a more serious and thoughtful viewpoint Marvin Macy was not a person to be envied, for he was an evil character.His reputation was as bad, if not worse, than that of any young man in the county.For years, when he was a boy, he had carried about with him the dried and salted ear of a man he had killed in a razor fght.He had chopped off the tails of squirrels in the pinewoods just to please his fancy, and in his left hip picket he carried forbidden marijuana weed to tempt those who were discouraged and drawn toward death.Yet in spite of his well-known reputation he was the beloved of many females in this region-and there were at the time several young girls who were clean-haired and soft-eyed, with tender sweet little buttocks and charming ways.These gentle young girls he degraded and shamed.Then finally, at the age of twenty-two, this Marvin Macy chose Miss Amelia.That solitary, gangling, queer-eyed girl was the one he longed for.Nor did he want her because of her money, but solely out of love.
And love changed Marvin Macy. Before the time when he loved Miss Amelia it could be questioned if such a person had within him a heart and soul.Yet there is some explanation for the ugliness of his character, for Marvin Macy had had a hard beginning in this world.He was one of seven unwanted children whose parents could hardly be called parents at all;these parents were wild younguns who liked to fsh and roam around the swamp.Their own children, and there was a new one almost every year, were only a nuisance to them.At night when they came home from the mill they would look at the children as though they did not know wherever they had come from.If the children cried they were beaten, and the frst thing theylearned in this world was to seek the darkest corner of the room and try to hide themselves as best they could.They were as thin as little white-haired ghosts, and they did not speak, not even to each other.Finally, they were abandoned by their parents altogether and left to the mercies of the town.It was a hard winter, with the mill closed down almost three months, and much misery everywhere.But this is not a town to let white orphans perish in the road before your eyes.So here is what came about:the eldest child, who was eight years old, walked into Cheehaw and disappeared-perhaps he took a freight train somewhere and went out into the world, nobody knows.Three other children were boarded out amongst the town, being sent around from one kitchen to another, and as they were delicate they died before Easter time.The last two children were Marvin Macy and Henry Macy, and they were taken into a home.There was a good woman in the town named Mrs.Mary Hale, and she took Marvin Macy and Henry Macy and loved them as her own.They were raised in her household and treated well.
But the hearts of small children are delicate organs. A cruel beginning in this world can twist them into curious shapes.The heart of a hurt child can shrink so that forever afterward it is hard and pitted as the seed of a peach.Or again, the heart of such a child may fester and swell until it is a misery to carry within the body, easily chafed and hurt by the most ordinary things.This last is what happened to Henry Macy, who is so opposite to his brother, is the kindest and gentlest man in town.He lends his wages to those who are unfortunate, and in the old days he used to care for the children whose parents were at the café on Saturday night.But he is a shy man, and he has the look of one who has a swollen heart and suffers.Marvin Macy, however, grew to be bold and fearless and cruel.His heart turned tough as the horns of Satan, and until the time when he loved Miss Amelia he brought to his brother and the good woman who raised him nothing but shame and trouble.
But love reversed the character of Marvin Macy. For twoyears he loved Miss Amelia, but he did not declare himself.He would stand near the door of her premises, his cap in his hand, his eyes meek and longing and misty gray.He reformed himself completely.He was good to his brother and foster mother, and he saved his wages and learned thrift.Moreover, he reached out toward God.No longer did he lie around on the floor of the front porch all day Sunday, singing and playing his guitar;he attended church services and was present at all religious meetings.He learned good manners;he trained himself to rise and give his chair to a lady, and he quit swearing and fghting and using holy names in vain.So for two years he passed through this transformation and improved his character in every way.Then at the end of the two years he went one evening to Miss Amelia, carrying a bunch of swamp fowers, a sack of chitterlings, and a silver ring-that night Marvin Macy declared himself.
And Miss Amelia married him. Later everyone wondered why.Some said it was because she wanted to get herself some wedding presents.Others believed it came about through the nagging of Miss Amelia's great-aunt in Cheehaw, who was a terrible old woman.Anyway, she strode with great steps down the aisle of the church wearing her dead mother's bridal gown, which was of yellow satin and at least twelve inches too short for her.It was a winter afternoon and the clear sun shone through the ruby windows of the church and put a curious glow on the pair before the altar.As the marriage lines were read Miss Amelia kept making an odd gesture-she would rub the palm of her right hand down the side of her satin wedding gown.She was reaching for the pocket of her overalls, and being unable to fnd it her face became impatient, bored, and exasperated.At last when the lines were spoken and the marriage prayer was done Miss Amelia hurried out of the church, not taking the arm of her husband, but walking at least two paces ahead of him.
The church is no distance from the store so the bride and groom walked home. It is said that on the way Miss Amelia began to talkabout some deal she had worked up with a farmer over a load of kindling wood.In fact, she treated her groom in exactly the same manner she would have used with some customer who had come into the store to buy a pint from her.But so far all had gone decently enough;the town was gratifed, as people had seen what this love had done to Marvin Macy and hoped that it might also reform his bride.At least, they counted on the marriage to tone down Miss Amelia's temper, to put a bit of bride-fat on her, and to change her at last into a calculable woman.
They were wrong. The young boys who watched through the window on that night said that this is what actually happened:The bride and groom ate a grand supper prepared by Jeff, the old Negro who cooked for Miss Amelia.The bride took second servings of everything, but the groom picked with his food.Then the bride went about her ordinary business-reading the newspaper, finishing an inventory of the stock in the store, and so forth.The groom hung about in the doorway with a loose, foolish, blissful face and was not noticed.At eleven o'clock the bride took a lamp and went upstairs.The groom followed close behind her.So far all had gone decently enough, but what followed after was unholy.
Within half an hour Miss Amelia had stomped down the stairs in breeches and a khaki jacket. Her face had darkened so that it looked quite black.She slammed the kitchen door and gave it an ugly kick.Then she controlled herself.She poked up the fre, sat down, and put her feet up on the kitchen stove.She read The Farmer's Almanac, drank coffee, and had a smoke with her father's pipe.Her face was hard, stern, and had now whitened to its natural color.Sometimes she paused to jot down some information from the Almanac on a piece of paper.Toward dawn she went into her offce and uncovered her typewriter, which she had recently bought and was only just learning how to run.That was the way in which she spent the whole of her wedding night.At daylight she went out to her yard as though nothing whatsoever had occurred and did some carpentering on arabbit hutch which she had begun the week before and intended to sell somewhere.
A groom is in a sorry fx when he is unable to bring his well-beloved bride to bed with him, and the whole town knows it. Marvin Macy came down that day still in his wedding fnery, and with a sick face.God knows how he had spent the night.He moped about the yard, watching Miss Amelia, but keeping some distance away from her.Then toward noon an idea came to him and he went off in the direction of Society City.He returned with presents-an opal ring, a pink enamel doreen of the sort which was then in fashion, a silver bracelet with two hearts on it, and a box of candy which had cost two dollars and a half.Miss Amelia looked over these fne gifts and opened the box of candy, for she was hungry.The rest of the presents she judged shrewdly for a moment to sum up their value-then she put them in the counter out for sale.The night was spent in much the same manner as the preceding one-except that Miss Amelia brought her feather mattress to make a pallet by the kitchen stove, and she slept fairly well.
Things went on like this for three days. Miss Amelia went about her business as usual, and took great interest in some rumor that a bridge was to be built some ten miles down the road.Marvin Macy still followed her about around the premises, and it was plain from his face how he suffered.Then on the fourth day he did an extremely simple-minded thing:he went to Cheehaw and came back with a lawyer.Then in Miss Amelia's offce he signed over to her the whole of his worldly goods, which was ten acres of timberland which he had bought with the money he had saved.She studied the paper sternly to make sure there was no possibility of a trick and fled it soberly in the drawer of her desk.That afternoon Marvin Macy took a quart bottle of whisky and went with it alone out in the swamp while the sun was still shining.Toward evening he came in drunk, went up to Miss Amelia with wet wide eyes, and put his hand on her shoulder.He was trying to tell her something, but before he couldopen his mouth she had swung once with her fst and hit his face so hard that he was thrown back against the wall and one of his front teeth was broken.
The rest of this affair can only be mentioned in bare outline. After this frst blow Miss Amelia hit him whenever he came within arm's reach of her, and whenever he was drunk.At last she turned him off the premises altogether, and he was forced to suffer publicly.During the day he hung around just outside the boundary line of Miss Amelia's property and sometimes with a drawn crazy look he would fetch his rife and sit there cleaning it, peering at Miss Amelia steadily.If she was afraid she did not show it, but her face was sterner than ever, and often she spat on the ground.His last foolish effort was to climb in the window of her store one night and to sit there in the dark, for no purpose whatsoever, until she came down the stairs next morning.For this Miss Amelia set off immediately to the courthouse in Cheehaw with some notion that she could get him locked in the penitentiary for trespassing.Marvin Macy left the town that day, and no one saw him go, or knew just where he went.On leaving he put a long curious letter, partly written in pencil and partly with ink, beneath Miss Amelia's door.It was a wild love-letter-but in it were also included threats, and he swore that in his life he would get even with her.His marriage had lasted for ten days.And the town felt the special satisfaction that people feel when someone has been thoroughly done in by some scandalous and terrible means.
Miss Amelia was left with everything that Marvin Macy had ever owned-his timberwood, his gold watch, every one of his possessions. But she seemed to attach little value to them and that spring she cut up his Klansman's robe to cover her tobacco plants.So all that he had ever done was to make her richer and to bring her love.But, strange to say, she never spoke of him but with a terrible and spiteful bitterness.She never once referred to him by name but always mentioned him scornfully as“that loomfxer I was marriedto.”
And later, when horrifying rumors concerning Marvin Macy reached the town, Miss Amelia was very pleased. For the true character of Marvin Macy fnally revealed itself, once he had freed himself of his love.He became a criminal whose picture and whose name were in all the papers in the state.He robbed three filling stations and held up the A.&P.store of Society City with a sawed-off gun.He was suspected of the murder of Slit-Eye Sam who was a noted highjacker.All these crimes were connected with the name of Marvin Macy, so that his evil became famous through many countries.Then fnally the law captured him, drunk, on the foor of a tourist cabin, his guitar by his side, and ffty-seven dollars in his right shoe.He was tried, sentenced, and sent off to the penitentiary near Atlanta.Miss Amelia was deeply gratifed.
Well, all this happened a long time ago, and it is the story of Miss Amelia's marriage. The town laughed a long time over this grotesque affair.But though the outward facts of this love are indeed sad and ridiculous, it must be remembered that the real story was that which took place in the soul of the lover himself.So who but God can be the final judge of this or any other love?On the very first night of the café there were several who suddenly thought of this broken bridegroom, locked in the gloomy penitentiary, many miles away.And in the years that followed, Marvin Macy was not altogether forgotten in the town.His name was never mentioned in the presence of Miss Amelia or the hunchback.But the memory of his passion and his crimes, and the thought of him trapped in his cell in the penitentiary, was like a troubling undertone beneath the happy love of Miss Amelia and the gaiety of the café.So do not forget this Marvin Macy, as he is to act a terrible part in the story which is yet to come.
During the four years in which the store became a café the rooms upstairs were not changed.This part of the premises remainedexactly as it had been all of Miss Amelia’s life, as it was in the time of her father, and most likely his father before him.The three rooms, it is already known, were immaculately clean.The smallest object had its exact place, and everything was wiped and dusted by Jeff, the servant of Miss Amelia, each morning.The front room belonged to Cousin Lymon-it was the room where Marvin Macy had stayed during the few nights he was allowed on the premises, and before that it was the bedroom of Miss Amelia’s father.The room was furnished with a large chifforobe, a bureau covered with a stiff white linen cloth crocheted at the edges, and a marble-topped table.The bed was immense, an old four-poster made of carved, dark rosewood.On it were two feather mattresses, bolsters, and a number of handmade comforts.The bed was so high that beneath it were two wooden steps-no occupant had ever used these steps before, but Cousin Lymon drew them out each night and walked up in state.Beside the steps, but pushed modestly out of view, there was a china chamber-pot painted with pink roses.No rug covered the dark, polished foor and the curtains were of some white stuff, also crocheted at the edges.
On the other side of the parlor was Miss Amelia's bedroom, and it was smaller and very simple. The bed was narrow and made of pine.There was a bureau for her breeches, shirts, and Sunday dress, and she had hammered two nails in the closet wall on which to hang her swamp boots.There were no curtains, rugs, or ornaments of any kind.
The large middle room, the parlor, was elaborate. The rosewood sofa, upholstered in threadbare green silk, was before the freplace.Marble-topped tables, two Singer sewing-machines, a big vase of pampas grass-everything was rich and grand.The most important piece of furniture in the parlor was a big, glassed-doored cabinet in which was kept a number of treasures and curios.Miss Amelia had added two objects to this collection-one was a large acorn from a water oak, the other a little velvet box holding two small, grayish stones.Sometimes when she had nothing much to do, Miss Amelia would take out this velvet box and stand by the window with the stones in the palm of her hand, looking down at them with a mixture of fascination, dubious respect, and fear.They were the kidney stones of Miss Amelia herself, and had been taken from her by the doctor in Cheehaw some years ago.It bad been a terrible experience, from the frst minute to the last, and all she had got out of it were those two little stones;she was bound to set great store by them, or else admit to a mighty sorry bargain.So she kept them and in the second year of Cousin Lymon's stay with her she had them set as ornaments in a watch chain which she gave to him.The other object she had added to the collection, the large acorn, was precious to her-but when she looked at it her face was always saddened and perplexed.
“Amelia, what does it signify?”Cousin Lymon asked her.
“Why, it's just an acorn,”she answered.“Just an acorn I picked up on the afternoon Big Papa died.”
“How do you mean?”Cousin Lymon insisted.
“I mean it's just an acorn I spied on the ground that day. I picked it up and put it in my pocket.But I don't know why.”
“What a peculiar reason to keep it,”Cousin Lymon said.
The talks of Miss Amelia and Cousin Lymon in the rooms upstairs, usually in the first few hours of the morning when the hunchback could not sleep, were many. As a rule, Miss Amelia was a silent woman, not letting her tongue run wild on any subject that happened to pop into her head.There were certain topics of conversation, however, in which she took pleasure.All these subjects had one point in common-they were interminable.She liked to contemplate problems which could be worked over for decades and still remain insoluble.Cousin Lymon, on the other hand, enjoyed talking on any subject whatsoever, as he was a great chatterer.Their approach to any conversation was altogether different.Miss Amelia always kept to the broad, rambling generalities of the matter, goingon endlessly in a low, thoughtful voice and getting nowhere-while Cousin Lymon would interrupt her suddenly to pick up, magpie fashion, some detail which, even if unimportant, was at least concrete and bearing on some practical facet close at hand.Some of the favorite subjects of Miss Amelia were:the stars, the reason why Negroes are black, the best treatment for cancer, and so forth.Her father was also an interminable subject which was dear to her.
“Why, Law,”she would say to Lymon.“Those days I slept. I'd go to bed just as the lamp was turned on and sleep-why, I'd sleep like I was drowned in warm axle grease.Then come daybreak Big Papa would walk in and put his hand down on my shoulder.“Get stirring, Little,”he would say.Then later he would holler up the stairs from the kitchen when the stove was hot“Fried grits,”he would holler.“White meat and gravy.Ham and eggs.”And I'd run down the stairs and dress by the hot stove while he was out washing at the pump.Then off we'd go to the still or maybe—”
“The grits we had this morning was poor,”Cousin Lymon said.“Fried too quick so that the inside never heated.”
“And when Big Papa would run off the liquor in those days—”The conversation would go on endlessly, with Miss Amelia's long legs stretched out before the hearth;for winter or summer there was always a fre in the grate, as Lymon was cold-natured. He sat in a low chair across from her, his feet not quite touching the foor and his torso usually well-wrapped in a blanket or the green wool shawl.Miss Amelia never mentioned her father to anyone else except Cousin Lymon.
That was one of the ways in which she showed her love for him. He had her confdence in the most delicate and vital matters.He alone knew where she kept the chart that showed where certain barrels of whisky were buried on a piece of property near-by.He alone had access to her bank-book and the key to the cabinet of curios.He took money from the cash register, whole handfuls of it, and appreciated the loud jingle it made inside his pockets.He ownedalmost everything on the premises, for when he was cross Miss Amelia would prowl about and fnd him some present-so that now there was hardly anything left close at hand to give him.The only part of her life that she did not want Cousin Lymon to share with her was the memory of her ten-day marriage.Marvin Macy was the one subject that was never, at any time, discussed between the two of them.
So let the slow years pass and come to a Saturday evening six years after the time when Cousin Lymon came first to the town. It was August and the sky had burned above the town like a sheet of fame all day.Now the green twilight was near and there was a feeling of repose.The street was coated an inch deep with dry golden dust and the little children ran about half-naked, sneezed often, sweated, and were fretful.The mill had closed down at noon.People in the houses along the main street sat resting on their steps and the women had palmetto fans.At Miss Amelia's there was a sign at the front of the premises saying CAFé.The back porch was cool with latticed shadows and there cousin Lymon sat turning the ice-cream freezer-often he unpacked the salt and ice and removed the dasher to lick a bit and see how the work was coming on.Jeff cooked in the kitchen.Early that morning Miss Amelia had put a notice on the wall of the front porch reading:Chicken Dinner—Twenty Cents Tonite.The café was already open and Miss Amelia had just fnished a period of work in her offce.All the eight tables were occupied and from the mechanical piano came a jingling tune.
In a corner near the door and sitting at a table with a child, was Henry Macy. He was drinking a glass of liquor, which was unusual for him, as liquor went easily to his head and made him cry or sing.His face was very pale and his left eye worked constantly in a nervous tic, as it was apt to do when he was agitated.He had come into the café sidewise and silent, and when he was greeted he did not speak.The child next to him belonged to Horace Wells, and he hadbeen left at Miss Amelia’s that morning to be doctored.
Miss Amelia came out from her office in good spirits. She attended to a few details in the kitchen and entered the café with the pope’s nose of a hen between her fingers, as that was her favorite piece.She looked about the room, saw that in general all was well, and went over to the corner table by Henry Macy.She turned the chair around and sat straddling the back, as she only wanted to pass the time of day and was not yet ready for her supper.There was a bottle of Kroup Kure in the hip pocket of her overalls-a medicine made from whisky, rock candy, and a secret ingredient.Miss Amelia uncorked the bottle and put it to the mouth of the child.Then she turned to Henry Macy and, seeing the nervous winking of his left eye, she asked:
“What ails you?”
Henry Macy seemed on the point of saying something diffcult, but, after a long look into the eyes of Miss Amelia, he swallowed and did not speak.
So Miss Amelia returned to her patient. Only the child's head showed above the table top.His face was very red, with the eyelids half-closed and the mouth partly open.He had a large, hard, swollen boil on his thigh, and had been brought to Miss Amelia so that it could be opened.But Miss Amelia used a special method with children;she did not like to see them hurt, struggling, and terrifed.So she had kept the child around the premises all day, giving him licorice and frequent doses of the Kroup Kure, and toward evening she tied a napkin around his neck and let him eat his fill of the dinner.Now as he sat at the table his head wobbled slowly from side to side and sometimes as he breathed there came from him a little worn-out grunt.
There was a stir in the café and Miss Amelia looked around quickly.Cousin Lymon had come in.The hunchback strutted into the café as he did every night, and when he reached the exact center of the room he stopped short and looked shrewdly around him, summing up the people and making a quick pattern of the emotional material at hand that night.The hunchback was a great mischief-maker.He enjoyed any kind of to-do, and without saying a word he could set the people at each other in a way that was miraculous.It was due to him that the Rainey twins had quarreled over a jacknife two years past, and had not spoken one word to each other since.He was present at the big fight between Rip Wellborn and Robert Calvert Hale, and every other fght for that matter since he had come into the town.He nosed around everywhere, knew the intimate business of everybody, and trespassed every waking hour.Yet, queerly enough, in spite of this it was the hunchback who was most responsible for the great popularity of the café.Things were never so gay as when he was around.When he walked into the room there was always a quick feeling of tension, because with this busybody about there was never any telling what might descend on you, or what might suddenly be brought to happen in the room.People are never so free with themselves and so recklessly glad as when there is some possibility of commotion or calamity ahead.So when the hunchback marched into the café everyone looked around at him and there was a quick outburst of talking and a drawing of corks.
Lymon waved his hand to Stumpy MacPhail who was sitting with Merlie Ryan and Henry Ford Crimp.“I walked to Rotten Lake today to fsh,”he said.“And on the way I stepped over what appeared at frst to be a big fallen tree. But then as I stepped over I felt something stir and I taken this second look and there I was straddling this here alligator long as from the front door to the kitchen and thicker than a hog.”
The hunchback chattered on. Everyone looked at him from time to time, and some kept track of his chattering and others did not.There were times when every word he said was nothing but lying and bragging.Nothing he said tonight was true.He had lain in bed with a summer quinsy all day long, and had only got up in the late afternoon in order to turn the ice-cream freezer.Everybody knewthis, yet he stood there in the middle of the café and held forth with such lies and boasting that it was enough to shrivel the ears.
Miss Amelia watched him with her hands in her pockets and her head turned to one side. There was a softness about her gray, queer eyes and she was smiling gently to herself.Occasionally she glanced from the hunchback to the other people in the café—and then her look was proud, and there was in it the hint of a threat, as though daring anyone to try to hold him to account for all his foolery.Jeff was bringing in the suppers, already served on the plates, and the new electric fans in the café made a pleasant stir of coolness in the air.
“The little youngun is asleep,”said Henry Macy fnally.
Miss Amelia looked down at the patient beside her, and composed her face for the matter in hand. The child's chin was resting on the table edge and a trickle of spit or Kroup Kure had bubbled from the corner of his mouth.His eyes were quite closed, and a little family of gnats had clustered peacefully in the corners.Miss Amelia put her hand on his head and shook it roughly, but the patient did not awake.So Miss Amelia lifted the child from the table, being careful not to touch the sore part of his leg, and went into the offce.Henry Macy followed after her and they closed the offce door.
Cousin Lymon was bored that evening. There was not much going on, and in spite of the heat the customers in the café were good-humored.Henry Ford Crimp and Horace Wells sat at the middle table with their arms around each other, sniggering over some long joke-but when he approached them he could make nothing of it as he had missed the beginning of the story.The moonlight brightened the dusty road, and the dwarfed peach trees were black and motionless:there was no breeze.The drowsy buzz of swamp mosquitoes was like an echo of the silent night.The town seemed dark, except far down the road to the right there was the flicker of a lamp.Somewhere in the darkness a woman sang in ahigh wild voice and the tune had no start and no fnish and was made up of only three notes which went on and on and on.The hunchback stood leaning against the banister of the porch, looking down the empty road as though hoping that someone would come along.
There were footsteps behind him, then a voice:“Cousin Lymon, your dinner is set out upon the table.”
“My appetite is poor tonight,”said the hunchback, who had been eating sweet snuff all the day.“There is a sourness in my mouth.”
“Just a pick,”said Miss Amelia.“The breast, the liver, and the heart.”
Together they went back into the bright café,and sat down with Henry Macy.Their table was the largest one in the café,and on it there was a bouquet of swamp lilies in a Coca Cola bottle.Miss Amelia had fnished with her patient and was satisfed with herself.From behind the closed office door there had come only a few sleepy whimpers, and before the patient could wake up and become terrifed it was all over.The child was now slung across the shoulder of his father, sleeping deeply, his little arms dangling loose along his father’s back, and his puffed-up face very red-they were leaving the café to go home.
Henry Macy was still silent. He ate carefully, making no noise when he swallowed, and was not a third as greedy as Cousin Lymon who had claimed to have no appetite and was now putting down helping after helping of the dinner.Occasionally Henry Macy looked across at Miss Amelia and again held his peace.
It was a typical Saturday night. An old couple who had come in from the country hesitated for a moment at the doorway, holding each other's hand, and finally decided to come inside.They had lived together so long, this old country couple, that they looked as similar as twins.They were brown, shriveled, and like two little walking peanuts.They left early, and by midnight most of the other customers were gone.Rosser Cline and Merlie Ryan still playedcheckers, and Stumpy MacPhail sat with a liquor bottle on his table(his wife would not allow it in the home)and carried on peaceable conversations with himself.Henry Macy had not yet gone away, and this was unusual, as he almost always went to bed soon after nightfall.Miss Amelia yawned sleepily, but Lymon was restless and she did not suggest that they close up for the night.
Finally, at one o'clock, Henry Macy looked up at the corner of the ceiling and said quietly to Miss Amelia:“I got a letter today.”
Miss Amelia was not one to be impressed by this, because all sorts of business letters and catalogues came addressed to her.
“I got a letter from my brother,”said Henry Macy.
The hunchback, who had been goose-stepping about the café with his hands clasped behind his head, stopped suddenly.He was quick to sense any change in the atmosphere of a gathering.He glanced at each face in the room and waited.
Miss Amelia scowled and hardened her right fist.“You are welcome to it,”she said.
“He is on parole. He is out of the penitentiary.”
The face of Miss Amelia was very dark, and she shivered although the night was warm. Stumpy MacPhail and Merlie Ryan pushed aside their checker game.The café was very quiet.
“Who?”asked Cousin Lymon. His large, pale ears seemed to grow on his head and stiffen.“What?”
Miss Amelia slapped her hands palm down on the table.“Because Marvin Macy is a—”But her voice hoarsened and after a few moments she only said:“He belongs to be in that penitentiary the balance of his life.”
“What did he do?”asked Cousin Lymon.
There was a long pause, as no one knew exactly how to answer this.“He robbed three flling stations,”said Stumpy MacPhail. But his words did not sound complete and there was a feeling of sins left unmentioned.
The hunchback was impatient. He could not bear to be leftout of anything, even a great misery.The name Marvin Marcy was unknown to him, but it tantalized him as did any mention of subjects which others knew about and of which he was ignorant-such as any reference to the old sawmill that had been torn down before he came, or a chance word about poor Morris Finestein, or the recollection of any event that had occurred before his time.Aside from this inborn curiosity, the hunchback took a great interest in robbers and crimes of all varieties.As he strutted around the table he was muttering the words“released on parole”and“penitentiary”to himself.But although he questioned insistently, he was unable to fnd anything, as nobody would dare to talk about Marvin Macy before Miss Amelia in the café.
“The letter did not say very much,”said Henry Macy.“He did not say where he was going.”
“Humph!”said Amelia, and her face was still hardened and very dark.“He will never set his split hoof on my premises.”
She pushed back her chair from the table, and made ready to close the café.Thinking about Marvin Macy may have set her to brooding, for she hauled the cash register back to the kitchen and put it in a private place.Henry Macy went off down the dark road.But Henry Ford Crimp and Merlie Ryan lingered for a time on the front porch.Later Merlie Ryan was to make certain claims, to swear that on that night he had a vision of what was to come.But the town paid no attention, for that was just the sort of thing that Merlie Ryan would claim.Miss Amelia and Cousin Lymon talked for a time in the parlor.And when at last the hunchback thought that he could sleep she arranged the mosquito netting over his bed and waited until he had finished with his prayers.Then she put on her long nightgown, smoked two pipes, and only after a long time went to sleep.
That autumn was a happy time. The crops around the countryside were good, and over at the Forks Falls market the price of tobaccoheld firm that year.After the long hot summer the first cool days had a clean bright sweetness.Goldenrod grew along the dusty roads, and the sugar cane was ripe and purple.The bus came each day from Cheehaw to carry off a few of the younger children to the consolidated school to get an education.Boys hunted foxes in the pinewoods, winter quilts were aired out on the wash lines, and sweet potatoes bedded in the ground with straw against the colder months to come.In the evening, delicate shreds of smoke rose from the chimneys, and the moon was round and orange in the autumn sky.There is no stillness like the quiet of the frst cold nights in the fall.Sometimes, late in the night when there was no wind, there could be heard in the town the thin wild whistle of the train that goes through Society City on its way far off to the North.
For Miss Amelia Evans this was a time of great activity. She was at work from dawn until sundown.She made a new and bigger condenser for her still, and in one week ran off enough liquor to souse the whole county.Her old mule was dizzy from grinding so much sorghum, and she scalded her Mason jars and put away pear preserves.She was looking forward greatly to the frst frost, because she had traded for three tremendous hogs, and intended to make much barbecue, chitterlings, and sausage.
During these weeks there was a quality about Miss Amelia that many people noticed. She laughed often, with a deep ringing laugh, and her whistling had a sassy, tuneful trickery.She was for ever trying out her strength, lifting up heavy objects, or poking her tough biceps with her fnger.One day she sat down to her typewriter and wrote a story-a story in which there were foreigners, trap doors, and millions of dollars.Cousin Lymon was with her always, traipsing along behind her coat-tails, and when she watched him her face had a bright, soft look, and when she spoke his name there lingered in her voice the undertone of love.
The frst cold spell came at last. When Miss Amelia awoke one morning there were frost flowers on the window panes, and rimehad silvered the patches of grass in the yard.Miss Amelia built a roaring fre in the kitchen stove, then went out of doors to judge the day.The air was cold and sharp, the sky pale green and cloudless.Very shortly people began to come in from the country to fnd out what Miss Amelia thought of the weather;she decided to kill the biggest hog, and word got round the countryside.The hog was slaughtered and a low oak fre started in the barbecue pit.There was the warm smell of pig blood and smoke in the back yard, the stamp of footsteps, the ring of voices in the winter air.Miss Amelia walked around giving orders and soon most of the work was done.
She had some particular business to do in Cheehaw that day, so after making sure that all was going well, she cranked up her car and got ready to leave. She asked Cousin Lymon to come with her, in fact, she asked him seven times, but he was loath to leave the commotion and wanted to remain.This seemed to trouble Miss Amelia, as she always liked to have him near to her, and was prone to be terribly homesick when she had to go any distance away.But after asking him seven times, she did not urge him any further.Before leaving she found a stick and drew a heavy line all around the barbecue pit, about two feet back from the edge, and told him not to trespass beyond that boundary.She left after dinner and intended to be back before dark.
Now, it is not so rare to have a truck or an automobile pass along the road and through the town on the way from Cheehaw to somewhere else. Every year the tax collector comes to argue with rich people such as Miss Amelia.And if somebody in the town, such as Merlie Ryan, takes a notion that he can connive to get a car on credit, or to pay down three dollars and have a fne electric icebox such as they advertise in the store windows of Cheehaw, then a city man will come out asking meddlesome questions, finding out all his troubles, and ruining his chances of buying anything on the instalment plan.Sometimes, especially since they are working on the Forks Falls highway, the cars hauling the chain gang come throughthe town.And frequently people in automobiles get lost and stop to inquire how they can fnd the right road again.So, late that afternoon it was nothing unusual to have a truck pass the mill and stop in the middle of the road near the café of Miss Amelia.A man jumped down from the back of the truck, and the truck went on its way.
The man stood in the middle of the road and looked about him. He was a tall man, with brown curly hair, and slow-moving, deep-blue eyes.His lips were red and he smiled the lazy, half-mouthed smile of the braggart.The man wore a red shirt, and a wide belt of tooled leather;he carried a tin suitcase and a guitar.The first person in the town to see this newcomer was Cousin Lymon, who had heard the shifting gears and come around to investigate.The hunchback stuck his head around the corner of the porch, but did not step out altogether into full view.He and the man stared at each other, and it was not the look of two strangers meeting for the frst time and swiftly summing up each other.It was a peculiar stare they exchanged between them, like the look of two criminals who recognize each other.Then the man in the red shirt shrugged his left shoulder and turned away.The face of the hunchback was very pale as he watched the man go down the road, and after a few moments he began to follow along carefully, keeping many paces away.
It was immediately known throughout the town that Marvin Macy had come back again. First, he went to the mill, propped his elbows lazily on a window sill and looked inside.He liked to watch others hard at work, as do all born loafers.The mill was thrown into a sort of numb confusion.The dyers left the hot vats, the spinners and weavers forgot about their machines, and even Stumpy MacPhail, who was foreman, did not know exactly what to do.Marvin Macy still smiled his wet half-mouthed smiles, and when he saw his brother, his bragging expression did not change.After looking over the mill Marvin Macy went down the road to the house where he had been raised, and left his suitcase and guitar on the front porch.Then he walked around the millpond, looked overthe church, the three stores, and the rest of the town.The hunchback trudged along quietly at some distance behind him, his hands in his pockets, and his little face still very pale.
It had grown late. The red winter sun was setting, and to the west the sky was deep gold and crimson.Ragged chimney swifts flew to their nests;lamps were lighted.Now and then there was the smell of smoke, and the warm rich odor of the barbecue slowly cooking in the pit behind the café.After making the rounds of the town Marvin Macy stopped before Miss Amelia’s premises and read the sign above the porch.Then, not hesitating to trespass, he walked through the side-yard.The mill whistle blew a thin, lonesome blast, and the day’s shift was done.Soon there were others in Miss Amelia’s back yard beside Marvin Macy—Henry Ford Crimp, Merlie Ryan, Stumpy MacPhail, and any number of children and people who stood around the edges of the property and looked on.Very little was said.Marvin Macy stood by himself on one side of the pit, and the rest of the people clustered together on the other side.Cousin Lymon stood somewhat apart from everyone, and he did not take his eyes from the face of Marvin Macy.
“Did you have a good time in the penitentiary?”asked Merlie Ryan, with a silly giggle.
Marvin Macy did not answer. He took from his hip pocket a large knife, opened it slowly, and honed the blade on the seat of his pants.Merlie Ryan grew suddenly very quiet and went to stand directly behind the broad back of Stumpy MacPhail.
Miss Amelia did not come home until almost dark. They heard the rattle of her automobile while she was still a long distance away, then the slam of the door and a bumping noise as though she were hauling something up the front steps of her premises.The sun had already set, and in the air there was the blue smoky glow of early winter evenings.Miss Amelia came down the back steps slowly, and the group in her yard waited very quietly.Few people in this worldcould stand up to Miss Amelia, and against Marvin Macy she had this special and bitter hate.Everyone waited to see her burst into a terrible holler, snatch up some dangerous object, and chase him altogether out of town.At frst she did not see Marvin Macy, and her face had the relieved and dreamy expression that was natural to her when she reached home after having gone some distance away.
Miss Amelia must have seen Marvin Macy and Cousin Lymon at the same instant. She looked from one to the other, but it was not the wastrel from the penitentiary on whom she fnally fxed her gaze of sick amazement.She, and everyone else, was looking at Cousin Lymon, and he was a sight to see.
The hunchback stood at the end of the pit, his pale face lighted by the soft glow from the smoldering oak fre. Cousin Lymon had a very peculiar accomplishment, which he used whenever he wished to ingratiate himself with someone.He would stand very still, and with just a little concentration, he could wiggle his large pale ears with marvelous quickness and ease.This trick he always used when he wanted to get something special out of Miss Amelia, and to her it was irresistible.Now as he stood there the hunchback's ears were wiggling furiously on his head, but it was not Miss Amelia at whom he was looking this time.The hunchback was smiling at Marvin Macy with an entreaty that was near to desperation.At frst Marvin Macy paid no attention to him, and when he did fnally glance at the hunchback it was without any appreciation whatsoever.
“What ails this Brokeback?”he asked with a rough jerk of his thumb.
No one answered. And Cousin Lymon, seeing that his accomplishment was getting him nowhere, added new efforts of persuasion.He fluttered his eyelids, so that they were like pale, trapped moths in his sockets.He scraped his feet around on the ground, waved his hands about, and finally began doing a little trotlike dance.In the last gloomy light of the winter afternoon he resembled the child of a swamphaunt.
Marvin Macy, alone of all the people in the yard, was unimpressed.
“Is the runt throwing a fit?”he asked, and when no one answered he stepped forward and gave Cousin Lymon a cuff on the side of his head. The hunchback staggered, then fell back on the ground.He sat where he had fallen, still looking up at Marvin Macy, and with great effort his ears managed one last forlorn little fap.
Now everyone turned to Miss Amelia to see what she would do. In all these years no one had so much as touched a hair of Cousin Lymon's head, although many had had the itch to do so.If anyone even spoke crossly to the hunchback, Miss Amelia would cut off this rash mortal's credit and fnd ways of making things go hard for him a long time afterward.So now if Miss Amelia had split open Marvin Macy's head with the ax on the back porch no one would have been surprised.But she did nothing of the kind.
There were times when Miss Amelia seemed to go into a sort of trance. And the cause of these trances was usually known and understood.For Miss Amelia was a fne doctor, and did not grind up swamp roots and other untried ingredients and give them to the frst patient who came along;whenever she invented a new medicine she always tried it out frst on herself.She would swallow an enormous dose and spend the following day walking thoughtfully back and forth from the café to the brick privy.Often, when there was a sudden keen gripe, she would stand quite still, her queer eyes staring down at the ground and her fsts clenched;she was trying to decide which organ was being worked upon, and what misery the new medicine might be most likely to cure.And now as she watched the hunchback and Marvin Macy, her face wore this same expression, tense with reckoning some inward pain, although she had taken no new medicine that day.
“That will learn you, Brokeback,”said Marvin Macy.
Henry Macy pushed back his limp whitish hair from his forehead and coughed nervously. Stumpy MacPhail and Merlie Ryan shuffled their feet, and the children and black people on theoutskirts of the property made not a sound.Marvin Macy folded the knife he had been honing, and after looking about him fearlessly he swaggered out of the yard.The embers in the pit were turning to gray feathery ashes and it was now quite dark.
That was the way Marvin Macy came back from the penitentiary. Not a living soul in all the town was glad to see him.Even Mrs.Mary Hale, who was a good woman and had raised him with love and care-at the first sight of him even this old foster mother dropped the skillet she was holding and burst into tears.But nothing could faze that Marvin Macy.He sat on the back steps of the Hale house, lazily picking his guitar, and when the supper was ready, he pushed the children of the household out of the way and served himself a big meal, although there had been barely enough hoecakes and white meat to go round.After eating he settled himself in the best and warmest sleeping place in the front room and was untroubled by dreams.
Miss Amelia did not open the café that night.She locked the doors and all the windows very carefully, nothing was seen of her and Cousin Lymon, and a lamp burned in her room all the night long.
Marvin Macy brought with him bad fortune, right from the frst, as could be expected. The next day the weather turned suddenly, and it became hot.Even in the early morning there was a sticky sultriness in the atmosphere, the wind carried the rotten smell of the swamp, and delicate shrill mosquitoes webbed the green millpond.It was unseasonable, worst than August, and much damage was done.For nearly everyone in the county who owned a hog had copied Miss Amelia and slaughtered the day before.And what sausage could keep in such weather as this?After a few days there was everywhere the smell of slowly spoiling meat, and an atmosphere of dreary waste.Worse yet, a family reunion near the Forks Falls highway ate pork roast and died, every one of them.It was plain thattheir hog had been infected-and who could tell whether the rest of the meat was safe or not?People were torn between the longing for the good taste of pork, and the fear of death.It was a time of waste and confusion.
The cause of all this, Marvin Macy, had no shame in him. He was seen everywhere.During work hours he loafed about the mill, looking in at the windows, and on Sundays he dressed in his red shirt and paraded up and down the road with his guitar.He was still handsome-with his brown hair, his red lips, and his broad strong shoulders;but the evil in him was now too famous for his good looks to get him anywhere.And this evil was not measured only by the actual sins he had committed.True, he had robbed those flling stations.And before that he had ruined the tenderest girls in the county, and laughed about it.Any number of wicked things could be listed against him, but quite apart from these crimes there was about him a secret meanness that clung to him almost like a smell.Another thing-he never sweated, not even in August, and that surely is a sign worth pondering over.
Now it seemed to the town that he was more dangerous than he had ever been before, as in the penitentiary in Atlanta he must have learned the method of laying charms. Otherwise how could his effect on Cousin Lymon be explained?For since frst setting eyes on Marvin Macy the hunchback was possessed by an unnatural spirit.Every minute he wanted to be following along behind this jailbird, and he was full of silly schemes to attract attention to himself.Still Marvin Macy either treated him hatefully or failed to notice him at all.Sometimes the hunchback would give up, perch himself on the banister of the front porch much as a sick bird huddles on a telephone wire, and grieve publicly.
“But why?”Miss Amelia would ask, staring at him with her crossed, gray eyes, and her fsts closed tight.
“Oh, Marvin Macy,”groaned the hunchback, and the sound of the name was enough to upset the rhythm of his sobs so that hehiccuped.“He has been to Atlanta.”
Miss Amelia would shake her head and her face was dark and hardened. To begin with she had no patience with any traveling;those who had made the trip to Atlanta or traveled ffty miles from home to see the ocean-those restless people she despised.“Going to Atlanta does no credit to him.”
“He has been to the penitentiary,”said the hunchback, miserable with longing.
How are you going to argue against such envies as these?In her perplexity Miss Amelia did not herself sound any too sure of what she was saying.“Been to the penitentiary, Cousin Lymon?Why, a trip like that is no travel to brag about.”
During these weeks Miss Amelia was closely watched by everyone. She went about absent-mindedly, her face remote as though she had lapsed into one of her gripe trances.For some reason, after the day of Marvin Macy's arrival, she put aside her overalls and wore always the red dress she had before this time reserved for Sundays, funerals, and sessions of the court.Then as the weeks passed she began to take some steps to clear up the situation.But her efforts were hard to understand.If it hurt her to see Cousin Lymon follow Marvin Macy about the town, why did she not make the issues clear once and for all, and tell the hunchback that if he had dealings with Marvin Macy she would turn him off the premises?That would have been simple, and Cousin Lymon would have had to submit to her, or else face the sorry business of fnding himself loose in the world.But Miss Amelia seemed to have lost her will;for the frst time in her life she hesitated as to just what course to pursue.And, like most people in such a position of uncertainty, she did the worst thing possible-she began following several courses at once, all of them contrary to each other.
The café was opened every night as usual, and, strangely enough, when Marvin Macy came swaggering through the door, with the hunchback at his heels, she did not turn him out.She evengave him free drinks and smiled at him in a wild, crooked way.At the same time she set a terrible trap for him out in the swamp that surely would have killed him if he had got caught.She let Cousin Lymon invite him to Sunday dinner, and then tried to trip him up as he went down the steps.She began a great campaign of pleasure for Cousin Lymon-making exhausting trips to various spectacles being held in distant places, driving the automobile thirty miles to a Chautauqua, taking him to Forks Falls to watch a parade.All in all it was a distracting time for Miss Amelia.In the opinion of most people she was well on her way in the climb up fools’hill, and everyone waited to see how it would all turn out.
The weather turned cold again, the winter was upon the town, and night came before the last shift in the mill was done. Children kept on all their garments when they slept, and women raised the backs of their skirts to toast themselves dreamily at the fre.After it rained, the mud in the road made hard frozen ruts, there were faint flickers of lamplight from the windows of the houses, the peach trees were scrawny and bare.In the dark, silent nights of winter-time the café was the warm center point of the town, the lights shining so brightly that they could be seen a quarter of a mile away.The great iron stove at the back of the room roared, crackled, and turned red.Miss Amelia had made red curtains for the windows, and from a salesman who passed through the town she bought a great bunch of paper roses that looked very real.
But it was not only the warmth, the decorations, and the brightness, that made the café what it was.There is a deeper reason why the café was so precious to this town.And this deeper reason has to do with a certain pride that had not hitherto been known in these parts.To understand this new pride the cheapness of human life must be kept in mind.There were always plenty of people clustered around a mill-but it was seldom that every family had enough meal, garments, and fat back to go the rounds.Life could become one long dim scramble just to get the things needed to keepalive.And the confusing point is this:All useful things have a price, and are bought only with money, as that is the way the world is run.You know without having to reason about it the price of a bale of cotton, or a quart of molasses.But no value has been put on human life;it is given to us free and taken without being paid for.What is it worth?If you look around, at times the value may seem to be little or nothing at all.Often after you have sweated and tried and things are not better for you, there comes a feeling deep down in the soul that you are not worth much.
But the new pride that the café brought to this town had an effect on almost everyone, even the children.For in order to come to the café you did not have to buy the dinner, or a portion of liquor.There were cold bottled drinks for a nickel.And if you could not even afford that, Miss Amelia had a drink called Cherry Juice which sold for a penny a glass, and was pink-colored and very sweet.Almost everyone, with the exception of Reverend T.M.Willin, came to the café at least once during the week.Children love to sleep in houses other than their own, and to eat at a neighbor’s table;on such occasions they behave themselves decently and are proud.The people in the town were likewise proud when sitting at the tables in the café.They washed before coming to Miss Amelia’s, and scraped their feet very politely on the threshold as they entered the café.There, for a few hours at least, the deep bitter knowing that you are not worth much in this world could be laid low.
The café was a special beneft to bachelors, unfortunate people, and consumptives.And here it may be mentioned that there was some reason to suspect that Cousin Lymon was consumptive.The brightness of his gray eyes, his insistence, his talkativeness, and his cough-these were all signs.Besides, there is generally supposed to be some connection between a hunched spine and consumption.But whenever this subject had been mentioned to Miss Amelia she had become furious;she denied these symptoms with bitter vehemence, but on the sly she treated Cousin Lymon with hot chest platters, Kroup Kure, and such.Now this winter the hunchback’s cough was worse, and sometimes even on cold days he would break out in a heavy sweat.But this did not prevent him from following along after Marvin Macy.
Early every morning he left the premises and went to the back door of Mrs. Hale's house, and waited and waited-as Marvin Macy was a lazy sleeper.He would stand there and call out softly.His voice was just like the voices of children who squat patiently over those tiny little holes in the ground where doodlebugs are thought to live, poking the hole with a broom straw, and calling plaintively:“Doodlebug, Doodlebug-fly away home.Mrs.Doodlebug, Mrs.Doodlebug.Come out, come out.Your house is on fre and all your children are burning up.”In just such a voice-at once sad, luring, and resigned-would the hunchback call Marvin Macy's name each morning.Then when Marvin Macy came out for the day, he would trail him about the town, and sometimes they would be gone for hours together out in the swamp.
And Miss Amelia continued to do the worst thing possible:that is, to try to follow several courses at once. When Cousin Lymon left the house she did not call him back, but only stood in the middle of the road and watched lonesomely until he was out of sight.Nearly every day Marvin Macy turned up with Cousin Lymon at dinnertime, and ate at her table.Miss Amelia opened the pear preserves, and the table was well-set with ham or chicken, great bowls of hominy grits, and winter peas.It is true that on one occasion Miss Amelia tried to poison Marvin Macy-but there was a mistake, the plates were confused, and it was she herself who got the poisoned dish.This she quickly realized by the slight bitterness of the food, and that day she ate no dinner.She sat tilted back in her chair, feeling her muscle, and looking at Marvin Macy.
Every night Marvin Macy came to the café and settled himself at the best and largest table, the one in the center of the room.Cousin Lymon brought him liquor, for which he did not pay a cent.Marvin Macy brushed the hunchback aside as if he were a swamp mosquito, and not only did he show no gratitude for these favors, but if the hunchback got in his way he would cuff him with the back of his hand, or say:“Out of my way, Brokeback—I’ll snatch you bald-headed.”When this happened Miss Amelia would come out from behind her counter and approach Marvin Macy very slowly, her fsts clenched, her peculiar red dress hanging awkwardly around her bony knees.Marvin Macy would also clench his fsts and they would walk slowly and meaningfully around each other.But, although everyone watched breathlessly, nothing ever came of it.The time for the fght was not yet ready.
There is one particular reason why this winter is remembered and still talked about. A great thing happened.People woke up on the second of January and found the whole world about them altogether changed.Little ignorant children looked out of the windows, and they were so puzzled that they began to cry.Old people harked back and could remember nothing in these parts to equal the phenomenon.For in the night it had snowed.In the dark hours after midnight the dim flakes started falling softly on the town.By dawn the ground was covered, and the strange snow banked the ruby windows of the church, and whitened the roofs of the houses.The snow gave the town a drawn, bleak look.The two-room houses near the mill were dirty, crooked, and seemed about to collapse, and somehow everything was dark and shrunken.But the snow itself-there was a beauty about it few people around here had ever known before.The snow was not white, as Northerners had pictured it to be;in the snow there were soft colors of blue and silver, the sky was a gentle shining gray.And the dreamy quietness of falling snow-when had the town been so silent?
People reacted to the snowfall in various ways. Miss Amelia, on looking out of her window, thoughtfully wiggled the toes of her bare foot, gathered close to her neck the collar of her nightgown.She stood there for some time, then commenced to draw the shutters andlock every window on the premises.She dosed the place completely, lighted the lamps, and sat solemnly over her bowl of grits.The reason for this was not that Miss Amelia feared the snowfall.It was simply that she was unable to form an immediate opinion of this new event, and unless she knew exactly and definitely what she thought of a matter(which was nearly always the case)she preferred to ignore it.Snow had never fallen in this county in her lifetime, and she had never thought about it one way or the other.But if she admitted this snowfall she would have to come to some decision, and in those days there was enough distraction in her life as it was already.So she poked about the gloomy, lamp-lighted house and pretended that nothing had happened.Cousin Lymon, on the contrary, chased around in the wildest excitement, and when Miss Amelia turned her back to dish him some breakfast he slipped out of the door.
Marvin Macy laid claim to the snowfall. He said that he knew snow, had seen it in Atlanta, and from the way he walked about the town that day it was as though he owned every fake.He sneered at the little children who crept timidly out of the houses and scooped up handfuls of snow to taste.Reverend Willin hurried down the road with a furious face, as he was thinking deeply and trying to weave the snow into his Sunday sermon.Most people were humble and glad about this marvel;they spoke in hushed voices and said“thank you”and“please”more than was necessary.A few weak characters, of course, were demoralized and got drunk-but they were not numerous.To everyone this was an occasion and many counted their money and planned to go to the café that night.
Cousin Lymon followed Marvin Macy about all day, seconding his claim to the snow. He marveled that snow did not fall as does rain, and stared up at the dreamy, gently falling flakes until he stumbled from dizziness.And the pride he took on himself, basking in the glory of Marvin Macy-it was such that many people could not resist calling out to him:
“‘Oho,'said the fy on the chariot wheel.‘What a dust we do raise.'”
Miss Amelia did not intend to serve dinner. But when, at six o'clock, there was the sound of footsteps on the porch she opened the front door cautiously.It was Henry Ford Crimp, and though there was no food, she let him sit at a table and served him a drink.Others came.The evening was blue, bitter, and though the snow fell no longer there was a wind from the pine trees that swept up delicate flurries from the ground.Cousin Lymon did not come until after dark, with him Marvin Macy, and he carried his tin suitcase and his guitar.
“So you mean to travel?”said Miss Amelia quickly.
Marvin Macy warmed himself at the stove. Then he settled down at his table and carefully sharpened a little stick.He picked his teeth, frequently taking the stick out of his mouth to look at the end and wipe it on the sleeve of his coat.He did not bother to answer.
The hunchback looked at Miss Amelia, who was behind the counter. His face was not in the least beseeching;he seemed quite sure of himself.He folded his hands behind his back and perked up his ears confdently.His cheeks were red, his eyes shining, and his clothes were soggy wet.“Marvin Macy is going to visit a spell with us,”he said.
Miss Amelia made no protest. She only came out from behind the counter and hovered over the stove, as though the news had made her suddenly cold.She did not warm her backside modestly, lifting her skirt only an inch or so, as do most women when in public.There was not a grain of modesty about Miss Amelia, and she frequently seemed to forget altogether that there were men in the room.Now as she stood warming herself, her red dress was pulled up quite high in the back so that a piece of her strong, hairy thigh could be seen by anyone who cared to look at it.Her head was turned to one side, and she had begun talking with herself, nodding and wrinkling her forehead, and there was the tone of accusation andreproach in her voice although the words were not plain.Meanwhile, the hunchback and Marvin Macy had gone upstairs-up to the parlor with the pampas grass and the two sewing-machines, to the private rooms where Miss Amelia had lived the whole of her life.Down in the café you could hear them bumping around, unpacking Marvin Macy, and getting him settled.
That is the way Marvin Macy crowded into Miss Amelia's home. At first Cousin Lymon, who had given Marvin Macy his own room, slept on the sofa in the parlor.But the snowfall had a bad effect on him;he caught a cold that turned into a winter quinsy, so Miss Amelia gave up her bed to him.The sofa in the parlor was much too short for her, her feet lapped over the edges, and often she rolled off onto the floor.Perhaps it was this lack of sleep that clouded her wits;everything she tried to do against Marvin Macy rebounded on herself.She got caught in her own tricks, and found herself in many pitiful positions.But still she did not put Marvin Macy off the premises, as she was afraid that she would be left alone.Once you have lived with another, it is a great torture to have to live alone.The silence of a frelit room when suddenly the clock stops ticking, the nervous shadows in an empty house-it is better to take in your mortal enemy than face the terror of living alone.
The snow did not last. The sun came out and within two days the town was just as it had always been before.Miss Amelia did not open her house until every fake had melted.Then she had a big house cleaning and aired everything out in the sun.But before that, the very frst thing she did on going out again into her yard, was to tie a rope to the largest branch of the chinaberry tree.At the end of the rope she tied a crocus sack tightly stuffed with sand.This was the punching bag she made for herself and from that day on she would box with it out in her yard every morning.Already she was a fne fghter-a little heavy on her feet, but knowing all manner of mean holds and squeezes to make up for this.
Miss Amelia, as has been mentioned, measured six feet twoinches in height. Marvin Macy was one inch shorter.In weight they were about even-both of them weighing close to a hundred and sixty pounds.Marvin Macy had the advantage in slyness of movement, and in toughness of chest.In fact from the outward point of view the odds were altogether in his favor.Yet almost everybody in the town was betting on Miss Amelia;scarcely a person would put up money on Marvin Macy.The town remembered the great fght between Miss Amelia and a Fork Falls lawyer who had tried to cheat her.He had been a huge strapping fellow, but he was left three-quarters dead when she had fnished with him.And it was not only her talent as a boxer that had impressed everyone-she could demoralize her enemy by making terrifying faces and ferce noises, so that even the spectators were sometimes cowed.She was brave, she practiced faithfully with her punching bag, and in this case she was clearly in the right.So people had confdence in her, and they waited.Of course there was no set date for this fght.There were just the signs that were too plain to be overlooked.
During these times the hunchback strutted around with a pleased little pinched-up face. In many delicate and clever ways he stirred up trouble between them.He was constantly plucking at Marvin Macy's trouser leg to draw attention to himself.Sometimes he followed in Miss Amelia's footsteps-but these days it was only in order to imitate her awkward long-legged walk;he crossed his eyes and aped her gestures in a way that made her appear to be a freak.There was something so terrible about this that even the silliest customers of the café,such as Merlie Ryan, did not laugh.Only Marvin Macy drew up the left corner of his mouth and chuckled.Miss Amelia, when this happened, would be divided between two emotions.She would look at the hunchback with a lost, dismal reproach-then turn toward Marvin Macy with her teeth clamped.
“Bust a gut!”she would say bitterly.
And Marvin Macy, most likely, would pick up the guitar from the foor beside his chair. His voice was wet and slimy, as he alwayshad too much spit in his mouth.And the tunes he sang glided slowly from his throat like eels.His strong fngers picked the strings with dainty skill, and everything he sang both lured and exasperated.This was usually more than Miss Amelia could stand.
“Bust a gut!”she would repeat, in a shout.
But always Marvin Macy had the answer ready for her. He would cover the strings to silence the quivering leftover tones, and reply with slow, sure insolence.
“Everything you holler at me bounces back on yourself. Yah!Yah!”
Miss Amelia would have to stand there helpless, as no one has ever invented a way out of this trap. She could not shout out abuse that would bounce back on herself.He had the best of her, there was nothing she could do.
So things went on like this. What happened between the three of them during the nights in the rooms upstairs nobody knows.But the café became more and more crowded every night.A new table had to be brought in.Even the Hermit, the crazy man named Rainer Smith, who took to the swamps years ago, heard something of the situation and came one night to look in at the window and brood over the gathering in the bright café.And the climax each evening was the time when Miss Amelia and Marvin Macy doubled their fsts, squared up, and glared at each other.Usually this did not happen after any especial argument, but it seemed to come about mysteriously, by means of some instinct on the part of both of them.At these times the café would become so quiet that you could hear the bouquet of paper roses rustling in the draft.And each night they held this fghting stance a little longer than the night before.
The fght took place on Ground Hog Day, which is the second of February. The weather was favorable, being neither rainy nor sunny, and with a neutral temperature.There were several signs that this was the appointed day, and by ten o'clock the news spread allover the county.Early in the morning Miss Amelia went out and cut down her punching bag.Marvin Macy sat on the back step with a tin can of hog fat between his knees and carefully greased his arms and his legs.A hawk with a bloody breast few over the town and circled twice around the property of Miss Amelia.The tables in the café were moved out to the back porch, so that the whole big room was cleared for the fght.There was every sign.Both Miss Amelia and Marvin Macy ate four helpings of half-raw roast for dinner, and then lay down in the afternoon to store up strength.Marvin Macy rested in the big room upstairs, while Miss Amelia stretched herself out on the bench in her offce.It was plain from her white stiff face what a torment it was for her to be lying still and doing nothing, but she lay there quiet as a corpse with her eyes closed and her hands crossed on her chest.
Cousin Lymon had a restless day, and his little face was drawn and tightened with excitement. He put himself up a lunch, and set out to find the ground hog-within an hour he returned, the lunch eaten, and said that the ground hog had seen his shadow and there was to be bad weather ahead.Then, as Miss Amelia and Marvin Macy were both resting to gather strength, and he was left to himself, it occurred to him that he might as well paint the front porch.The house had not been painted for years-in fact, God knows if it had ever been painted at all.Cousin Lymon scrambled around, and soon he had painted half the floor of the porch a gay bright green.It was a loblolly job, and he smeared himself all over.Typically enough he did not even fnish the foor, but changed over to the walls, painting as high as he could reach and then standing on a crate to get up a foot higher.When the paint ran out, the right side of the foor was bright green and there was a jagged portion of wall that had been painted.Cousin Lymon left it at that.
There was something childish about his satisfaction with his painting. And in this respect a curious fact should be mentioned.No one in the town, not even Miss Amelia, had any idea how old thehunchback was.Some maintained that when he came to town he was about twelve years old, still a child-others were certain that he was well past forty.His eyes were blue and steady as a child's but there were lavender crepy shadows beneath these blue eyes that hinted of age.It was impossible to guess his age by his hunched queer body.And even his teeth gave no clue-they were all still in his head(two were broken from cracking a pecan),but he had stained them with so much sweet snuff that it was impossible to decide whether they were old teeth or young teeth.When questioned directly about his age the hunchback professed to know absolutely nothing-he had no idea how long he had been on the earth, whether for ten years or a hundred!So his age remained a puzzle.
Cousin Lymon fnished his painting at fve-thirty o'clock in the afternoon. The day had turned colder and there was a wet taste in the air.The wind came up from the pinewoods, rattling windows, blowing an old newspaper down the road until at last it caught upon a thorn tree.People began to come in from the country;packed automobiles that bristled with the poked-out heads of children, wagons drawn by old mules who seemed to smile in a weary, sour way and plodded along with their tired eyes half-closed.Three young boys came from Society City.All three of them wore yellow rayon shirts and caps put on backward-they were as much alike as triplets, and could always be seen at cock fghts and camp meetings.At six o'clock the mill whistle sounded the end of the day's shift and the crowd was complete.Naturally, among the newcomers there were some riffraff, unknown characters, and so forth-but even so the gathering was quiet.A hush was on the town and the faces of people were strange in the fading light.Darkness hovered softly;for a moment the sky was a pale clear yellow against which the gables of the church stood out in dark and bare outline, then the sky died slowly and the darkness gathered into night.
Seven is a popular number, and especially it was a favorite with Miss Amelia. Seven swallows of water for hiccups, seven runsaround the millpond for cricks in the neck, seven doses of Amelia Miracle Mover as a worm cure-her treatment nearly always hinged on this number.It is a number of mingled possibilities, and all who love mystery and charms set store by it.So the fght was to take place at seven o'clock.This was known to everyone, not by announcement or words, but understood in the unquestioning way that rain is understood, or an evil odor from the swamp.So before seven o'clock everyone gathered gravely around the property of Miss Amelia.The cleverest got into the café itself and stood lining the walls of the room.Others crowded onto the front porch, or took a stand in the yard.
Miss Amelia and Marvin Macy had not yet shown themselves. Miss Amelia, after resting all afternoon on the office bench, had gone upstairs.On the other hand Cousin Lymon was at your elbow every minute, threading his way through the crowd, snapping his fingers nervously, and batting his eyes.At one minute to seven o'clock he squirmed his way into the café and climbed up on the counter.All was very quiet.
It must have been arranged in some manner beforehand. For just at the stroke of seven Miss Amelia showed herself at the head of the stairs.At the same instant Marvin Macy appeared in front of the café and the crowd made way for him silently.They walked toward each other with no haste, their fsts already gripped, and their eyes like the eyes of dreamers.Miss Amelia had changed her red dress for her old overalls, and they were rolled up to the kness.She was barefooted and she had an iron strengthband around her right wrist.Marvin Macy had also rolled his trouser legs-he was naked to the waist and heavily greased;he wore the heavy shoes that had been issued him when he left the penitentiary.Stumpy MacPhail stepped forward from the crowd and slapped their hip pockets with the palm of his right hand to make sure there would be no sudden knives.Then they were alone in the cleared center of the bright café.
There was no signal, but they both struck out simultaneously. Both blows landed on the chin, so that the heads of Miss Amelia and Marvin Macy bobbed back and they were left a little groggy.For a few seconds after the first blows they merely shuffled their feet around on the bare foor, experimenting with various positions, and making mock fsts.Then, like wildcats, they were suddenly on each other.There was the sound of knocks, panting, and thumpings on the foor.They were so fast that it was hard to take in what was going on-but once Miss Amelia was hurled backward so that she staggered and almost fell, and another time Marvin Macy caught a knock on the shoulder that spun him around like a top.So the fght went on in this wild violent way with no sign of weakening on either side.
During a struggle like this, when the enemies are as quick and strong as these two, it is worth-while to turn from the confusion of the fght itself and observe the spectators. The people had fattened back as close as possible against the walls.Stumpy MacPhail was in a corner, crouched over and with his fsts tight in sympathy, making strange noises.Poor Merlie Ryan had his mouth so wide open that a fy buzzed into it, and was swallowed before Merlie realized what had happened.And Cousin Lymon-he was worth watching.The hunchback still stood on the counter, so that he was raised up above everyone else in the café.He had his hands on his hips, his big head thrust forward, and his little legs bent so that the knees jutted outward.The excitement had made him break out in a rash, and his pale mouth shivered.
Perhaps it was half an hour before the course of the fight shifted. Hundreds of blows had been exchanged, and there was still a deadlock.Then suddenly Marvin Macy managed to catch hold of Miss Amelia's left arm and pinion it behind her back.She struggled and got a grasp around his waist;the real fight was now begun.Wrestling is the natural way of fghting in this county-as boxing is too quick and requires much thinking and concentration.And now that Miss Amelia and Marvin were locked in a hold together thecrowd came out of its daze and pressed in closer.For a while the fighters grappled muscle to muscle, their hipbones braced against each other.Backward and forward, from side to side, they swayed in this way.Marvin Macy still had not sweated, but Miss Amelia's overalls were drenched and so much sweat had trickled down her legs that she left wet footprints on the foor.Now the test had come, and in these moments of terrible effort, it was Miss Amelia who was the stronger.Marvin Macy was greased and slippery, tricky to grasp, but she was stronger.Gradually she bent him over backward, and inch by inch she forced him to the floor.It was a terrible thing to watch and their deep hoarse breaths were the only sound in the café.At last she had him down, and straddled;her strong big hands were on his throat.
But at that instant, just as the fght was won, a cry sounded in the café that caused a shrill bright shiver to run down the spine.And what took place has been a mystery ever since.The whole town was there to testify what happened, but there were those who doubted their own eyesight.For the counter on which Cousin Lymon stood was at least twelve feet from the fghters in the center of the café.Yet at the instant Miss Amelia grasped the throat of Marvin Macy the hunchback sprang forward and sailed through the air as though he had grown hawk wings.He landed on the broad strong back of Miss Amelia and clutched at her neck with his clawed little fngers.
The rest is confusion. Miss Amelia was beaten before the crowd could come to their senses.Because of the hunchback the fght was won by Marvin Macy, and at the end Miss Amelia lay sprawled on the foor, her arms fung outward and motionless.Marvin Macy stood over her, his face somewhat popeyed, but smiling his old half-mouthed smile.And the hunchback, he had suddenly disappeared.Perhaps he was frightened about what he had done, or maybe he was so delighted that he wanted to glory with himself alone-at any rate he slipped out of the café and crawled under the back steps.Someone poured water on Miss Amelia, and after a time she got upslowly and dragged herself into her offce.Through the open door the crowd could see her sitting at her desk, her head in the crook of her arm, and she was sobbing with the last of her grating, winded breath.Once she gathered her right fst together and knock it three times on the top of her offce desk, then her hand opened feebly and lay palm upward and still.Stumpy MacPhail stepped forward and closed the door.
The crowd was quiet, and one by one the people left the café.Mules were waked up and untied, automobiles cranked, and the three boys from Society City roamed off down the road on foot.This was not a fght to hash over and talk about afterward;people went home and pulled the covers up over their heads.The town was dark, except for the premises of Miss Amelia, but every room was lighted there the whole night long.
Marvin Macy and the hunchback must have left the town an hour or so before daylight. And before they went away this is what they did:
They unlocked the private cabinet of curios and took everything in it.
They broke the mechanical piano.
They carved terrible words on the café tables.
They found the watch that opened in the back to show a picture of a waterfall and took that also.
They poured a gallon of sorghum syrup all over the kitchen foor and smashed the jars of preserves.
They went out in the swamp and completely wrecked the still, ruining the big new condenser and the cooler, and setting fre to the shack itself.
They fixed a dish of Miss Amelia's favorite food, grits with sausage, seasoned it with enough poison to kill off the county, and placed this dish temptingly on the café counter.
They did everything ruinous they could think of without actually breaking into the offce where Miss Amelia stayed the night. Then they went off together, the two of them.
That was how Miss Amelia was left alone in the town. The people would have helped her if they had known how, as people in this town will as often as not be kindly if they have a chance.Several housewives nosed around with brooms and offered to clear up the wreck.But Miss Amelia only looked at them with lost crossed eyes and shook her head.Stumpy MacPhail came in on the third day to buy a plug of Queenie tobacco, and Miss Amelia said the price was one dollar.Everything in the café had suddenly risen in price to be worth one dollar.And what sort of a café is that?Also, she changed very queerly as a doctor.In all the years before she had been much more popular than the Cheehaw doctor.She had never monkeyed with a patient’s soul, taking away from him such real necessities as liquor, tobacco, and so forth.Once in a great while she might carefully warn a patient never to eat fried watermelon or some such dish it had never occurred to a person to want in the frst place.Now all this wise doctoring was over.She told one-half of her patients that they were going to die outright, and to the remaining half she recommended cures so far-fetched and agonizing that no one in his right mind would consider them for a moment.
Miss Amelia let her hair grow ragged, and it was turning gray. Her face lengthened, and the great muscles of her body shrank until she was thin as old maids are thin when they go crazy.And those gray eyes-slowly day by day they were more crossed, and it was as though they sought each other out to exchange a little glance of grief and lonely recognition.She was not pleasant to listen to;her tongue had sharpened terribly.
When anyone mentioned the hunchback she would say only this:“Ho!If I could lay hand to him I would rip out his gizzard and throw it to the cat!”But it was not so much the words that were terrible, but the voice in which they were said. Her voice had lost its old vigor;there was none of the ring of vengeance it used to havewhen she would mention“that loom-fxer I was married to,”or some other enemy.Her voice was broken, soft, and sad as the wheezy whine of the church pump-organ.
For three years she sat out on the front steps every night, alone and silent, looking down the road and waiting. But the hunchback never returned.There were rumors that Marvin Macy used him to climb into windows and steal, and other rumors that Marvin Macy had sold him into a side show.But both these reports were traced back to Merlie Ryan.Nothing true was ever heard of him.It was in the fourth year that Miss Amelia hired a Cheehaw carpenter and had him board up the premises, and there in those closed rooms she has remained ever since.
Yes, the town is dreary. On August afternoons the road is empty, white with dust, and the sky above is bright as glass.Nothing moves-there are no children's voices, only the hum of the mill.The peach trees seem to grow more crooked every summer, and the leaves are dull gray and of a sickly delicacy.The house of Miss Amelia leans so much to the right that it is now only a question of time when it will collapse completely, and people are careful not to walk around the yard.There is no good liquor to be bought in the town;the nearest still is eight miles away, and the liquor is such that those who drink it grow warts on their livers the size of goobers, and dream themselves into a dangerous inward world.There is absolutely nothing to do in the town.Walk around the millpond, stand kicking at a rotten stump, fgure out what you can do with the old wagon wheel by the side of the road near the church.The soul rots with boredom.You might as well go down to the Forks Falls highway and listen to the chain-gang.
THE TWELVE MORTAL MEN
The Forks Falls highway is three miles from the town, and itis here the chain-gang has been working. The road is of macadam, and the county decided to patch up the rough places and widen it at a certain dangerous place.The gang is made up of twelve men, all wearing black-and-white-striped prison suits, and chained at the ankles.There is a guard, with a gun, his eyes drawn to red slits by the glare.The gang works all the day long, arriving huddled in the prison cart soon after daybreak, and being driven off again in the gray August twilight.All day there is the sound of the picks striking into the clay earth, hard sunlight, the smell of sweat.And every day there is music.One dark voice will start a phrase, half-sung, and like a question.And after a moment another voice will join in, soon the whole gang will be singing.The voices are dark in the golden glare, the music intricately blended, both somber and joyful.The music will swell until at last it seems that the sound does not come from the twelve men on the gang, but from the earth itself, or the wide sky.It is music that causes the heart to broaden and the listener to grow cold with ecstasy and fright.Then slowly the music will sink down until at last there remains one lonely voice, then a great hoarse breath, the sun, the sound of the picks in the silence.
And what kind of gang is this that can make such music?Just twelve mortal men, seven of them black and fve of them white boys from this county. Just twelve mortal men who are together.
小鎮(zhèn)本身是很沉悶的;鎮(zhèn)子里沒有多少東西,只有一家棉紡廠、一些工人住的兩間一幢的房子、幾株桃樹、一座有兩扇彩色玻璃窗的教堂,還有一條一百碼長、不成模樣的大街。每逢星期六,周圍農(nóng)村的佃農(nóng)進(jìn)城來,閑聊天,做買賣,度過這一天。除了這時(shí)候,小鎮(zhèn)是寂寞的、憂郁的,像是一處非常偏僻、與世隔絕的地方。最近的火車站在社會(huì)城,“灰狗”和“白車”公司的長途汽車都走叉瀑公路,公路離這里有三英里。這兒的冬天短促而陰冷,夏日則是亮得耀眼,熱得發(fā)燙。
倘若你在八月的一個(gè)下午到大街上溜達(dá),你會(huì)覺得非常無聊。鎮(zhèn)中心一座全鎮(zhèn)最大的建筑物上,所有的門窗都釘上了木板,房屋向右傾斜得那么厲害,仿佛每一分鐘都會(huì)坍塌。房子非常古老,它身上有一種古怪的、瘋瘋癲癲的氣氛,很叫人捉摸不透是怎么回事,到后來你才恍然大悟,原來很久以前,前面門廊的右半邊和墻的一部分是漆過的,可是并沒有漆完,所以房子的一部分比另一部分顯得更暗、更臟一些。房子看上去完全荒廢了。然而,在二樓上有一扇窗子并沒有釘木板,有時(shí)候,在下午熱得最讓人受不了的時(shí)分,會(huì)有一只手伸出來慢騰騰地打開百葉窗,會(huì)有一張臉探出來俯視小鎮(zhèn)。那是一張?jiān)谪瑝?mèng)中才會(huì)見到的可怖的、模糊不清的臉——蒼白,辨別不清是男還是女,臉上那兩只灰色的斗雞眼挨得那么近,好像是在長時(shí)間地交換秘密和憂傷的眼光。那張臉在窗口停留一個(gè)鐘點(diǎn)左右,百葉窗又重新關(guān)上,整條大街又再也見不到一個(gè)人影。在那樣的八月下午,你下了班真是沒什么可干的;你還不如走到叉瀑公路去聽苦役隊(duì)唱歌呢。
可是,這個(gè)鎮(zhèn)上是有過一家咖啡館的。這座釘上木板的舊房子,在方圓若干英里之內(nèi)也曾是頗不平常的。這里擺過桌子,桌子上鋪了桌布,放著餐巾紙,電風(fēng)扇前飄舞著彩色的紙帶。一到星期六晚上,更是熱鬧非凡。咖啡館的主人是愛密利亞·依文斯小姐??墒鞘惯@家店興旺發(fā)達(dá)的卻是一個(gè)名叫李蒙表哥的羅鍋。另外,還有一個(gè)人在這段咖啡館的故事里扮演了一個(gè)角色——愛密利亞小姐的前夫,這個(gè)可怕的人物在監(jiān)獄里蹲了很久以后回到鎮(zhèn)上,把事情搞得一團(tuán)糟,之后又一走了之??Х瑞^早就關(guān)閉了,可是它還留存在人們的記憶里。
這地方原先也并非一向就是咖啡館。愛密利亞小姐從她父親手里繼承了這所房子,那時(shí)候,這里是一家主要經(jīng)銷飼料、肥料以及谷物、鼻煙這樣的土產(chǎn)的商店。愛密利亞小姐很有錢。除了這店鋪,她在三英里外的沼澤地里還有一家釀酒廠,釀出來的酒在本縣要算首屈一指了。她是個(gè)黑黑的高大女人,骨骼和肌肉都長得像個(gè)男人。她頭發(fā)剪得很短,平平地往后梳,那張被太陽曬黑的臉上有一種嚴(yán)峻、粗獷的神情。即使如此,她依舊算得上是一個(gè)好看的女子,倘若不是她稍稍有點(diǎn)斜眼的話。追她的人本來也不見得會(huì)少,可是愛密利亞小姐根本不把異性的愛放在心上,她是個(gè)生性孤僻的人。她的婚姻在縣里是件奇聞——這次結(jié)婚既古怪,又讓人提心吊膽,僅僅維持了十天,使全鎮(zhèn)的人都莫名其妙,大吃一驚。除卻這次結(jié)婚,愛密利亞一直是一個(gè)人過日子。她經(jīng)常在沼澤地她的工棚里待上一整夜,穿著工褲和長筒雨靴,默默地看管蒸餾器底下的文火。
愛密利亞小姐靠著自己的一雙手,日子過得挺興旺。她做了大小香腸,拿到附近鎮(zhèn)子上去賣。在晴朗的秋日,她碾壓蘆粟做糖漿,她糖缸里做出來的糖漿發(fā)暗金色,噴鼻香。她只花了兩個(gè)星期就在店后用磚蓋起了一間廁所。她木匠活也很拿手。唯獨(dú)與人,愛密利亞小姐不知怎樣相處。人,除非是喪失了意志或是重病在身,否則你是不能把他們拿來在一夜之間變成有價(jià)值、可以賺錢的東西的。在愛密利亞小姐看來,人的唯一用途就是從他們身上榨取出錢來。在這方面她是成功的。她用莊稼和自己的不動(dòng)產(chǎn)作抵押,借款買下一家鋸木廠,銀行里存款日漸增多——她成了方圓幾英里內(nèi)最有錢的女人。她本來會(huì)像議員一樣富有的,可是她有一個(gè)致命的弱點(diǎn),那就是特別熱衷于打官司和訴訟。為了一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)屁大的事,她會(huì)卷入到漫長而激烈的爭(zhēng)訟里去。有人說,要是愛密利亞小姐在路上給石頭絆一下,她也會(huì)本能地四下看看,仿佛在找可以對(duì)簿公堂的人。除了打官司之外,她的日子過得很平靜,每一天都跟前一天差不多。只有那次為期十天的婚姻算是一個(gè)例外。除卻這件事,她的生活沒有什么變化,一直到愛密利亞小姐三十歲的那個(gè)春天。
那是四月里一個(gè)溫暖、安靜的夜晚,時(shí)間將近午夜。天上是沼澤地鳶尾花的那種藍(lán)色,月光清澈又明亮。那年春天莊稼長勢(shì)很好。過去幾個(gè)星期里棉紡廠一直在加夜班。小河下游那座方方的磚砌的工廠里亮著黃黃的燈光,傳來織布機(jī)輕輕的、無休止的營營聲。在這樣的一個(gè)夜晚,越過黑黝黝的田野,聽到遠(yuǎn)處傳來一個(gè)去求愛的黑人的慢悠悠的歌聲,你會(huì)覺得蠻有意思。即使是安安靜靜地坐著,隨便撥弄一把吉他,或是獨(dú)自歇上一會(huì)兒,腦子里啥也不想,你也會(huì)覺得蠻有滋味。那天晚上,街上闃寂無人,不過愛密利亞小姐鋪?zhàn)拥臒魠s亮著,外面的前廊上有五個(gè)人。其中之一是胖墩麥克非爾,這人是個(gè)工頭,有一張紫臉和一雙細(xì)氣的、紫紅色的手。坐在最高一級(jí)臺(tái)階上的是兩個(gè)穿工褲的小伙子,那是芮內(nèi)家那對(duì)雙胞胎——哥兒倆都又高又瘦,動(dòng)作遲緩,頭發(fā)泛白,綠眼睛老是似醒非醒。另一個(gè)人是亨利·馬西,一個(gè)羞怯、膽小的人,舉止溫和,有點(diǎn)神經(jīng)質(zhì),他坐在最低一級(jí)臺(tái)階的邊緣上。愛密利亞小姐自己站著,靠在洞開的門框上——她那雙穿著大雨靴的腳交叉著——正耐心地解著她撿來的一根繩子上的結(jié)。他們好久都沒有開口說話了。
雙胞胎里的一個(gè)一直望著那條空蕩蕩的大路,他首先開口了?!拔铱匆娪幸粋€(gè)東西在走過來?!彼f。
“是一只走散的牛犢?!彼值苷f。
走過來的身影仍然太遠(yuǎn),看不清楚。月亮給路邊那溜開花的桃樹投下了朦朧、扭曲的影子。空氣中,花香、春草甜美的氣息和近處礁湖散發(fā)出的暖洋洋、酸溜溜的氣味混雜在一起。
“不,那是誰家的小孩?!迸侄整溈朔菭栒f。
愛密利亞默不作聲地瞅著路上。她撂下繩子,用她那棕色的大骨節(jié)的手撫弄工褲的背帶。她皺著眉頭,一綹黑頭發(fā)披落在腦門上。他們等待的時(shí)候,路上誰家的狗發(fā)狂般嘶啞地吠叫起來,直到有人從屋子里喊了幾聲,止住了它。直到那身影靠近,走進(jìn)門廊附近的黃光圈,五個(gè)人才看清那是什么。
那是個(gè)陌生人,陌生人在這樣的時(shí)辰徒步走進(jìn)鎮(zhèn)子,這可不是件尋常的事。再說,那人是個(gè)羅鍋,頂多不過四英尺高,穿著一件只蓋到膝頭的破舊的外衣。他那雙細(xì)細(xì)的羅圈腿似乎都難以支撐住他的大雞胸和肩膀后面那只大駝峰。他腦袋也特別大,上面是一雙深陷的藍(lán)眼睛和一張薄薄的小嘴。他的臉既松軟又顯得很粗魯——此刻,他那張蒼白的臉由于撲滿了塵土變得黃蠟蠟的,眼底下有淺紫色的陰影。他拎著一只用繩子捆起來的歪歪扭扭的舊提箱。
“晚上好?!蹦橇_鍋說,他上氣不接下氣。
愛密利亞小姐和前廊上那幾個(gè)男人既不打招呼,也不開口。他們僅僅是瞅著他。
“我在找一位愛密利亞·依文斯小姐?!?/p>
愛密利亞小姐把頭發(fā)從前額上抹回去,抬起下巴,“怎么回事?”
“因?yàn)樗俏业挠H戚。”羅鍋回答。
雙胞胎和胖墩麥克非爾抬起頭來瞧著愛密利亞小姐。
“我就是,”她說,“你說‘親戚’,指的是什么?”
“那是因?yàn)椤蹦橇_鍋開始說了。他顯得忸怩不安,仿佛都快哭出來了。他把提箱擱在最低一級(jí)臺(tái)階上,手卻沒有從把手上松開。“我媽叫芬尼·杰蘇潑,她老家就在奇霍。大約三十年前她第一回出嫁的時(shí)候離開了奇霍。我記得她說起過,她有個(gè)叫瑪莎的同父異母的姐妹。今兒個(gè)在奇霍,人家告訴我那就是您的母親?!?/p>
愛密利亞小姐聽著,腦袋稍稍歪向一邊。她一向是一個(gè)人吃星期天的晚餐,從來沒有一大幫親戚在她家里進(jìn)進(jìn)出出,她可算是六親不認(rèn)。她倒是有過一個(gè)姑奶奶,在奇霍開了家馬車行,可是這老太太已經(jīng)死了。除此以外,只有一個(gè)姨表姐妹住在二十英里外的一個(gè)鎮(zhèn)上,可是此人與愛密利亞小姐關(guān)系不好,偶爾面對(duì)面碰上,彼此都要往路邊啐一口痰。不止一次,有人想方設(shè)法要和愛密利亞小姐攀上些曲里拐彎的親戚關(guān)系,然而都是枉費(fèi)心機(jī)。
那羅鍋背起一部又臭又長的家譜來,提到一些仿佛離題十萬八千里的人名地名,都是前廊那些聽眾聞所未聞的。“這樣一來,芬尼和瑪莎·杰蘇潑就成了同父異母姐妹。而我又是芬尼第三個(gè)丈夫的兒子。因此上你和我就算是……”他彎下身去解提箱上的繩子。那兩只手像鳥爪,在不住地顫抖。箱子里裝滿了各種各樣的破爛——破舊不堪的衣服和古里古怪的廢物,有點(diǎn)像縫紉機(jī)的零件,或是什么同樣毫無用處的東西。羅鍋在里面掏了半天,找出來一張舊相片?!斑@是一張我媽媽和她的同父異母姐妹的合影。”
愛密利亞小姐沒有開腔。她把下顎從這一側(cè)移到那一側(cè)。你從她臉上可以看出她在想什么。胖墩麥克非爾接過相片,湊到燈光底下去瞧。相片上是兩個(gè)兩三歲的蒼白、干癟的小孩。兩張臉僅僅是兩個(gè)模糊不清的白團(tuán)團(tuán),你說它是從哪一家的照相本上撕下來的都成。
胖墩麥克非爾把相片遞了回去,沒有表態(tài)?!澳銖哪膬簛??”他問。
那羅鍋的聲音遲遲疑疑的?!拔沂窃诘教庌D(zhuǎn)悠呢?!?/p>
愛密利亞小姐仍然沒有開口。她僅僅是靠在門邊上,低下頭去看看羅鍋。亨利·馬西神經(jīng)質(zhì)地眨巴著眼,兩只手搓來搓去。接著他一聲不吭地離開最低一級(jí)臺(tái)階,走了。他是個(gè)軟心腸的人,小羅鍋的處境很使他同情,因此他不想等在這兒目睹愛密利亞小姐把新來的人從她產(chǎn)業(yè)上趕出去,從鎮(zhèn)上趕出去。小羅鍋站著,提箱在最低一級(jí)臺(tái)階上敞著口,他吸了吸鼻子,他的嘴囁動(dòng)著。也許他開始感到自己的處境不妙了吧。也許他明白作為一個(gè)陌生人,提了一箱子破爛到鎮(zhèn)上來和愛密利亞小姐攀親戚是件多么不妙的事了吧??傊?,他一屁股坐在臺(tái)階上,突然間號(hào)啕大哭起來。
一個(gè)素不相識(shí)的小羅鍋半夜時(shí)分走到店前來,然后又坐下來哭,這可不是一件尋常的事。愛密利亞小姐把前額上那綹頭發(fā)往后一抹,那幾個(gè)男人不安地對(duì)看一眼。整個(gè)鎮(zhèn)子一點(diǎn)聲音也沒有。
最后,雙胞胎里的一個(gè)說道:“他要不是真正的莫里斯·范因斯坦,那才怪哩?!?/p>
每個(gè)人都點(diǎn)點(diǎn)頭,表示同意,因?yàn)檫@是一個(gè)含有特殊意義的說法??墒橇_鍋哭得更響了,因?yàn)樗恢浪麄冋f的是什么。莫里斯·范因斯坦是多年前住在鎮(zhèn)上的一個(gè)人。其實(shí)他只不過是個(gè)動(dòng)作迅速、蹦蹦跳跳的小猶太人,他每天都吃發(fā)得很松的面包和罐頭鮭魚,你只要一說是他殺了基督,他就要哭。后來他碰到了一件倒霉的事,搬到社會(huì)城去了??墒亲源艘院?,只要有人缺少男子氣概,哭哭啼啼,人們就說他是莫里斯·范因斯坦。
“唔,他很苦惱,”矮胖子麥克非爾說,“這總有個(gè)什么原因?!?/p>
愛密利亞小姐邁了兩下她那遲緩、笨拙的步子,跨過前廊,下了臺(tái)階,站在那里若有所思地端詳那個(gè)陌生人。她小心翼翼地伸出一根長長的、棕黃色的食指,戳了戳他背上的駝峰。羅鍋仍然在哭,可是已經(jīng)安靜些了。夜晚很寂靜,月亮的光輝依舊很柔和,很明澈——天氣有點(diǎn)轉(zhuǎn)涼。這時(shí)候愛密利亞小姐做了一件稀罕的事:她從后褲兜掏出一只瓶子,用掌心把瓶蓋擰開,遞給羅鍋?zhàn)屗取勖芾麃喰〗闶遣惠p易賒酒給人的,在她來說,即使請(qǐng)人白喝一滴酒也幾乎是件史無前例的事。
“喝吧,”她說,“能讓你開胃的?!?/p>
羅鍋停止了啜泣,把嘴巴周圍的淚水舔干凈,照別人的吩咐做了。他喝完后,愛密利亞小姐慢慢地啜飲了一口,用這口酒暖暖她的嘴,漱漱口,然后吐掉。接著她也喝起酒來。雙胞胎和工頭有自己花錢買來的酒。
“這酒真醇,”胖墩麥克非爾說,“愛密利亞小姐,你釀酒還從來沒釀壞過?!?/p>
那天晚上他們喝酒(兩大瓶威士忌)這件事很重要。否則,很難想象以后會(huì)發(fā)生什么事。也許沒有這點(diǎn)酒就壓根兒不會(huì)有咖啡館。愛密利亞小姐的酒確有特色。它很清洌,嘗在舌頭上味兒很沖,下了肚后勁又很大。但事情還不僅是這樣。大家知道,用檸檬汁在白紙上寫字是看不出來的??墒侨绻鸭埬玫交鹕先タ疽豢荆蜁?huì)顯出棕色的字來,意思也就一清二楚了。請(qǐng)你設(shè)想威士忌是火,而寫的字就是人們隱藏在自己靈魂深處的思想——這樣,你就會(huì)明白愛密利亞小姐的酒意味著什么了。過去忽略了的事情,蟄伏在頭腦一個(gè)陰暗的角落里的想法,都突然被認(rèn)識(shí)、被理解了。一個(gè)從來只想到紡紗機(jī)、飯盒、床,然后又是紡紗機(jī)的紡織工人——這樣的一個(gè)人說不定某個(gè)星期天喝了幾杯酒,見到了沼澤地里的一朵百合花。也許他會(huì)把花捏在手里,細(xì)細(xì)觀察這纖細(xì)的金黃色的酒杯形狀的花朵,他心中沒準(zhǔn)突然會(huì)升起一種像痛楚一樣刺人的甜美的感覺。一個(gè)織布工人也許會(huì)突然抬起頭來,生平第一次看到一月午夜天空中那種寒冽、神奇的光輝,于是一種察覺自己何等渺小的深深的恐懼會(huì)驟然使他的心臟暫時(shí)停止跳動(dòng)。一個(gè)人喝了愛密利亞小姐的酒以后就會(huì)出現(xiàn)這樣的情況。他也許會(huì)感到痛苦,也許是快樂得癱瘓了一般——可是這樣的經(jīng)驗(yàn)?zāi)茱@示出真理。他使自己的靈魂溫暖起來,見到了隱藏在那里的信息。
他們一直喝到后半夜,這時(shí),月亮躲進(jìn)了云堆,夜晚因此變得又冷又黑。那羅鍋仍然坐在最低一級(jí)臺(tái)階上,身子可憐巴巴地朝前傴著,額頭靠在膝蓋上。愛密利亞小姐站著,兩手插在褲兜里,一只腳支在第二級(jí)臺(tái)階上。她好久沒有出聲了。她那副表情在稍稍有點(diǎn)斜眼的人的臉上常??梢砸姷?,他們?cè)诔了嫉臅r(shí)候,臉上總是既顯得非常聰明又顯得非常瘋狂。最后,她說話了,“我不知道你名字叫什么?!?/p>
“我叫李蒙·威里斯?!蹦橇_鍋說。
“好,你進(jìn)屋去吧,”她說,“爐子上還有些剩飯,你可以吃。”
愛密利亞一生中,撇開打算作弄人家、想敲人竹杠的那些回不算,請(qǐng)人吃飯的次數(shù)真是屈指可數(shù)。因此,前廊上那幾個(gè)人都覺得不大對(duì)頭。事后,他們互相嘀咕說,她那天下午準(zhǔn)是在沼澤那邊喝酒來著??傊?,她離開了前廊,胖墩麥克非爾和雙胞胎也動(dòng)身回家了。她插上前門,向四周掃了一眼,看看她的貨物是否都完好無缺。接著她走進(jìn)廚房,那是在店鋪的盡里頭。羅鍋尾隨著她,拽著他那只手提箱,一面吸鼻子嗅氣味,一面用他臟外套的袖口擦鼻子。
“坐下,”愛密利亞小姐說,“我把飯菜熱一熱?!?/p>
他們那天晚上一起吃的那頓飯頗為豐富。愛密利亞小姐有錢,在吃喝上頭從不虧待自己。吃的東西里有炸仔雞(胸脯肉讓羅鍋挑到自己盤子里去了)、山藥泥、肉卷拌青菜,還有淡金色的熱甜薯。愛密利亞小姐吃得很慢,胃口好得像個(gè)莊稼人。她吃的時(shí)候雙肘支撐在桌子上,頭低俯在盤子上,雙膝分得很開,腳抵在椅子的橫檔上。那羅鍋呢,他狼吞虎咽,好像幾個(gè)月都沒聞到食物的香味了。吃飯時(shí),一滴淚從他骯臟的臉頰上慢慢地滑下來——那只不過是剛才殘余的一小滴眼淚,并沒有什么特別的意義。桌子上的燈擦得很干凈,燈芯邊上發(fā)出一圈藍(lán)光,在廚房里投射出一片歡樂的光亮。愛密利亞小姐吃完晚餐,用一片松軟的面包把盤子擦得干干凈凈,然后把自制的澄澈、噴香的糖漿澆在面包上面。羅鍋也照辦,不過他更講究,居然還要換一只干凈的盤子。愛密利亞小姐吃完后,把椅子往后一翹,把右拳握緊,用左手去摸摸她右臂干凈的藍(lán)布襯衫下堅(jiān)硬的肌肉——這已經(jīng)成為她每頓飯后不自覺的習(xí)慣動(dòng)作了。接著她從桌子上拿起燈,腦袋朝樓梯那邊點(diǎn)點(diǎn),示意羅鍋跟她上樓。
店鋪樓上有三間房間,愛密利亞小姐從生下來就住在這里——兩間臥室,當(dāng)中是一間大客廳。很少有人參觀過這些房間,但是大家知道這里陳設(shè)很講究,打掃得非常干凈??墒侨缃駩勖芾麃喰〗銋s把不知哪里鉆出來的一個(gè)骯臟的小羅鍋帶上了樓。愛密利亞小姐每回跨兩級(jí),走得很慢,燈舉得高高的。那羅鍋在她身后挨得那么緊,搖曳的燈光在樓梯墻上投出來的他們倆的影子都并成扭曲的一大團(tuán)了。不久,店面二樓上的窗子也跟全城一樣,是一片漆黑了。
翌晨,天氣晴朗,溫暖的紫紅朝霞里摻雜著幾抹玫瑰色的光輝。小鎮(zhèn)四郊的田野里,土畦是新翻耕過的。一大早,佃農(nóng)們就在栽種墨綠色的煙草嫩苗。鄉(xiāng)野的烏鴉貼緊地面飛翔,在田疇上投下了飛掠的藍(lán)色陰影。在鎮(zhèn)上,人們很早就提著飯盒去上班,紡織廠的窗戶在太陽下閃爍出耀眼的金光。空氣清新,桃樹上花枝招展,像三月的云彩一樣輕盈。
愛密利亞小姐像往常一樣,天一亮就下樓來了。她在水泵那里沖了沖頭,很快就開始干活了。小晌午時(shí)分,她給騾子備上鞍,騎了它去看看自己的地,地里種的是棉花,就在叉瀑公路附近。到中午時(shí)刻,不消說,每一個(gè)人都聽說了小羅鍋半夜到店里來的事了??墒侨藗兌歼€沒有見到他。很快,天氣變得十分悶熱,天空是一片濃艷的、晌午時(shí)分的蔚藍(lán)色。仍然誰也沒看見這個(gè)陌生的客人露面。有幾個(gè)人記得愛密利亞小姐的媽媽是有一個(gè)同父異母姐妹的——可是她到底是死了還是和一個(gè)煙草工人私奔了呢,這上頭意見便有些分歧,至于那羅鍋聲稱自己是愛密利亞小姐的親戚,每一個(gè)人都認(rèn)為那是胡說八道。鎮(zhèn)上的人都知道愛密利亞小姐的為人,認(rèn)為她喂飽羅鍋以后準(zhǔn)已把他攆出家門??墒强斓近S昏,天空重新泛白,工廠也下了班時(shí),一個(gè)婦女聲稱她看到有一張奇形怪狀的臉從店鋪樓上房間的窗戶里探出來。愛密利亞小姐自己一句話也沒說。她在店里照顧了一陣,和一個(gè)農(nóng)民為一張犁鏵討價(jià)還價(jià)了一個(gè)鐘點(diǎn),補(bǔ)了幾只雞籠,太陽快下山時(shí)鎖上門上樓到自己房間里去了。這就使全鎮(zhèn)的人摸不著頭腦,議論紛紛。
第三天,愛密利亞小姐沒有開店?duì)I業(yè),而是鎖上了門待在屋子里,誰也不見。謠言就是從這一天起開始流傳的——這謠言真可怕,全鎮(zhèn)和四鄉(xiāng)的人都給嚇呆了。謠言最先是從一個(gè)叫梅里·芮恩的織布工人那里傳出來的。這是個(gè)說話沒分量的人——臉色灰黃,行動(dòng)蹣跚,嘴里連一顆牙都不剩了。他身上有三天發(fā)一次的瘧疾,這就是說他三天就要發(fā)一次燒。所以,有兩天他呆頭呆腦、脾氣乖戾,可是到了第三天他活躍起來了。有時(shí)候他會(huì)想出一些怪念頭來,絕大部分都是莫名其妙的。就是在梅里·芮恩發(fā)燒的一天里,他突然轉(zhuǎn)過身來說:
“我知道愛密利亞小姐干出啥事來了。她為了箱子里的東西謀殺了那個(gè)人?!?/p>
他是用很平靜的聲音、作為敘述事實(shí)那么講的。一小時(shí)之內(nèi),這消息傳遍了全鎮(zhèn)。那一天全鎮(zhèn)在集體編綴一個(gè)可怕、陰森的故事。這里面,使心臟打戰(zhàn)的一切細(xì)節(jié)應(yīng)有盡有——一個(gè)羅鍋,半夜沼澤地里埋尸,愛密利亞被拖過街頭鋃鐺入獄,接下來又是一場(chǎng)財(cái)產(chǎn)的爭(zhēng)奪戰(zhàn)——講這一切時(shí)用的都是壓低了的聲音,每重復(fù)一遍就加上一些新的怪誕的細(xì)節(jié)。天下雨了,婦女們卻忘了收衣服。有那么幾個(gè)人,欠著愛密利亞小姐的債,他們甚至還穿了好衣服,仿佛在過節(jié)。人們?cè)诖蠼稚蠂梢欢言谟懻?,并且觀察著那家店。
要說全鎮(zhèn)的人都參加了這次邪惡的慶祝活動(dòng),那也不盡然。有那么幾個(gè)頭腦清醒的人,他們推論說,既然愛密利亞小姐有的是錢,何至為了一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)破爛起意謀害一個(gè)流浪漢。鎮(zhèn)上居然還有三個(gè)善良的人,他們不想見到這樣一次犯罪行為,即使它能帶來很大的興趣與刺激;他們想到愛密利亞小姐身陷囹圄,在亞特蘭大坐電椅,也并不覺得有什么樂趣。這些善良的人用一種與眾不同的眼光來看愛密利亞小姐。當(dāng)一個(gè)像她那樣各個(gè)方面都違拗常情的人,一個(gè)人干下的壞事多得都讓人想不周全時(shí)——那么,就根本應(yīng)當(dāng)用特別的標(biāo)準(zhǔn)來衡量這樣的人。他們記得愛密利亞小姐生下來就黑不溜秋,臉有點(diǎn)怪;她從小沒娘,是她父親,一個(gè)孤僻的人把她拉扯大的;她年紀(jì)小小就躥到六英尺兩英寸高,這對(duì)一個(gè)姑娘家本身就是不自然的。何況她的生活方式和習(xí)慣又是怪得不可理喻。最要緊的是,他們記起了她那次古怪的婚姻,這是本鎮(zhèn)有史以來最最沒有道理的一件丑聞。
因此這些好人對(duì)她懷有一種近似憐憫的感情。當(dāng)她出去干一件粗暴的事時(shí),比如說闖到人家家里去把一架縫紉機(jī)拖出來抵欠她的債,或是讓自己卷進(jìn)一場(chǎng)官司里去——他們就會(huì)對(duì)她產(chǎn)生一種復(fù)雜的感情,這里面混雜著惱怒、可笑的癢癢的感覺以及深深的無名的悲哀??墒顷P(guān)于好人說這些也就夠了,因?yàn)楹萌藬n共只有三個(gè)。至于鎮(zhèn)上其余的人,他們整個(gè)下午都在過節(jié)似的歡慶這樁想象出來的犯罪行為。
不知怎的,愛密利亞小姐本人對(duì)這一切倒好像一無所知。她一整天幾乎都是在樓上度過的。等她下樓到店里來時(shí),她安詳?shù)厮奶庌D(zhuǎn)了轉(zhuǎn),雙手深深地插在工褲兜里,頭低垂著,下巴頦都快插進(jìn)襯衫領(lǐng)子里去了。沒見到她身上哪兒有血跡。她常常停下來,僅僅是陰郁地瞅瞅地板上的裂縫,把一綹短發(fā)卷了卷,兀自嘟噥幾句不知什么話。不過幾乎整整一天,她都是在樓上度過的。
黑夜降臨了。那天下午,雨水使空氣變得很寒冷,因此夜晚就跟冬天一樣,凄涼而又暗淡。天上沒有星星,冰冷的蒙蒙細(xì)雨下起來了。從街上看,屋子里的燈光搖曳不定,使人發(fā)愁。起風(fēng)了,然而不是從鎮(zhèn)子邊上沼澤地里刮來的,而是來自陰冷的松林,向北吹去。
鎮(zhèn)上的鐘打響了八下。仍然沒什么動(dòng)靜。在談?wù)摿艘惶祚斎寺犅劦氖乱院?,這個(gè)凄涼的夜晚給某些人帶來了恐懼,他們待在家中緊靠著爐火。其他的人一群群湊在一起。有那么八九個(gè)人聚集在愛密利亞小姐店鋪的廊子上。他們一聲不響,就光那么等著。連他們自己也不明白等的是什么。可事情就是這樣:在緊要關(guān)頭,當(dāng)某個(gè)重大的事件即將發(fā)生時(shí),人們總是這樣聚集在一起等候。過一陣子,就會(huì)出現(xiàn)這樣一個(gè)時(shí)刻:他們一起采取共同行動(dòng),并非出于深思熟慮,也沒有受誰的意志的支配,而是似乎他們的本能已匯合在一起,因此這一決定不屬于他們當(dāng)中任何一個(gè)人,而是屬于整個(gè)集體。在這樣的時(shí)刻沒有一個(gè)人會(huì)躊躇不決。至于這種聯(lián)合行動(dòng)的結(jié)果是洗劫、暴行還是犯罪,那就全看命運(yùn)的安排了?,F(xiàn)在,這群人就這樣在愛密利亞小姐店前廊子里陰郁地等著,沒人清楚自己想要干什么,可是內(nèi)心里都明白自己必須等待,那個(gè)時(shí)刻馬上就要來到了。
需要交代的是,店門是開著的。里面很明亮,顯得很正常,左邊是柜臺(tái),上面堆著豬肉、冰糖與煙葉。柜臺(tái)里面是放著腌肉與雜糧的貨架。店堂右側(cè)基本上都放著農(nóng)具這一類東西。店堂盡里面,靠左邊,是一扇通向樓梯的門,這扇門開著。最最右面,是另一扇門,通向一個(gè)小套間,愛密利亞小姐管這叫她的辦公室。這扇門也開著。那天晚上八點(diǎn)鐘,可以看到愛密利亞小姐坐在她那張帶活動(dòng)卷面的書桌前,拿著鋼筆和一些紙,在計(jì)算。
辦公室里燈光明亮,讓人見了高興。愛密利亞小姐似乎沒有注意廊子上的代表團(tuán)。她周圍的一切都井井有條,和往常一樣。這間辦公室在全縣也是有名的房間,幾乎令人肅然起敬。愛密利亞小姐就是在這里處理一切事務(wù)。桌子上放著一臺(tái)蓋得嚴(yán)嚴(yán)實(shí)實(shí)的打字機(jī),她會(huì)用,可是僅僅在打最重要的文件時(shí)才用。抽屜里放著上千張紙,一點(diǎn)不夸張,全都按字母次序排列。辦公室也是愛密利亞小姐接待病人的地方,她喜歡給人治病,也經(jīng)常給人治病。整整兩個(gè)架子上放滿了各種藥瓶與醫(yī)療用具。靠墻根放著一張給病人坐的長凳。她給病人縫傷口時(shí)用的是燒過的針,這樣傷口才不至于化膿。治療燒傷,她有一種讓人涼快的糖漿。對(duì)于不能確診的病痛,她也有各種各樣親自按秘方煎制的藥。這些藥吃下去對(duì)于通便非常靈驗(yàn),可是不能給幼兒吃,因?yàn)槌粤藭?huì)抽風(fēng);對(duì)于幼兒,她特地配制了一種完全不同的藥,溫和得多,也甜得多。是的,總的說來,大家都認(rèn)為她是個(gè)好大夫。她那雙手雖然很大,骨節(jié)凸出,卻非常輕巧。她很能動(dòng)腦筋,會(huì)使用成百種各不相同的治療方法。逢到需要采用危險(xiǎn)性最大最不尋常的治療方法時(shí),她也決不手軟。沒有什么病是嚴(yán)重得她不愿治的,在這方面,只有一種情況是例外。要是有個(gè)病人上門,說自己害的是婦女病,愛密利亞小姐就束手無策了。真的,只要人家一提這種病,她的臉就會(huì)因?yàn)樾呃⒍稽c(diǎn)點(diǎn)發(fā)暗,她站在那兒,彎著頸子,下巴頦都?jí)旱搅艘r衫領(lǐng)子上,或是對(duì)搓著她那雙雨靴,簡(jiǎn)直像個(gè)張口結(jié)舌、無地自容的大孩子??墒窃趧e的事情上,人們都相信她。醫(yī)藥費(fèi)她分文不取,因此經(jīng)常是病家盈門。
這天晚上,愛密利亞小姐用她的鋼筆寫了不少東西。可是即使如此,她也不可能永遠(yuǎn)察覺不到黑黑的廊子上有一幫人在等著,在觀察她。她過一陣就抬起頭來定睛看看他們。不過并沒有對(duì)他們?nèi)陆?,質(zhì)問他們?yōu)槭裁聪褚蝗簾o聊的長舌婦,在她店門前瞎廝混。她臉上的神情驕傲而又嚴(yán)峻,她坐在辦公室書桌前的時(shí)候總是這樣的。過了一陣,他們的窺探似乎使她心煩了。她用一塊紅手帕擦了擦臉,站起身來,關(guān)上了辦公室的門。
對(duì)于廊子里的那群人,這個(gè)姿態(tài)宛若一個(gè)信號(hào)。那個(gè)時(shí)刻終于到來了。他們?cè)陉幚?、潮濕的黑夜里已?jīng)站了很久。他們等待了很長時(shí)間,就在這一刻,他們身上出現(xiàn)了行動(dòng)的本能。在一瞬間,仿佛由一個(gè)意志操縱著似的,他們?nèi)甲哌M(jìn)了店堂。在那一瞬間,八個(gè)人看上去非常相像——都穿著藍(lán)色的工褲,大多數(shù)頭發(fā)花白,每個(gè)人的臉色都很蒼白,眼神也都是呆滯的、夢(mèng)幻似的。他們下一步會(huì)干出什么事來,沒人說得準(zhǔn)??墒蔷驮谶@一瞬間,樓梯頂上傳來一個(gè)聲音。他們抬頭一看,都傻了眼啦。原來正是那個(gè)羅鍋,在他們的臆想里已經(jīng)被謀殺了的羅鍋。而且,這人也和他們聽說的完全不同——不是一個(gè)無依無靠、賴乞討為生的可憐、骯臟的小饒舌鬼。實(shí)際上,他與這些人迄今為止所見到過的任何一種人都不一樣。房間里是死一般的寂靜。
那羅鍋慢慢地走下樓來,大有本店大老板的傲慢神氣。幾天來,他身上起了巨大的變化。首先,他干凈得無可挑剔。他還穿著那件小外套,可是刷得一干二凈,補(bǔ)得很精致。外衣里穿了愛密利亞小姐的一件紅黑格子的新襯衣。他沒穿尋常的長褲,而是穿了一條很掐身的長及膝蓋的馬褲。那皮包骨似的腿上穿了一雙黑長襪。他那雙靴子很特別,樣子很怪,剛上過蠟,擦得锃亮,鞋帶一直系到腳踝。他在脖子上圍了一條酸橙綠的羊毛圍巾,幾乎遮住他那對(duì)又大又白的耳朵,圍巾的穗條幾乎拖到地上。
羅鍋邁著發(fā)僵的神氣活現(xiàn)的小步子,走進(jìn)店堂,來到那伙人的中間。他們給他騰出一些地方,站著觀察他,手松弛地垂在兩側(cè),眼睛睜得大大的。羅鍋的舉止也很古怪。他順著自己眼睛的水平方向凝視每一個(gè)人,這大概夠到一個(gè)普通人的褲帶那么高。接著他故意慢吞吞地打量每一個(gè)人的下半身——從腰部一直到腳后跟。等他看夠了,就把眼睛閉一會(huì)兒,搖搖頭,仿佛認(rèn)為他剛才所見到的都是微不足道的。接著他自信地把頭朝后一仰,仿佛僅僅是為了使自己弄得更清楚些,他慢慢地、細(xì)細(xì)地把圍在他身邊的一張張臉龐環(huán)視了一遍。店堂左邊有一袋半滿的肥料,羅鍋在這里找到了合適的位置,在口袋上坐了下來。他把兩條細(xì)腿盤起來舒舒服服地坐定以后,就從外衣口袋里掏出一樣?xùn)|西。
店里那些人過了好一陣子才恢復(fù)了常態(tài)。梅里·芮恩,也就是那個(gè)三天發(fā)一次瘧疾、帶頭傳謠的家伙,先開口了。他瞧了瞧羅鍋把弄著的物件,用壓低的嗓音問道:
“你手里拿的是啥玩意兒?”
每一個(gè)人都很清楚羅鍋拿著的是什么。那是一只鼻煙盒,原來是屬于愛密利亞小姐她爸爸的,盒身是藍(lán)琺瑯的,盒蓋上用金絲鑲嵌成很精巧的圖案。大家對(duì)這物件很熟悉,因此感到很驚訝。他們謹(jǐn)慎地朝辦公室閉緊的門瞥了一眼,聽到了愛密利亞小姐兀自在吹著的輕輕的口哨聲。
“嗯,是啥呀,小花生米[1]?”
那羅鍋敏捷地抬了抬眼,把嘴閉得更緊一些,準(zhǔn)備還擊一句:“哦,這是一件法寶,專門整治多管閑事的人的。”
羅鍋把幾根哆哆嗦嗦的細(xì)手指伸進(jìn)鼻煙盒,捏了一小撮不知什么放到嘴里,也不敬周圍任何一個(gè)人。他放進(jìn)去的不是一般的鼻煙,而是糖與可可的混合劑。可是他當(dāng)成是鼻煙那樣地服用,放一小撮在下嘴唇內(nèi)側(cè),然后用舌尖挺利索地一下下往那兒舔,每舔一下就把自己的臉扭歪一下。
“我的這顆牙齒老讓我覺得嘴里發(fā)酸,”他解釋道,“因此我得吃點(diǎn)這種甜食?!?/p>
那群人仍然簇?fù)碓谒磉?,有點(diǎn)窘,不知怎么才好。他們的激動(dòng)還沒有完全消失,很快又摻上了另一種感情——房間里親切的氣氛和隱隱約約的節(jié)日感。那天晚上在場(chǎng)的有這些人:哈斯蒂·馬龍納、羅伯特·卡爾弗·哈爾、梅里·芮恩、T.M.威靈牧師、洛塞·克萊恩、呂伯·威爾邦、“鬈毛”亨利·福特,還有霍雷斯·威爾斯。除了威靈牧師之外,其他人在許多方面都很相像,這一點(diǎn)方才已經(jīng)提到過了——他們?nèi)紡倪@件或那件事情中得到樂趣,也都程度不同地為一件事哭過,感到過痛苦。他們大都很溫順,除非是你激怒了他。他們都在棉紡廠干活,和別人合住兩間、三間一套的房子,租金是一個(gè)月十到十二美元。他們這天下午都領(lǐng)到了工資,因?yàn)檫@天是星期六。因此,請(qǐng)暫先把他們看作一個(gè)整體。
可是,那羅鍋已經(jīng)在自己頭腦里把他們給分了類了。他舒舒服服地坐定之后,便開始和每一個(gè)人聊起天來,向他們提出了一大堆問題:結(jié)過婚沒有呀,年紀(jì)多大呀,每星期平均能掙多少錢呀,如此等等。逐漸逐漸,又試探地提出一些極為親昵的問題來。不久,又有幾個(gè)鎮(zhèn)上的人來到,壯大了這個(gè)集團(tuán)。這里面有亨利·馬西,也有幾個(gè)二流子,他們本能地感覺出這里發(fā)生了不尋常的事。還來了幾個(gè)娘們,她們是來把賴著不走的男人拖回去的。甚至于還來了一個(gè)沒人管的、淡黃頭發(fā)的小孩,他躡手躡腳地走進(jìn)來,偷偷地拿了一盒動(dòng)物餅干,又悄悄地退出去了。就這樣,愛密利亞小姐的店很快里里外外都擠滿了人,可是她自己仍然沒有打開辦公室的門。
有這么一種人,他們身上有一種品質(zhì),使他們有別于一般更加普通的人。這樣的人具有一種原先只存在于幼兒身上的本能,這種本能使他們與外界可以建立更直接和重大的聯(lián)系。小羅鍋顯然就是這樣的一個(gè)人。他來到店堂里總共半個(gè)小時(shí),就與每一個(gè)人建立起直接的聯(lián)系,仿佛在鎮(zhèn)上已經(jīng)住了多年,是個(gè)眾所周知的人物,坐在這袋肥料上聊天已有不知多少個(gè)夜晚了。這件事,再加上正好趕上是星期六夜晚,這就使得店里出現(xiàn)了一種自由自在和愉快得不太正常的氣氛。但同時(shí)空氣中也有點(diǎn)緊張,部分的原因是局勢(shì)有點(diǎn)怪,另外也因?yàn)閻勖芾麃喰〗闳匀魂P(guān)在她的辦公室里,至今沒有露面。
那天晚上十點(diǎn)鐘,她出來了。那些等著她出場(chǎng)時(shí)看一場(chǎng)好戲的人感到失望了。她打開門,邁著她那慢騰騰、松松垮垮的步子走進(jìn)店堂。她鼻翼的一側(cè)有一絲墨水痕,她把那條紅手帕圍在脖子上,打了個(gè)結(jié)。她仿佛沒察覺有什么不正常的跡象。她用那雙灰色的斗雞眼瞥了瞥羅鍋?zhàn)牡胤剑谀莾憾毫袅艘粫?huì)兒。對(duì)于店里的一大幫人,她僅僅是略帶驚訝地瞅了一眼。
“有誰要買什么嗎?”她平靜地問道。
那是個(gè)星期六的夜晚,所以頗有幾個(gè)顧客,他們要買的都是酒。僅僅三天以前,愛密利亞小姐從地里起出來一桶陳年佳釀,在釀酒場(chǎng)里把酒汲到一只只瓶子里。那天晚上,她從顧客手里把錢接過來,在明晃晃的燈光下點(diǎn)數(shù)。這道手續(xù)和以往沒什么不同,但再往下去就不一樣了。按照過去的慣例,顧客得繞到后院去,在那里,愛密利亞小姐把酒瓶從廚房門口遞給他們。這樣買東西沒有任何樂趣。顧客拿到酒就得走進(jìn)黑夜里去。要是他老婆不讓他在家喝酒,他倒是可以回到店門口的前廊上來,在那兒或是在大街上,大口大口地往肚里灌。當(dāng)然,前廊和店門前的街道都是愛密利亞小姐的產(chǎn)業(yè),這是清清楚楚的——但是她倒不把這些地方都劃在自己的地界之內(nèi),她的地界從前門算起,包括整座建筑物的內(nèi)部面積。她從來不許任何人在她屋子里打開酒瓶喝酒,唯一的例外是她自己?,F(xiàn)在她第一次破了例。她進(jìn)入廚房,羅鍋緊緊跟在后面,接著又把酒拿回到溫暖、明亮的店堂里來。不僅如此,她還拿出幾只杯子,打開兩盒蘇打餅干,大方地放在柜臺(tái)上的一只盤子里,誰想吃都可以拿。
她不跟別人,光跟羅鍋說話,她問他話時(shí)只用一種有點(diǎn)發(fā)澀、嘶啞的聲調(diào),“李蒙表哥,你這會(huì)兒就吃呢,還是把飯放在爐子上隔水溫著?”
“如果方便的話,我想讓它溫著,愛密利亞。”(不加任何尊稱而直呼她的名字,有多少年已經(jīng)沒人敢這樣做了!——反正連她的新郎與為期十天的丈夫也沒有這樣叫過她。事實(shí)上,自從她父親死后,就沒人敢這樣親昵地稱呼她。至于她父親,不知為什么,老管她叫“小妞”。)
這就是咖啡館的來由。事情就是如此的簡(jiǎn)單。你們可以回想一下,那天晚上像冬夜一樣凄涼,要是坐在店門外面歡慶,那可就太沒勁了。可是在里面是既熱鬧又親切。不知是誰咯嗒咯嗒地把店堂深處的爐子通了通,讓火旺起來,買了酒的人把酒瓶傳給朋友一起喝。店里也有幾個(gè)婦女,她們?cè)诮栏什莨?,喝一杯果子露,甚至呷上一口威士忌。那羅鍋仍然是個(gè)稀罕之物,他在場(chǎng)使每一個(gè)人都覺得新鮮。辦公室里的長凳給拿了出來,另外還搬來了幾把椅子。沒有位置的人或是靠在柜臺(tái)上,或是在木桶和口袋上找了個(gè)舒舒服服的座兒。在店里喝酒倒也沒有引起什么粗魯?shù)呐e止、淫邪的傻笑或是任何不成體統(tǒng)的行為。恰恰相反,所有的人都彬彬有禮,甚至到了過分拘謹(jǐn)?shù)牡夭健R驗(yàn)?,在?dāng)時(shí),這個(gè)鎮(zhèn)子里的人還不習(xí)慣湊在一起尋歡作樂。他們習(xí)慣的是集合在紡織廠里一塊兒干活。否則就是星期天到野外去舉行一整天的宗教集會(huì)——事情雖然有趣,但其本旨卻是讓你對(duì)地獄有一個(gè)新的認(rèn)識(shí),對(duì)全能的主重新感到敬畏??墒强Х瑞^里的氣氛是全然不同的。在一家情調(diào)合宜的咖啡館里,連最有錢、最貪婪的老無賴也會(huì)變得規(guī)矩,不去欺侮任何人。沒錢的人則會(huì)懷著感激的心情四處張望,抓一撮鹽時(shí)也顯得極其優(yōu)雅、莊重。因?yàn)橐患艺傻目Х瑞^的氣氛本來就意味著這樣的內(nèi)容:大家和和氣氣,肚子里沉甸甸的感到滿足,行為也顯出優(yōu)雅高貴。當(dāng)然,誰也沒向那晚在愛密利亞店里的那群人講過這番道理??墒撬麄兌级?,雖然,當(dāng)然啰,直到這時(shí)為止,鎮(zhèn)上從來沒有開過一家咖啡館。
這一切的根由,也即是愛密利亞小姐,整個(gè)晚上幾乎都站在廚房門口。從外表上看,她沒有起絲毫變化??墒怯胁簧偃俗⒁獾剿哪?。她看著一切事在進(jìn)行,可是她的眼光幾乎任何時(shí)候都是寂寞地注視著羅鍋。他神氣活現(xiàn)地在店里走來走去,從鼻煙盒里掏東西出來吃,他的脾氣既乖戾可又討人喜歡。愛密利亞小姐站著的地方,爐子的口子正好投出了一片光,多少照亮了她那棕色的長臉。她似乎在審視自己的內(nèi)心。她的表情里包含著痛苦、困惑,也有著不敢確定的歡欣。她的嘴唇不似往常那樣閉緊了,而且常常往下咽一口唾沫。她的皮膚變得蒼白了,那雙閑著的大手在冒汗。總之,她那天晚上的模樣,就像一個(gè)孤單寂寞的戀人。
咖啡館開張典禮到半夜才告結(jié)束。每一個(gè)人都極其友好地和所有的人告別。愛密利亞小姐關(guān)上店鋪的前門,卻忘了插門閂。很快,所有的一切——有三家店鋪的大街、紡織廠、那些住宅——實(shí)際上是整個(gè)小鎮(zhèn),都沉沒在黑暗與寂靜之中。而包括陌生人的到來、一個(gè)不圣潔的節(jié)日和咖啡館的開張的三天三夜,也隨之而告終。
現(xiàn)在,時(shí)間必須向前飛馳了,因?yàn)橥蟮乃哪甏笸‘?,沒有什么差別。四年里是有不少的變化,可是這些變化是一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)發(fā)生的,每一小步都很平常,看起來并不起眼。小羅鍋一直和愛密利亞小姐住在一起,咖啡館有所擴(kuò)展。愛密利亞小姐開始一杯杯地賣酒,店堂里搬進(jìn)來一些桌子。每天晚上都有顧客,逢到星期六更是擁擠不堪。愛密利亞小姐還開始供應(yīng)油炸鲇魚,給人當(dāng)晚餐,一角五分一盤。那羅鍋哄得愛密利亞小姐同意買進(jìn)一架很好的機(jī)器鋼琴。兩年之內(nèi),這地方不再是一家店鋪,而成了一家正式的咖啡館,每天晚上從六時(shí)一直營業(yè)到十二時(shí)。
每天晚上,羅鍋都趾高氣揚(yáng)地步下樓梯。他身上老有一股淡淡的蕪菁葉氣味,這是因?yàn)閻勖芾麃喰〗阋辉缫煌矶冀o他身上搽大麻葉酒,好讓他長力氣。她寵他到了不可理喻的地步,可是什么方法好像都不能使他強(qiáng)壯起來;東西吃下去只能使他的駝峰與腦袋變得更大,身上別的部分依然是瘦弱畸形。愛密利亞小姐表面上還是老樣子。工作日她仍然穿著雨靴和工褲。星期天她穿一件暗紅色的連衣裙,這裙子掛在她身上,樣子很古怪。不過,她的舉止和生活方式都起了很大變化。她仍然愛打官司,可是不再那樣急于讓人中圈套,好狠狠地敲詐一筆罰金了。由于羅鍋非常愛交際,連她有時(shí)也出去走動(dòng)走動(dòng)了——參加福音布道會(huì)啦,去吊唁送葬啦,如此等等。她的醫(yī)道和從前一樣成功,釀的酒比以前更醇美了——如果可能的話??Х瑞^證明贏利不少,它是方圓若干英里之內(nèi)唯一的消遣去處。
因此,且讓我們把這幾年一筆帶過,光是介紹幾個(gè)零零碎碎的片段吧。我們看到在一個(gè)朝暾通紅的冬日早晨,他們進(jìn)松林去打獵,小羅鍋踩著愛密利亞的腳印前進(jìn)。我們看到他們?cè)谒牡乩锔苫睢蠲杀砀缭谝贿呎局?,啥也不干,倒是很?huì)指摘哪個(gè)工人在偷懶。秋日下午,他們坐在后臺(tái)階上劈甘蔗。在明亮晃眼的夏天,他們躲在沼澤深處,那里水杉樹一片墨綠,糾結(jié)的枝葉下陰暗得如在夢(mèng)鄉(xiāng)。有時(shí)小路為一片泥沼或一汪發(fā)黑的水潭隔斷,這時(shí)就可以看到愛密利亞小姐傴下身子,讓李蒙表哥爬上她的背——她涉水而過,讓小羅鍋?zhàn)谒绨蛏希咀∷亩浠蚴潜ё∷龑掗煹哪X門。有時(shí)愛密利亞小姐搖轉(zhuǎn)曲柄,開動(dòng)她買來的那輛福特汽車,帶李蒙表哥去奇霍看一場(chǎng)電影,去逛遠(yuǎn)處的市集,去看斗雞;那羅鍋對(duì)于看熱鬧興致很高。當(dāng)然,每天早上他們都是在他們的咖啡館里度過的,他們?cè)跇巧峡蛷d爐火旁一坐,往往就是好幾個(gè)小時(shí)。這是因?yàn)榱_鍋晚上總是身子不太舒服,很怕躺著仰視黑暗。他對(duì)死亡有一種深深的恐懼。愛密利亞小姐不愿讓他一個(gè)人擔(dān)驚害怕。甚至可以認(rèn)為,咖啡館之所以辦起來,主要還是出于這個(gè)考慮;有了咖啡館,他就有了伴侶,有了歡樂,度過黑夜也可以容易一些。現(xiàn)在就請(qǐng)讀者用這些片段拼湊這些年的一個(gè)總的畫面吧。這些暫且不表,讓我們?cè)賮碚務(wù)剟e的事。
現(xiàn)在,需要對(duì)所有這些行為做一個(gè)解釋了。是時(shí)候了,得講一講戀愛的問題了,因?yàn)閻勖芾麃喰〗銗凵狭死蠲杀砀?。這事在每個(gè)人眼里都已經(jīng)是一清二楚的了。他們住在同一座房子里,形影不離。因此,按照麥克非爾太太,一個(gè)鼻子上長了個(gè)疣子的愛管閑事的老太婆(她一沒事就愿意把她那幾件破家具在前房里從這兒搬到那兒)以及別的幾個(gè)人的說法,這兩個(gè)人是生活在罪惡之中了。如果他們真的是親戚,那頂多是遠(yuǎn)表兄妹之間發(fā)生茍合關(guān)系,何況連這一點(diǎn)也是無法證實(shí)的。當(dāng)然啰,愛密利亞小姐是個(gè)健壯、莽撞的人,有六英尺多高,而李蒙表哥卻是個(gè)病弱的小羅鍋,只齊她的腰。不過,對(duì)于胖墩麥克非爾的那口子和她那些狐群狗黨,這就更有意思了,因?yàn)樵绞遣话闩浜妥屓饲浦蓱z的婚姻,她們?cè)绞歉信d趣。因此,就讓她們說去吧。至于那些善良的人,他們認(rèn)為,如果這兩個(gè)人在彼此的肉體接觸中能得到滿足,那么這僅僅是涉及他們自己與上帝的事。一切有頭腦的人對(duì)這種猜測(cè)的看法倒是一致的——他們直截了當(dāng)?shù)卣J(rèn)為,這是無稽之談。那么,這樣的一次戀愛到底是怎么一回事呢?
首先,愛情是發(fā)生在兩個(gè)人之間的一種共同的經(jīng)驗(yàn)——不過,說它是共同的經(jīng)驗(yàn)并不意味著它在有關(guān)的兩個(gè)人身上所引起的反響是同等的。世界上有愛者,也有被愛者,這是截然不同的兩類人。往往,被愛者僅僅是愛者心底平靜地蘊(yùn)積了好久的那種愛情的觸發(fā)劑。每一個(gè)戀愛的人都多少知道這一點(diǎn)。他在靈魂深處感到他的愛戀是一種很孤獨(dú)的感情。他逐漸體會(huì)到一種新的、陌生的孤寂,正是這種發(fā)現(xiàn)使他痛苦。因此,對(duì)于戀愛者來說只有一件事可做。他必須盡可能深地把他的愛情禁錮在心中;他必須為自己創(chuàng)造一個(gè)全新的內(nèi)心世界——一個(gè)認(rèn)真的、奇異的、完全為他單獨(dú)擁有的世界。我還得添上一句,我們所說的這樣的戀愛者倒不一定得是一個(gè)正在攢錢準(zhǔn)備買結(jié)婚戒指的年輕人——這個(gè)戀愛者可以是男人、女人、兒童,總之,可以是世界上任何一個(gè)人。
至于被愛者,也可以是任何一種類型的人。最最粗野的人也可以成為愛情的觸發(fā)劑。一個(gè)顫巍巍的老爺子可能仍然鐘情于二十年前某日下午他在奇霍街頭所見到的陌生姑娘。牧師也許會(huì)愛上一個(gè)墮落的女人。被愛的人可能人品很壞,油頭滑腦,染有不良惡習(xí)。是的,戀愛者也能像別人一樣對(duì)一切認(rèn)識(shí)得清清楚楚——可是這絲毫也不影響他的感情的發(fā)展。一個(gè)頂頂平庸的人可以成為一次沼澤毒罌粟般熱烈、狂放、美麗的戀愛的對(duì)象;一個(gè)好人也能成為一次放蕩、墮落的戀愛的觸發(fā)劑;一個(gè)絮絮叨叨的瘋子沒準(zhǔn)能使某人頭腦里出現(xiàn)一曲溫柔、淳美的牧歌。因此,任何一次戀愛的價(jià)值與質(zhì)量純粹取決于戀愛者本身。
正因如此,我們大多數(shù)人都寧愿愛而不愿被愛。幾乎每一個(gè)都愿意充當(dāng)戀愛者。道理非常簡(jiǎn)單,人們朦朦朧朧地感到,被人愛的這種處境,對(duì)于許多人來說,都是無法忍受的。被愛者懼怕而且憎恨愛者,這也是有充分理由的。因?yàn)閻壅呖偸窍氚阉乃鶒壅邉兊眠B靈魂都裸露出來。愛者瘋狂地渴求與被愛者發(fā)生任何一種可能的關(guān)系,縱使這種經(jīng)驗(yàn)只能給他自身帶來痛苦。
前面提到過,愛密利亞小姐結(jié)過一次婚。這個(gè)奇異的插曲不妨在這里交代一下。請(qǐng)記住,這一切都發(fā)生在很久以前,這是愛密利亞小姐遇到羅鍋之前在愛情這一問題上僅有的一次親身經(jīng)驗(yàn)。
小鎮(zhèn)那時(shí)和現(xiàn)在沒什么兩樣,除了當(dāng)時(shí)的店鋪是兩家而不是三家,沿街的桃樹比現(xiàn)在更彎曲些、更細(xì)小些。那時(shí)候愛密利亞小姐十九歲,父親死了已有好些個(gè)月了。當(dāng)時(shí)鎮(zhèn)上有個(gè)紡織機(jī)維修工,名叫馬文·馬西。他是亨利·馬西的兄弟,雖然認(rèn)識(shí)他們,你怎么也不會(huì)想到他們是哥兒倆。因?yàn)轳R文·馬西是本地最俊美的男子——身高六英尺一,肌肉發(fā)達(dá),有一雙懶洋洋的灰眼睛和一頭鬈發(fā)。他生活富裕,工資不少,有一只金表,后面的蓋子打開來是一幅有瀑布的畫。從物質(zhì)與世俗的觀點(diǎn)看,馬文·馬西是個(gè)幸運(yùn)兒;他無需向誰點(diǎn)頭哈腰,便能得到他需要的一切。但是倘若從一個(gè)更加嚴(yán)肅、更加深刻的觀點(diǎn)來看,馬文·馬西就不能算一個(gè)值得羨慕的人了,因?yàn)樗A性邪惡,他的名聲即使不比縣里那些不良少年更臭,至少也和他們差不多。當(dāng)他還是個(gè)半大不大的小子時(shí),有好幾年,他兜里總揣著一只風(fēng)干鹽漬的人耳朵,那人有一回與他用剃刀格斗,被他殺了。他僅僅為了好玩,便把松林里松鼠的尾巴剁下來。他左邊后褲兜里備有禁止使用的大麻煙葉,誰意志消沉不想活了,他就幫他們一把。可是盡管他名聲壞,這一帶還是有許多女的喜歡他——當(dāng)時(shí)縣里有好幾個(gè)年輕姑娘,都是頭發(fā)潔凈,眼光溫柔,小屁股的線條怪可愛,算得上風(fēng)姿綽約。這些溫柔的女孩子都給他一個(gè)個(gè)糟蹋了,羞辱了。最后,在他二十二歲那年,這個(gè)馬文·馬西挑上了愛密利亞小姐。這位孤僻、瘦長、眼光古怪的姑娘正是他思慕的人。他看中了她倒并非因?yàn)樗龔V有錢財(cái),而是僅僅由于愛。
而愛情也使馬文·馬西起了變化。在他戀上愛密利亞小姐以前,在這樣一個(gè)人的身上到底有沒有心肝,這樣一個(gè)問題是可以提出來的。不過他的性格之所以發(fā)展到這個(gè)地步,也不是毫無來由的。他來到這個(gè)世界的最初階段非常艱辛。他的父母——這樣的人根本不配做父母——生下七個(gè)自己不想要的孩子。這是一對(duì)放浪的年輕人,愛釣魚,喜歡在沼澤一帶逛來逛去。他們幾乎每年都要添一個(gè)孩子,這些小孩在他們眼里都是累贅。晚上他們從工廠下班回家,看到孩子時(shí)的那副表情,仿佛那些都是不知從哪兒來的野種。孩子一哭,就得挨揍,他們?cè)谶@個(gè)世界上學(xué)會(huì)的第一件事,就是在房間里找上一個(gè)最陰暗的角落,盡可能隱蔽地把自己藏起來。他們瘦得像白毛小鬼,他們不愛講話,連兄弟姐妹之間也不講。他們的父母最后把他們徹底拋棄,死活全看鎮(zhèn)上的人是否慈悲為懷了。那是一個(gè)難挨的冬天,工廠停產(chǎn)快三個(gè)月了,誰家都有一本難念的經(jīng)。不過這個(gè)鎮(zhèn)子是不會(huì)眼看白種孤兒在街頭活活餓死的。因此就出現(xiàn)了這樣的結(jié)果:最大的八歲孩子走到奇霍去,在那兒消失了——興許是他在哪兒爬上一列貨車,進(jìn)入紛紛擾擾的大世界了。這可誰也說不上來。另外三個(gè)孩子由鎮(zhèn)上的人們輪流養(yǎng)活,從一家的廚房吃到另一家的廚房。由于他們身體孱弱,不到復(fù)活節(jié)就都死了。剩下的兩個(gè)就是馬文·馬西和亨利·馬西,他們讓一戶人家收留了下來。這里鎮(zhèn)上一個(gè)善良的女人,名叫馬麗·哈爾太太,收容了他們哥兒倆,視同己出。他們就在她家長大,受到很好的照顧。
然而兒童幼小的心靈是非常細(xì)嫩的器官。冷酷的開端會(huì)把他們的心靈扭曲成奇形怪狀。一顆受了傷害的兒童的心會(huì)萎縮成這樣:一輩子都像桃核一樣堅(jiān)硬,一樣布滿深溝。也可能,這樣的一顆心會(huì)潰爛脹腫,以至于體腔內(nèi)有這樣一顆心都是一種不幸,連最普通不過的事也會(huì)輕易使這個(gè)人煩惱、痛苦。后一種情況就發(fā)生在亨利·馬西的身上。他恰好是他哥哥的反面,是鎮(zhèn)上第一厚道、第一溫和的人。他把工資借給倒了霉的人花。早先,逢到星期六夜晚,人家去咖啡館玩樂,撇下孩子不管,他就主動(dòng)去給人家看孩子。不過他又是個(gè)愛害臊的人。從外表上就看得出他的心在腫脹、在受苦??墒邱R文·馬西呢,卻越來越無法無天、粗暴殘忍。他的心硬得像撒旦頭上的那只角。一直到他愛上愛密利亞小姐之前,他帶給他弟弟和撫養(yǎng)他的好大娘的,除了羞辱和麻煩,就再也沒有別的了。
可是愛情徹底改變了馬文·馬西的性格。他傾慕愛密利亞小姐足足兩年,卻從不去表白。他常常站在她店鋪門口附近,便帽拿在手里,灰眼睛里流露出溫順、渴念和恍恍惚惚的神情。他的行為也徹底改好了。他對(duì)養(yǎng)母十分孝順,對(duì)弟弟十分友愛。他把工錢攢了起來,學(xué)會(huì)了過日子。他甚至還伸出手去希望得到上帝的垂憐。星期天,再不見他躺倒在前廊地上,成天不是唱就是撥弄吉他。他上教堂去做禮拜,參加所有的宗教集會(huì)。他還學(xué)習(xí)好的禮貌:他訓(xùn)練自己見到婦女要站起來讓座,他不再罵娘、打架、亂用上帝的名義詛咒。兩年里,他通過了考驗(yàn),在各個(gè)方面都改善了自己的品性。在兩年終了時(shí),一天晚上,他去見愛密利亞小姐,帶了一束沼澤里采來的花、一口袋香腸和一只銀戒指——那天晚上,馬文·馬西向她表白了自己的愛情。
而愛密利亞小姐也真的嫁給了他。事后,每一個(gè)人都感到莫名其妙。有人說,這是因?yàn)樗霌埔恍┙Y(jié)婚禮物。也有人認(rèn)為這是愛密利亞小姐在奇霍的那位姑奶奶沒完沒了嘮叨的結(jié)果,那是個(gè)不饒人的老太太??傊痪湓?,她跨著大步走下教堂的過道,身上穿著她亡母的新娘禮服——一件黃緞子的長裙,穿在她身上至少短十二英寸。那是一個(gè)冬日的下午,明亮的陽光穿過教堂紅寶石色的玻璃窗,給圣壇前這對(duì)新人投上一種奇異的光彩。牧師念婚禮祝福詞時(shí),愛密利亞小姐老是做一個(gè)奇怪的動(dòng)作——用右掌心蹭她的緞子禮服的邊緣。原來她是想摸她的工褲兜呢,因?yàn)槊恢樕暇惋@出了不耐煩、不喜歡和不高興的神情。等牧師的祝福詞說完,祈禱文也念畢,愛密利亞小姐便急急忙忙沖出教堂,連丈夫的手臂也沒挽,領(lǐng)先少說也有兩步。
教堂到店鋪沒幾步路,因此新娘新郎是步行回家的。據(jù)說,在路上,愛密利亞小姐就談起她打算與一個(gè)農(nóng)民做的一車引火劈柴的買賣。老實(shí)說,她對(duì)待新郎和對(duì)待進(jìn)店來買一品脫酒的顧客根本沒什么區(qū)別。不過到這時(shí)為止,一切還算是正常的;整個(gè)小鎮(zhèn)都感到高興,人們看到愛情在馬文·馬西身上起了作用,也盼望他的新娘因此而有所轉(zhuǎn)變。至少,他們指望這場(chǎng)婚事能讓愛密利亞小姐的脾氣變和順一些,讓她像一般婚后的少婦那樣,長得豐腴一些,而且最終成為一個(gè)靠得住的婦人。
他們錯(cuò)了。據(jù)那天晚上扒在窗子上偷看的那些小男孩說,事情的真實(shí)過程是這樣的:
新娘和新郎吃了一頓豐盛的晚餐,這是愛密利亞小姐的黑人廚子杰夫給準(zhǔn)備的。新娘每一道菜都添了一回,而新郎僅僅像小鳥似的啄了幾口。接著新娘就去處理她每天要干的日?,嵤隆磮?bào),繼續(xù)盤點(diǎn)存貨等等。新郎在樓梯口轉(zhuǎn)來轉(zhuǎn)去,臉上顯出心旌搖蕩、癡癡呆呆與喜氣洋洋的模樣,但誰也沒管他。到了十一點(diǎn)鐘,新娘拿起一盞燈上樓了。新郎緊跟在后面。到這時(shí)為止,一切都還是正常的,可是以后的事,便有瀆神明了。
不到半小時(shí),愛密利亞小姐穿了馬褲和一件卡其夾克,步子沉甸甸地走下樓來。她臉色發(fā)暗,因此看上去很黑。她砰地關(guān)上廚房門,惡狠狠地踢了一下。接著,她控制住自己,她通了通火,坐了下來,把腳擱在爐架上。她讀《農(nóng)民年鑒》,喝咖啡,用她父親的煙斗抽了一袋煙。她面部表情嚴(yán)厲、冷峻,臉色倒是一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)褪回到正常狀態(tài)了。有時(shí)她停下來,把年鑒上的某項(xiàng)小知識(shí)草草地抄到一張紙上。快天亮?xí)r,她進(jìn)入她的辦公室,取下打字機(jī)的套子,這打字機(jī)她剛買不久,正在學(xué)怎樣使用。整個(gè)新婚之夜,她就是這樣度過的。天亮以后,她仿佛什么事也沒發(fā)生似的,到后院去干木匠活了。她做的是一只兔籠,這活兒她上星期開的頭,打算做好后賣給別人。
一個(gè)新郎無法把自己心愛的新娘帶上床,這件事又讓全鎮(zhèn)都知道了,其處境之尷尬、苦惱可想而知。那天馬文·馬西下樓來時(shí),身上還穿著結(jié)婚的漂亮衣服,臉上卻是愁云密布。天知道他這一夜是怎么過來的。他在后院轉(zhuǎn)來轉(zhuǎn)去,瞅著愛密利亞小姐,卻總與她保持一段距離??焐挝鐣r(shí),他產(chǎn)生了一個(gè)念頭,便動(dòng)身往社會(huì)城的方向走去。他買回來一些禮物——一只蛋白石戒指、一瓶當(dāng)時(shí)流行牌子的粉紅色指甲油、一只銀手鐲,上面有心心相印的圖樣,另外還有一盒要值兩塊五毛的糖果。愛密利亞小姐把這些精美的禮物打量了一番,拆開了糖果盒,因?yàn)樗I了。其他的禮物,她精明地在心中給它們估了估價(jià),接著便放到柜臺(tái)上去準(zhǔn)備出售了。這天晚上也和前一天晚上一樣,唯一不同的是愛密利亞小姐把她的羽毛褥子搬了下來,在廚房灶上搭了個(gè)鋪,她睡得還算香。
事情就這樣一連持續(xù)了三天。愛密利亞小姐像平時(shí)一樣照料她的買賣,對(duì)離這兒十英里的一條公路上要修一道橋這個(gè)謠傳很感興趣。馬文·馬西還是出出進(jìn)進(jìn)地跟在她后面,從他臉上也可以清清楚楚地看出來他是在受罪。到了第四天,他干出了一件愚不可及的事:他到奇霍去請(qǐng)了一位律師回來。接著在愛密利亞小姐的辦公室里,他簽署了一份文件,把自己全部財(cái)產(chǎn)轉(zhuǎn)讓給她——這里指的是一塊十英畝大小的樹林地,是他用攢下來的錢購置的。她繃著臉把文件研究了好半天,想弄清這里面會(huì)不會(huì)有什么鬼,接著便一本正經(jīng)地放進(jìn)寫字桌抽屜里歸檔。那天下午,太陽還老高,馬文·馬西便獨(dú)自帶了一夸脫威士忌到沼澤地去了。快天黑時(shí)他醉醺醺地回來了,他眼睛濕漉漉,睜得老大,他走到愛密利亞小姐跟前,把手搭在她肩膀上。他正想說什么,還沒開口,臉上就挨了她揮過來的一拳,勢(shì)頭好猛,使他一仰脖撞在墻上,一顆門牙當(dāng)時(shí)就斷了。
接下去的情形只能粗線條地勾勒一下了。打開了頭,愛密利亞小姐只要她男人來到她手夠得到的地方,只要看到他喝醉,二話不說就揍。最后她終于把他攆出了家門,他只得在眾人面前丟臉出丑了。白天他總是在愛密利亞小姐地界以外盤桓,有時(shí)他板著一張瘋瘋癲癲的臉,拿著他那支步槍,坐在那里一面擦槍,一面呆呆地盯住愛密利亞小姐。如果愛密利亞小姐心里害怕,她也沒有顯露出來。可是她的神情更嚴(yán)峻了,過上一陣,她便往地上啐口唾沫。他干的最后一件傻事是一天晚上從她店面的窗子里爬進(jìn)去,在黑暗處坐著,什么目的也沒有,一直坐到翌日早晨她下樓來。為這件事,愛密利亞小姐立即動(dòng)身上奇霍的法庭去,一心以為能告他一個(gè)“非法入侵”的罪,把他弄進(jìn)監(jiān)獄。馬文·馬西那天離開了小鎮(zhèn),沒人見他離去,也不知道他去哪兒了。走的時(shí)候,他從愛密利亞小姐的門底下塞進(jìn)去一封信,這是一封奇怪的長信,一半用鉛筆另一半用鋼筆寫成。這是封熱情洋溢的情書,但里面也含有威脅。他發(fā)誓在這一生里一定要向她施加報(bào)復(fù)。他的婚姻生活一共持續(xù)了十天。全鎮(zhèn)的人都感到特別滿意,在看到某人被一種邪惡、可怕的力量摧毀時(shí),人們常常會(huì)產(chǎn)生這樣的感情。
馬文·馬西的一切財(cái)產(chǎn)都落到了愛密利亞小姐手里——他的林地、他的金表、他所擁有的一切??墒撬孟癫⒉辉趺纯粗厮鼈?。那年冬天,她把他的三K黨的長袍剪開來蓋她的煙草苗。其實(shí),馬文·馬西所做的一切僅僅是使她更富裕,使她得到愛情??墒?,奇怪的是,她一提起他就咬牙切齒。她講起他時(shí)從來不用他的名字,而總是嘲諷地說“跟我結(jié)婚的那個(gè)維修工”。
后來,當(dāng)有關(guān)馬文·馬西的駭人聽聞的故事傳回到小鎮(zhèn)上來時(shí),愛密利亞小姐高興極了。因?yàn)橐坏[脫了愛情的羈絆,馬文·馬西真正的性格終于顯露出來了。他成為一個(gè)罪犯,他的相片和名字登在州里所有的報(bào)上。他搶過三家加油站,用一支鋸短了槍管的槍搶劫了社會(huì)城的大西洋太平洋公司[2]。人們還懷疑是他殺死了大名鼎鼎的攔劫犯瞇眼山姆。所有這些案子都與馬文·馬西的名字有關(guān),因此他成了聞名數(shù)縣的大惡棍。最后,他還是被依法捕獲。那一天他喝醉了酒,躺在一家旅舍的地板上,吉他扔在一邊,右腳的鞋子里有五十七塊錢。他受審,被判了罪,關(guān)押在亞特蘭大附近的一所監(jiān)獄里。這使愛密利亞小姐感到心滿意足。
啊,所有這一切都發(fā)生在很久以前,這就是愛密利亞小姐結(jié)婚的故事。為了這件怪事,鎮(zhèn)上的人樂了好一陣子。雖然這次戀愛表面上的情況是又可悲又可笑的,但你必須記住,真正的故事發(fā)生在戀愛者本人的靈魂里。因此,對(duì)于這一次或是別的所有的戀愛,除卻上帝之外,還有誰能當(dāng)最高的審判者呢?就在咖啡館開張的那天晚上,有幾個(gè)人突然想起了蹲在遠(yuǎn)方陰暗的大牢里的那位潦倒的新郎。在以后的歲月里,馬文·馬西也并沒有被鎮(zhèn)上的人完全忘記。人們只是當(dāng)著愛密利亞小姐和小羅鍋的面從來不提他的名字而已??墒菍?duì)他那次熱戀和他的罪行的記憶,對(duì)他在監(jiān)獄的牢房里情況的思念,總像是一個(gè)令人不安的陪音,隱藏在愛密利亞小姐愉快的戀愛和咖啡館歡樂的氣氛底下。因此請(qǐng)讀者別忘了這位馬文·馬西,因?yàn)樗麑⒃谝院笠l(fā)生的故事里扮演一個(gè)可怕的角色。
在商店變成咖啡館以后的四年中,樓上的房間沒有什么變化。屋子的這一部分還和愛密利亞小姐出生時(shí)一樣,也和她父親在世時(shí)一樣,而且很可能與她爺爺那會(huì)兒一樣。前面說過,樓上三間房間一塵不染,連最小的物件也有其固定的位置。每天早晨,愛密利亞小姐的用人杰夫把每件東西都撣去灰塵,擦干凈。前房是屬于李蒙表哥的——馬文·馬西獲準(zhǔn)在店里度過幾個(gè)夜晚時(shí)住的就是這個(gè)房間,不過再早,這是愛密利亞小姐父親的房間。房間里有一個(gè)大衣柜,一個(gè)帶鏡子的小衣柜,上面鋪著一塊漿得很硬的有花邊的臺(tái)布,還有一張大理石面的桌子。那張床碩大無朋,是有四根黑檀木雕花柱子的老式床。床上有兩條羽毛褥子,有長墊枕,還有一些手工編織的小裝飾。床很高,床邊有個(gè)兩級(jí)的木梯——以前誰也不用,可是李蒙表哥每天晚上把它拉出來,很莊嚴(yán)地拾級(jí)而上。除了木梯,還有一只畫著些粉紅玫瑰的瓷夜壺,為了雅觀起見,給推在看不見的角落里。光溜溜的暗色地板上沒有鋪地毯,窗簾是一種什么白布料做的,四緣也飾有花邊。
客廳的另一頭是愛密利亞小姐的臥室,房間更小些,非常樸素。床比較窄,是松木的。有一個(gè)帶鏡子的小衣柜,里面放她的馬褲、襯衫和禮拜天穿的出客衣服,她在壁柜里釘了兩只釘子,好掛她的大雨靴。窗簾、地毯、各種裝飾品一概沒有。
當(dāng)中那個(gè)大房間,也就是客廳,倒是頗為講究。壁爐前放著一張?zhí)茨镜纳嘲l(fā),沙發(fā)上蒙的綠綢子已經(jīng)磨白。幾張大理石面的桌子,兩架“勝家”牌縫紉機(jī),一只大花盆,種的是蒲葦——一切都挺有氣派,挺排場(chǎng)。客廳里最重要的家具是一個(gè)玻璃門的大柜,里面放了不少珍貴的紀(jì)念品和古玩。愛密利亞小姐給這份庋藏增添了兩件寶貝——一件是從一棵水橡樹上收下來的一顆大橡實(shí);另一件是只絲絨盒子,里面放著兩粒灰色的小石子。有時(shí)候,愛密利亞小姐沒事可干了,便取出絲絨盒,站到窗前去,把石子倒在掌心,仔細(xì)端詳,表情顯得既著迷又崇敬,也有幾分畏懼。這是愛密利亞小姐自己的兩顆腎結(jié)石,幾年前在奇霍由一位大夫給她取出來的。這次手術(shù)從開頭到結(jié)尾都是次可怕的經(jīng)歷,她唯一的收獲便是這兩顆小石子;她當(dāng)然要極端重視這兩顆石子,否則這筆買賣就顯得更吃虧了。因此她保存著它們,在李蒙表哥來她這兒住的第二年,她把它們作為飾物鑲嵌在一條表鏈上,然后把表鏈送給了李蒙。她增添的另一件收藏,那顆大橡實(shí),更是為她珍惜——可是每逢她瞅著橡實(shí)時(shí),臉容總是愁苦、困惑的。
“愛密利亞,這種東西有什么意義嗎?”李蒙表哥問她。
“哦,這不過是一顆橡實(shí),”她回答道,“是我在大爸爸死的那天下午撿的?!?/p>
“這說明什么?”李蒙表哥緊盯著不放。
“我是說,這只不過是那天我在地上發(fā)現(xiàn)的一顆橡實(shí)。我把它撿起來就放進(jìn)口袋了??墒俏乙膊恢罏榈氖鞘裁??!?/p>
“收藏的原因也夠怪的?!崩蠲杀砀缯f。
愛密利亞小姐和李蒙表哥在樓上房間里話可談得不少,這往往發(fā)生在剛過半夜、小羅鍋睡不著的時(shí)候。一般地說,愛密利亞小姐是個(gè)沉默寡言的女人,從不因?yàn)轭^腦里閃過什么念頭,就讓舌頭撒野胡說一通??墒菍?duì)有些話題,她是興趣很濃的。這些話題有一個(gè)共同之處——都是沒頭沒尾的。她喜歡空想一些思索了幾十年仍然無法解決的問題。李蒙表哥呢,恰恰相反,不管什么題目都愛扯上一大通,因?yàn)樗莻€(gè)喋喋不休的人。他們倆談話的方式也截然不同。愛密利亞小姐總是用低沉、深思的聲音,不著邊際、空泛地談一個(gè)問題,像車轱轆似的轉(zhuǎn)過來轉(zhuǎn)過去;而李蒙表哥總是突然打斷她,就一個(gè)細(xì)節(jié)滔滔不絕地講起來,這問題縱然不重要,至少很具體,是與日常生活有關(guān)的現(xiàn)實(shí)問題。愛密利亞小姐愛說的題目有:星星、黑人為什么黑、治癌的最好辦法如此等等。她的父親也是她喜愛的一個(gè)談個(gè)沒完的話題。
“唉,洛[3],”她對(duì)李蒙說,“那些日子我很貪睡。我常常燈都不滅就爬上床去睡了……噢,我睡得昏昏沉沉,仿佛是泡在暖洋洋的車軸油里。接著天亮了,大爸爸走進(jìn)來把手按在我的肩膀上?!研蜒?,小妞。’他說。再過一會(huì)兒等爐子熱了,他就在廚房里對(duì)著樓上叫嚷?!驼ㄓ衩罪?,’他這樣嚷道,‘帶汁的白肉。還有火腿和蛋?!谑俏揖蜎_下樓去在熱爐子跟前穿衣服。他呢,走到外面,在水泵那里洗臉。這以后我們一起上釀酒廠去,也許是……”
“今兒早上咱們吃的油炸玉米餅太糟糕了,”李蒙插進(jìn)來說,“火太沖,里面都是生的?!?/p>
“那些天,等大爸爸把酒放光……”這樣的談話會(huì)無休止地進(jìn)行下去。愛密利亞小姐總是把她那雙長腿伸直了支在壁爐跟前,不管是冬是夏,爐架上總有火在燃燒,因?yàn)槔蠲墒莻€(gè)怯寒的人。他坐在她對(duì)面的一張矮椅子上,他的腳幾乎碰不到地,上身往往裹在一條毯子或是那條綠羊毛披巾里。除了李蒙表哥之外,愛密利亞小姐對(duì)任何人也從來不提她的父親。
這是她向他表示愛的一種方式。在最細(xì)微和最重大的問題上,他都受到她的信任。只有他一個(gè)人知道她的藏酒圖保存在哪兒,從那張圖上可以看出哪些威士忌埋在附近什么地方。只有他一個(gè)人有辦法取到她的銀行存款和她放古董的那口柜子的鑰匙。他可以隨便從現(xiàn)金柜里取錢,大把大把地拿,對(duì)于錢幣在他口袋里發(fā)出的清脆的叮當(dāng)聲,他是很欣賞的。愛密利亞的一切產(chǎn)業(yè)也等于是他的,因?yàn)橹灰徊桓吲d,愛密利亞小姐就慌了神,到處去找禮物來送給他,以致到現(xiàn)在,手邊已經(jīng)沒剩下什么可以給他的東西了。她唯一不愿與李蒙表哥共享的生活經(jīng)歷就是對(duì)那十天婚姻生活的回憶。馬文·馬西是他們從來沒有談?wù)撨^的唯一話題。
歲月緩緩流逝,那是李蒙表哥來到鎮(zhèn)上六年后的一個(gè)星期六的黃昏。時(shí)間是八月,整整一天,天空像一片火似的在鎮(zhèn)子上空燃燒。到這時(shí),綠陰陰的薄暮時(shí)分臨近,人們似乎松了口氣。街上那層金色的干塵土足足有一英寸厚,小小孩半裸著身子跑來跑去,過不了一會(huì)兒就要打個(gè)噴嚏。他們渾身是汗,脾氣暴躁。紡織廠中午就停工了。大街西邊,屋子里的人都出來坐在自己房前的臺(tái)階上,女人手里的棕櫚葉扇子揮個(gè)不停。愛密利亞小姐屋前有塊招牌,上面寫著“咖啡館”三個(gè)字。店后的走廊上,花格的廊檐投下了斑駁的陰影,比較涼快,李蒙表哥坐在那兒搖冰淇淋——他常常把冰與鹽起出來,把攪拌器取出來舔一舔,看看好了沒有。杰夫在廚房里做飯。這天一清早,愛密利亞小姐在前廊上貼出一張廣告:“今晚新添雞飯——每客兩角?!笨Х瑞^已經(jīng)開始營業(yè),愛密利亞小姐在她的辦公室里也干完了一些活。八張桌子都坐滿了人,機(jī)器鋼琴叮叮咚咚響得挺歡。
門邊角落里的一張桌子上,亨利·馬西和一個(gè)孩子坐在一起。他在喝一杯酒,這對(duì)他來說是件不尋常的事,因?yàn)樗苋菀鬃?,一喝醉不是哭就是唱歌。他臉色非常蒼白,左眼神經(jīng)質(zhì)地不斷抽搐,他一激動(dòng)總是這樣。他是溜著邊兒悄沒聲地進(jìn)入咖啡館的,人家跟他打招呼他也不吭聲。坐在他旁邊的孩子是霍雷司·威爾斯家的,早上就送來了,讓愛密利亞小姐給治病。
愛密利亞小姐從辦公室出來,興致很高。她到廚房里去料理了幾件瑣事,又回到咖啡館,手里捏著一只熟的雞屁股,這是她最愛吃的東西。她環(huán)視一下房間,看看大致沒什么問題,便走到角落里亨利·馬西的桌子跟前。她把椅子轉(zhuǎn)過來,劈開腿跨坐在椅背前,她還不打算吃晚飯,光想和大伙兒隨便聊聊,打個(gè)招呼。她工褲后兜里有一瓶“萬金酒”——這是用威士忌、冰糖和一種秘傳的藥料配制成的藥酒。愛密利亞小姐把瓶塞擰下來,把瓶口對(duì)著孩子的嘴。然后她轉(zhuǎn)過臉去看看亨利·馬西,看到他左眼在不安地跳動(dòng),便問:
“你這是怎么啦?”
亨利·馬西像是馬上要說一件很難啟口的事似的,可是對(duì)著愛密利亞小姐的眼睛看了一陣之后,他咽了幾口唾沫,沒有吭聲。
于是愛密利亞小姐便轉(zhuǎn)過頭去看她的病人。那孩子只有一張臉露出在桌面上。他滿臉通紅,眼瞼一半耷拉著,嘴巴只張開一半。他腿上長了個(gè)又硬又腫的癤子,人家把他帶來讓愛密利亞小姐做手術(shù)。愛密利亞小姐對(duì)待孩子有自己的一套辦法;她不喜歡看到他們受罪、掙扎、擔(dān)驚害怕。因此她讓孩子在她那里待一整天,過一會(huì)兒就讓他嚼點(diǎn)甘草,喝一口“萬金酒”。天快黑時(shí),她在他脖子上圍一條餐巾,讓他喝足吃飽。現(xiàn)在,他坐在桌子邊上,腦袋慢慢地從一邊晃到另一邊,有時(shí),在他出大氣的時(shí)候,還可以聽到他有氣無力的哼哼聲。
咖啡館里有些騷動(dòng),愛密利亞小姐迅速地轉(zhuǎn)過臉來。李蒙表哥進(jìn)來了。那羅鍋跟每天晚上一樣,高視闊步地走進(jìn)咖啡館。當(dāng)他走到房間正中心時(shí),他突然收住腳步,機(jī)靈地四處望望,把來的人的情況在心里掂上一掂,當(dāng)即做出決定,這天晚上要表現(xiàn)出什么樣的情緒。這羅鍋是個(gè)挑撥離間的能手。他喜歡看人家吵架,不用開口講一句話,就能奇跡般地讓人們對(duì)打起來。就是因?yàn)樗且粚?duì)姓芮內(nèi)的孿生兄弟兩年前為一把小折刀吵翻了,從此以后兩人沒說過一句話。那回呂伯·威爾邦與羅伯特·卡爾弗·哈爾大打出手,他在場(chǎng);他也列席了他來到鎮(zhèn)上后這件事引起的一系列毆斗。他到處嗅嗅,每一個(gè)人的隱私他都一清二楚。一天二十四小時(shí),只要沒在睡覺他就要管閑事。可是說來奇怪,盡管如此,咖啡館之所以生意興隆,還全虧小羅鍋。只要他在場(chǎng),氣氛就活躍了。當(dāng)他走進(jìn)房間時(shí),人們?cè)趧x那間總有一種緊張的感覺,因?yàn)橛羞@位愛管閑事的家伙在場(chǎng),你可說不準(zhǔn)什么命運(yùn)會(huì)落到你頭上來,也說不準(zhǔn)房間里會(huì)突然出什么事。人們?cè)绞歉械角懊婵赡苡惺裁磥y子和禍?zhǔn)屡R頭,就越是放縱自己及時(shí)行樂。因此當(dāng)小羅鍋?zhàn)哌M(jìn)房間時(shí),每一個(gè)人都扭過頭來瞅瞅他,隨即到處響起了聊天聲和擰瓶塞的聲音。
李蒙向胖墩麥克非爾招了招手,他是和梅里·芮恩與“鬈毛”亨利·福特坐在一起的?!拔医駜簜€(gè)走到臭水湖去釣魚,”他說,“半路上我抬起腳來要跨過一樣?xùn)|西,我起先還以為那是棵倒在地上的大樹??墒俏艺纾鋈粍?dòng)彈了。我再仔細(xì)瞧瞧,原來腳底下是一條大鱷魚,有前門到廚房那么長,身子比豬還要粗。”
那羅鍋嘰里呱啦地講下去。每一個(gè)人過一陣便向他這邊瞅瞅。有的人留神聽他的絮聒,有的人根本不理他。有時(shí)候他說了半天,沒有一個(gè)字是真的。他今天晚上說的也都是吹牛和大話。其實(shí)整整一天他都躺在床上,因?yàn)樘鞜幔谋馓殷w化膿,快黃昏時(shí)才起來搖冰淇淋。這件事誰都知道。可他還是站在咖啡館當(dāng)中,口若懸河,滔滔不絕。那些大話不知道的人聽了頭皮都會(huì)發(fā)麻。
愛密利亞小姐瞧著他,雙手插在褲兜里,腦袋側(cè)向一邊。她那雙古怪的灰眼睛里自有一種柔情,她兀自在微笑呢。她有時(shí)也把眼光從羅鍋那里挪開,瞧瞧咖啡館里其他的人——那時(shí)候她的目光是驕傲的,里面包含著一絲威脅的意味,仿佛誰想讓羅鍋為自己的愚蠢行為承擔(dān)責(zé)任,她就要跟誰玩命。杰夫正把已經(jīng)盛在盆子里的晚飯端出來,咖啡館新安的電風(fēng)扇吹出了一股股愜意的涼風(fēng)。
“小家伙睡著了?!焙嗬ゑR西終于開口了。
愛密利亞小姐低下頭去看看她身邊的病人,使自己臉色平靜下來以應(yīng)付這次手術(shù)。孩子的腮幫子貼在桌沿上,嘴角里冒出來一絲不知是口水還是萬金酒。他雙目緊閉,眼角上安詳?shù)卮負(fù)碇蝗盒∧佅x。愛密利亞小姐把手按在他腦袋上,使勁搖了幾下,可是病人沒有醒。于是愛密利亞小姐就把孩子從桌子邊上抱起來,留神不去碰他腳上疼痛的地方,進(jìn)了辦公室。亨利·馬西跟著她,他們關(guān)上了辦公室的門。
李蒙表哥那天晚上感到很無聊。沒發(fā)生什么有意思的事,盡管天熱,咖啡館里顧客的脾氣都很好?!镑苊焙嗬じL睾突衾姿尽ね査棺诋?dāng)中一張桌子邊上,彼此摟著肩膀,為了一個(gè)冗長的笑話癡笑個(gè)沒完——可是他走過去也仍然聽不出個(gè)所以然來,因?yàn)榍邦^他沒有聽到。月光把那條滿是塵土的路照得很亮,那些矮矮的桃樹紋絲不動(dòng),顯得黑黝黝的,一點(diǎn)風(fēng)也沒有。沼澤里飛出來的蚊群發(fā)出催人欲眠的嗡嗡聲,宛似寂靜的夜晚的回聲。整個(gè)鎮(zhèn)上一片烏黑,只有右邊路的盡頭有一點(diǎn)燈火在閃爍搖曳。黑暗中不知哪兒有個(gè)女人用挺野的高音在唱一支小調(diào),沒頭沒尾,攏共三個(gè)音,翻過來覆過去唱個(gè)沒完。羅鍋站在前廊上,靠著一根柱子,眺望著空空蕩蕩的路,仿佛在等待誰的到來。
他背后響起了腳步聲,接著是說話聲:“李蒙表哥,你的晚飯?jiān)谧雷由蠝?zhǔn)備好了?!?/p>
“我今晚胃口不好,”那羅鍋說,“我嘴巴里發(fā)酸?!彼徽於荚诔员菬熀欣锏奶鹗?。
“稍微吃幾口也好嘛,”愛密利亞小姐說,“就吃胸脯肉、肝和心好了?!?/p>
他們一起回到明亮的咖啡館里,坐到亨利·馬西所在的那張桌子上。他們那張桌子是咖啡館里最大的,桌上一只可口可樂瓶子里插著一束沼澤地里長的百合花。愛密利亞小姐治完病,心里很痛快。從關(guān)著的辦公室門后只傳出來幾聲瞌睡懵懂的嗚咽,還不等病人醒來擔(dān)驚害怕,手術(shù)都已經(jīng)做完了。孩子這會(huì)兒趴在他爸爸的肩膀上,睡得很沉,小胳膊松松地垂在父親的背上,噴著氣的小臉蛋紅紅的……他們正要離開咖啡館回家去。
亨利·馬西仍然沒有作聲。他吃東西時(shí)很小心謹(jǐn)慎,咽食物時(shí)不發(fā)出一點(diǎn)聲音,貪食的程度還不及李蒙表哥的三分之一,后者口口聲聲說胃口不好,卻一次次把盆子里添加的菜都吃光。亨利·馬西常常抬眼瞧瞧桌子對(duì)面的愛密利亞小姐,卻仍然保持著緘默。
這是一個(gè)標(biāo)準(zhǔn)的星期六夜晚。從鄉(xiāng)下來了一對(duì)老夫妻,手拉著手在門口躊躇了一會(huì)兒,最后還是決定進(jìn)來。老兩口共同生活了那么久,以至于都像孿生兄妹一樣相像了。他們皮膚棕黑,佝僂干癟,仿佛是兩顆花生,不像的地方是他們還能走動(dòng)。他們很早就走了,到半夜時(shí)分,大多數(shù)顧客都離開了。羅塞·克萊恩與梅里·芮恩還在下棋,胖墩麥克非爾坐在桌邊,一只酒瓶放在桌子上(若是在家里,他老婆是不容許他這樣放肆的),在心平氣和地自言自語。亨利·馬西還沒有走,這是很不尋常的,因?yàn)橥K煲缓诰鸵洗?。愛密利亞小姐呵欠連連,可是李蒙表哥的精神還很亢奮,因此她沒有建議關(guān)門安歇。
最后,一點(diǎn)鐘的時(shí)候,亨利·馬西抬頭看了看天花板的一角,不動(dòng)聲色地對(duì)愛密利亞小姐說:“我今天收到了一封信?!?/p>
愛密利亞這樣的人是不會(huì)因?yàn)檫@點(diǎn)小事大吃一驚的,因?yàn)樗?jīng)常收到各種各樣的商業(yè)函件和商品目錄。
“這封信是我哥哥寫來的?!焙嗬ゑR西說。
羅鍋正在咖啡館里高視闊步地走來走去,兩只手對(duì)握著擱在腦后。這時(shí)他突然停住了腳步。對(duì)于一個(gè)集體的氣氛的任何變化,他都是非常敏感的。他環(huán)視了房間里的每一張臉,在等待著。
愛密利亞皺起眉頭,握緊了她的右拳?!爸x謝你來告訴我?!彼f。
“他獲準(zhǔn)了假釋。他從監(jiān)獄里出來了?!?/p>
愛密利亞小姐的臉變得非常陰郁,她打了個(gè)寒戰(zhàn),雖然天氣很熱。胖墩麥克非爾和梅里·芮恩推開了棋盤??Х瑞^里鴉雀無聲。
“誰?”李蒙表哥問道。他那雙蒼白的大耳朵在腦袋上仿佛又長了一些出來,而且變硬了?!笆裁词??”
愛密利亞小姐拍了拍桌子,“馬文·馬西是個(gè)……”她嗓音變嘶啞了,過了好一陣才說得出話,“他應(yīng)該一輩子都蹲在監(jiān)獄里?!?/p>
“他干了什么啦?”李蒙表哥問。
長長的一陣沉默,因?yàn)檎l也不清楚該怎么回答?!八麚屵^三個(gè)加油站?!迸侄整溈朔菭栒f道。可是他的回答聽起來并不完全,他似乎還隱瞞了什么重大的罪行。
小羅鍋不耐煩了。他不能容忍有什么事背著他發(fā)生,哪怕是一場(chǎng)大災(zāi)難。馬文·馬西這名字他從來沒聽說過,但對(duì)他來說有吸引力。但凡別人提到誰都清楚唯獨(dú)他不清楚的事,他心癢難熬,都想知曉——例如,他來之前拆掉的那座鋸木廠啦,莫里斯·范恩斯坦那個(gè)苦命人啦,或是任何一件在他還沒來時(shí)發(fā)生的事情。除了這種天生的好奇心之外,羅鍋還對(duì)形形色色的搶劫案和犯罪行為懷有極大的興趣。他一面繞著桌子走來走去,一面翻來覆去地念叨著“假釋”“監(jiān)獄”這些詞兒。不過盡管他逼著追問,還是什么也沒打聽出來,誰也不敢在咖啡館里當(dāng)著愛密利亞小姐的面講馬文·馬西的事。
“信里話不多,”亨利·馬西說,“他沒說他打算上哪兒?!?/p>
“哼!”愛密利亞小姐說,她的臉仍然非常嚴(yán)峻,非常陰郁,“他那只臭蹄子可別打算踩進(jìn)我的地界。”
她把椅子往后推推,準(zhǔn)備關(guān)店門。也許是腦子里出現(xiàn)馬文·馬西使她擔(dān)了點(diǎn)心事吧,她把現(xiàn)金出納機(jī)搬進(jìn)了廚房,放在一個(gè)安妥的地方。亨利·馬西順著黑漆漆的路走了。可是“鬈毛”亨利·福特和梅里·芮恩還在前廊上逗留了一會(huì)兒。后來梅里·芮恩硬說自己那天晚上就有一個(gè)幻覺,預(yù)見了以后要發(fā)生的事。可是鎮(zhèn)上的人誰也不理他,因?yàn)檫@人老是說這一套的話。愛密利亞小姐與李蒙表哥在客廳里說了一陣子話。最后,小羅鍋覺得自己困了,她就替他把蚊帳放下來,等他做完祈禱。這以后,她穿上長睡袍,抽了兩袋煙,過了好久以后才總算睡著。
那年秋天是段歡樂的時(shí)光。周圍農(nóng)村收成很好。在叉瀑的市場(chǎng)上,那一年煙草的價(jià)格一直是堅(jiān)挺的。經(jīng)過長長炎夏,最初那幾天涼快的日子更加使人神清氣爽。那條塵土飛揚(yáng)的路,路邊上長滿了金黃色的菊花,甘蔗熟了,透出了紫紅色。每天客車從奇霍開來,都帶走幾個(gè)小孩到公立學(xué)校去受教育。男孩子在松林里獵狐貍,洗衣繩上晾滿了冬季的被褥,地上鋪滿土豆,還蓋上了干草,準(zhǔn)備抵御日后的嚴(yán)寒。暮色蒼茫時(shí),煙囪里升起了裊裊的炊煙,月亮在秋季的天空中顯得渾圓、橘黃。秋天頭幾個(gè)寒冷的夜晚里,萬籟俱寂,仿佛再也不能更寂靜了。有時(shí),到了深夜,只要沒有風(fēng),連穿過社會(huì)城北去的火車的又尖又細(xì)的汽笛聲,鎮(zhèn)上都能聽見。
對(duì)愛密利亞小姐來說,這正是她的大忙季節(jié)。她從天蒙蒙亮一直忙活到太陽落山。她給自己的釀酒廠做了一只新的更加大的冷凝器,這里一個(gè)星期之內(nèi)流出來的酒就足以使全縣的人爛醉如泥。她的那頭老騾碾了那么多的高粱,都暈頭轉(zhuǎn)向了。她燙洗了廣口瓶,把桃醬儲(chǔ)存起來。她興致勃勃地等待著第一次霜凍,因?yàn)樗I了三頭大豬,打算做大批烤肉和大小香腸。
在這幾個(gè)星期里,人們都注意到愛密利亞小姐身上有一種新的特征。她常常笑,而且是
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