CNN News:致敘利亞戰(zhàn)爭(zhēng)的一封信

In the nearly two years since Syria`s civil war started, more than 150,000 people have crossed that border, going to Lebanon to escape the fighting that has killed more than 60,000 people.

自敘利亞戰(zhàn)爭(zhēng)爆發(fā)兩年來(lái)已經(jīng)造成至少150,000人為躲避戰(zhàn)火逃進(jìn)黎巴嫩境內(nèi)。戰(zhàn)爭(zhēng)已造成至少60,000人死亡。

When you`re seeing news about Syria, you hear about the government forces, about the rebels. What about people your age? Teens who went from living their lives to living in the middle of a war? Kayana (ph) is 14. She lives in Lebanon now. She wrote something for a school project about how the war has changed her life. This is her story and her words.

當(dāng)所有人關(guān)心敘利亞戰(zhàn)爭(zhēng)局勢(shì)的時(shí)候都只會(huì)關(guān)注政府力量和叛軍勢(shì)力如何，有沒(méi)有人想過(guò)要切實(shí)關(guān)注一下跟咱們一樣處于同一時(shí)代的群體，和那些被迫逃往黎巴嫩求生的少年們?Kayana是一名14歲的敘利亞女孩，現(xiàn)在居住在黎巴嫩。她向有關(guān)教育部門(mén)寫(xiě)了一封信，信中文字令人心酸。

My name is Kayana (ph), and I`m 14 years old, and I`m from Aleppo, Syria. I used to think everything was perfect, like the fairy tales, and now like I don`t know any more. I don`t know how anything is, I don`t know how anything is going to turn out to be.

我叫Kayana，今年14歲，來(lái)自敘利亞阿勒波。過(guò)去我一度認(rèn)為世界像童話(huà)一樣美好，現(xiàn)在我對(duì)這個(gè)世界很陌生，已經(jīng)完全不是以前的樣子了。我不知道是什么造成了現(xiàn)在這個(gè)樣子，也不知道何時(shí)是痛苦的終點(diǎn)。

I miss the most how we would be like so care free, you know. We would love all the time, and like we were also happy, every one like the old and the young, everyone was like really happy. Like my school, my friends -- everything. I always dream that we are in school right now, and for me, that`s actually nightmare, because I want it so bad, but not like I know it might not happen again.

我特別懷念曾經(jīng)向往自由的世界，享受著每分每秒的幸福，每個(gè)人都洋溢著開(kāi)心的笑容，每個(gè)人都幸福滿(mǎn)溢。無(wú)論是我的同學(xué)還是朋友，所有一切都是美好的。我經(jīng)常夢(mèng)到我又回到了學(xué)校，但是對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)這終究只是一場(chǎng)夢(mèng)。

The bombing that happened close to my house was in the morning, and my sister was at basketball practice at school, and they could see like a lot of smoke and like bits of bodies were flying everywhere. And so when I woke up, my mom was really scared because my sister was there. But then she told me that everything was OK. And when I tried looking at the TV, she switched the channels. But I was able to see like everything -- like the dead bodies and everyone.

今天早晨在我家附近發(fā)生了一次爆炸，到處可以看到爆炸產(chǎn)生的煙霧和被炸飛的受傷群眾的肢體，當(dāng)時(shí)我姐姐就在學(xué)校練習(xí)籃球。我被爆炸聲驚醒的時(shí)候我看到媽媽非常害怕，因?yàn)槲医憬憔驮谀抢?，但卻對(duì)我說(shuō)一切都好，沒(méi)有危險(xiǎn)。當(dāng)我打開(kāi)電視準(zhǔn)備看新聞的時(shí)候，她卻給我換掉了頻道?？删退汴P(guān)掉電視我也能看到發(fā)生的一切，因?yàn)樗桶l(fā)生在我身邊。

Where I`ve been through changed me a lot, because it changed me in two ways. For example, when I used to complain about really silly things, I realize that there is like a much bigger world down there where people die and like people are killed. It also changed me in another way, because I always -- like I`m always angry right now at everyone, and like I`m not like happy the way I used to be.

在短短兩天里我所經(jīng)歷過(guò)的這些東西讓我一夜之間長(zhǎng)大成人。比如說(shuō)我之前特別愛(ài)抱怨發(fā)牢騷，后來(lái)發(fā)現(xiàn)我所生活的這個(gè)地方要比那些死掉的人們居住的地方好很多，因?yàn)槲疫€活著。還有一點(diǎn)就是，我之前特別愛(ài)朝別人發(fā)脾氣，好像特別不喜歡這種生活，現(xiàn)在意識(shí)到之前的生活是有多美好。

What makes me angry is how people are so selfish, and they are killing each other, like without considering how people are dying, and like -- the -- like the situation they`re putting their parents into (and their family. Now, everyone is crying everyday, and there is no electricity, there is no food. How people are like struggling just to survive now.

讓我最?lèi)阑鸬氖侨藗兪侨绱俗运剑麄兙谷换ハ鄽垰?，失去了人性。他們絲毫沒(méi)有考慮過(guò)殘殺的后果是什么，這種行為令自己的家人，朋友，所有人都處于水深火熱的戰(zhàn)火當(dāng)中，所有人都在痛哭，沒(méi)有食物，沒(méi)有電，沒(méi)有和平日子。他們?cè)趺催€能為了生存而相互斗爭(zhēng)呢?!

I don`t blame anyone specific, but I blame everyone that`s just holding a gun right now. Like for whatever reason they think they are doing it.

我不針對(duì)任何人，但是我所譴責(zé)的是所有拿槍的人，無(wú)論他們是以什么樣的理由拿起槍的。

The day my family decided to come to Lebanon, it was really hard for me. In the beginning, it was all a blur -

當(dāng)我家決定要搬到黎巴嫩的時(shí)候，那對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)簡(jiǎn)直是災(zāi)難。剛開(kāi)始的時(shí)候一片混亂。

I always try to hope and I look at other people how they have no food, no home, and I thank God for what I have.

一直有個(gè)問(wèn)題困擾著我，我也特別希望自己能得到答案，這里沒(méi)有食物，沒(méi)有家，但人們?yōu)槭裁催€要向上帝禱告說(shuō)感謝上帝賜予的一切?

My mom goes back and forth to help the refugees and she like donates a lot of food and our old toys, and our old clothes. And like the reason I want to go back, basically, is because I want to make a difference. I want to help these people and go with my mom and like -- try to like at least make someone happy in there.

我媽媽奔走于幫助避難群眾之間，她喜歡向他們提供食物，我們的舊玩具，舊衣服。就像我想回去的原因，基本上是想改變，我也想和媽媽一樣一起幫助這些人，或者至少可以讓他們高興一些。

Yeah, I`m scared for like, for more to happen, for more people to die. And I`m scared that the hope I have right now to go back, like at the end will all be erased, and then like I won`t really have anything left to look forward to.

我也害怕，怕一些更多的戰(zhàn)爭(zhēng)會(huì)發(fā)生，怕一些更多的人會(huì)死掉。我也怕我所有這些設(shè)想都成為空想，所有的一切到最后都將被抹去，我永遠(yuǎn)沒(méi)有機(jī)會(huì)改變。