暮光之城?暮色 第68期:第五章 血型(21)

[00:00.00]As was my routine, I glanced first toward the Cullens' table. 如同例行公事一樣，我第一眼便向卡倫家的桌子看去。 [00:04.19]A shiver of panic trembled in my stomach as I realized it was empty. 當(dāng)我意識(shí)到它是空的時(shí)，一陣恐懼的顫抖在我的胃里翻騰著。 [00:08.27]With dwindling hope, my eyes scoured the rest of the cafeteria, hoping to find him alone, waiting for me. 帶著越來(lái)越渺茫的希望，我的眼睛搜索著自助餐廳的余下部分，希望能看見(jiàn)他獨(dú)自坐著，等著我。 [00:15.22]The place was nearly filled — Spanish had made us late — 到處都坐滿了人——西班牙語(yǔ)課讓我們來(lái)晚了—— [00:19.15]but there was no sign of Edward or any of his family. Desolation hit me with crippling strength. 卻沒(méi)有任何愛(ài)德華或者他的某個(gè)家人的影子。一種無(wú)力的荒涼感襲擊了我。 [00:25.23]I shambled along behind Jessica, not bothering to pretend to listen anymore. 我蹣跚著走在杰西卡后面，不再費(fèi)神假裝在聽(tīng)她說(shuō)話了。 [00:30.08]We were late enough that everyone was already at our table. 我們來(lái)得太晚了，我們桌子上的人幾乎都到齊了。 [00:33.89]I avoided the empty chair next to Mike in favor of one by Angela. 我避開(kāi)邁克旁邊的那張空椅子，更青睞安吉拉旁邊那張。 [00:37.72]I vaguely noticed that Mike held the chair out politely for Jessica, and that her face lit up in response. 我隱約留意到邁克彬彬有禮地為杰西卡拉開(kāi)椅子，她的臉立刻容光煥發(fā)。 [00:43.78]Angela asked a few quiet questions about the Macbeth paper, 安吉拉安靜地問(wèn)了幾個(gè)關(guān)于那篇《麥克白》的論文的問(wèn)題， [00:47.39]which I answered as naturally as I could while spiraling downward in misery. 我盡可能答得正常些，盡管此時(shí)我正盤旋著落入絕望的深淵。 [00:51.49]She, too, invited me to go with them tonight, and I agreed now, grasping at anything to distract myself. 她也邀請(qǐng)我今晚和她們一起去，而我立刻答應(yīng)了，想要抓住任何能讓我分心的事。 [00:57.81]I realized I'd been holding on to a last shred of hope when I entered Biology, 當(dāng)我走進(jìn)生物教室的時(shí)候，我意識(shí)到自己懷著最后一線希望。 [01:02.53]saw his empty seat, and felt a new wave of disappointment. 但在看到他空空的座位以后，新一輪的失望向我涌來(lái)。 [01:06.46]The rest of the day passed slowly, dismally. 這一天剩下的時(shí)間過(guò)得漫長(zhǎng)又沉默。 [01:10.10]In Gym, we had a lecture on the rules of badminton, the next torture they had lined up for me. 體育課上，我們要聽(tīng)羽毛球的規(guī)則講演，這是排著隊(duì)等著我的又一次煎熬。 [01:16.02]But at least it meant I got to sit and listen instead of stumbling around on the court. 但至少，這意味著我可以坐下來(lái)聽(tīng)課，而不是在庭院里到處被絆到。 [01:20.51]The best part was the coach didn't finish, so I got another day off tomorrow. 最好的部分是教練沒(méi)能講完，所以明天我又將逃過(guò)一劫。 [01:25.35]Never mind that the day after they would arm me with a racket before unleashing me on the rest of the class. 在我從余下的課里解放出來(lái)以前，我根本不去在乎后天他們就要讓我拿上球拍了。

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